寻找No2莞倩歌唱比赛

之前为魔棋忙着莞倩的签名会,而由于这项活动在同时间进行,所以之前的初赛等都没有参与.在此我要感谢缤与Heng Yee 的帮助，替我分担Joanne那几次的工作当工作人员。这次的总决赛，托美女Joanne的福，也来帮帮忙咯！这回要感谢嘉嘉愿意与我同行，让你无聊了！谢谢你哦！

这场比赛，最开心的莫过于见到超帅超可爱的一位参赛者-Kiddo咯！



有颜帅的出现，当然少不了莞言倩语后援会的一班帅气美女们咯！



美女们，我还是要po你们的合照上来啦！和我合照很失礼么？
***sop sop sop***泪落满脸-ing***

庆祝圣诞节

圣诞节,对我而言就只是一个公共假期.从懂事以来,不管是圣诞前夕还是圣诞节当天,都是我家大扫除的日子.还记得几年前,圣诞节前夕是与一位久违朋友相见的日子.可惜,他失约了.另一个呢,是因为必须在家大扫除令我不能赴圣诞节之约,但当晚取而代之却是一个甜蜜的回忆,也是我难以取舍的感动回忆. 哎, 怎么这种日子就是特别容易令人感慨呢?

今年的圣诞节,与往常不一样.打破圣诞节不出街的前例,今年与我的姐妹们一起度过.嘉嘉还特别吩咐我们要打扮得漂漂亮亮拍照留念.圣诞节到处都布置得美轮美奂,充满了温暖唯美的感觉.我们到THE CURVE 度过这美好的一天。活动嘛！都是免不了的逛逛街，看看戏，享受午餐。

电影的时间未到，我们便到处逛逛拍照。边逛IKEA边讨论着我们我们梦想的家，梦想的家具。拍照时幻想着自己融入在那漂亮的国外，虽然没有那冷风的感觉，但却充满着温暖的心。

我们在气氛相当好的ITALIANESE吃午餐。一个FRIED CALAMARI开胃餐，CLASSIC CARBONARA 和 GARLIC CHICKEN PIZZA作为主餐，CREAME BRULEE 作为甜点。少不了的当然还有我最爱的LIME MARGARITA咯！我们４个呢，也在午餐之后来交换礼物。幸运的是，每个人都对自己拿到的礼物充满喜爱哦！





电影呢我们就选了叶文这部戏。我们可是看的目不转睛，好得没笔墨所能形容。若真的要形容，就一个字：赞！此时也不得不称赞甄子丹的演技和笑点，最近他的电影都有你意想不到的笑点哦！



电影之后，已经是７时多了。夜色还早，我们便到KUCHAI LAMA的回音石续摊。就在那里，喝杯饮料，听听歌，哼哼歌呢～～还被驻唱歌手酸耶！丢脸～～



第一次的圣诞节庆祝会就在友谊的陪伴下度过。

很开心，因为我拥有他们，陪我度过这个被视为幸福和温暖的一天。



MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

超超超__ __的话语

日子真的是超无聊耶！！！！每天都不知道自己到底做了什么，浪费了多少时间。或许是太有闲了吧！与之前忙碌到没得睡的日子真的差好多哦！看，连写部落格都酱白痴，唉~~

既然都无聊了，就在这里想分享一下我不同的朋友团常用的话语。

我的岛民们啊~~很喜欢“到”这个字哦！所以每次讲话都会加“到”在后面的。例如：

无聊到~~
白痴到~~
衰到~~
可怜到~~
过分到~~
辛苦到~~

“到”的音还要拉长哦！


除了岛民以外，还有两个美女呵喜欢用-“几”...........“一下咯”。 例如：
几衰一下咯
几美一下咯
几可爱一下咯
几烦一下咯
几厉害一下咯

还有还有啊！还有一个“Delde”， 代表心情掉落谷底的意思。是我辩论组的战友们常用的哦！

其实还有蛮多的，不过没有心情到~~ =p

主题的两个空行，请各位自行填下去，哈哈哈哈~~

After Exam

考试过了一段日子，我也懒散了一段日子。其实啊，我应该说会继续懒散接下来的几个星期吧！说实在，最后一份考卷有点令我措手不及，也来不及做完。唉，都怪自己啦，一言难尽了！

假期里，朋友们要不就工作，要不就去旅行，日子过得蛮充实的。而我啊，却在家里上上网，看日剧韩剧偶像剧，偶尔看看书弹弹琴，要不就看看基本课程的参考书，要不就懒床躺在那里动也不动。是悠闲还是无聊，我已分不清楚了。

今天，是我的日记和金花姐妹的生日~~生日快乐~~昨天晚上12点就寄简讯给他们了。我想啊，姐妹明天要上班应该睡了，而日记嘛或许会因为工作没开电话吧！打算喝杯小酒，看看小说，就上床睡觉。没想到日记回了我简讯，难免还是会有点开心的，而早上也收到姐妹的回信了。看到两封简讯的内容，觉得自己还算是个不错的朋友。起码我的祝福是带给他们快乐，而不是公式性的问候。

当然假期也不是真的这样虚度青春啦！还是会和朋友聚聚唱K看戏，还要感谢ABBY姐和JOANNE让我参与魔棋的一些活动。这个学期，过得有点辛苦。新的一年快到了，我得好好利用这段假期好好调整自己了，为将来，为学业，为自己打好底子了。

圣诞节要到了，到处都充满着幸福的味道。今年的圣诞一如往常，静静地呆在房间里，好好思考，好好享受那宁静的圣诞节。

During Exam

wahahahaha...

1 paper finish
another 1 to go

~~~hate books already~~~

I miss all the outings with my friends
I miss my dramas
I miss my bed

Wait for Me ya!

~~~After tomorrow will be FREE le~~

My Girls Gang, My Debate Leng Lui, My Isolated Island Members,
My Handsome /Pretty Friends

Here

I

Am


But Please
After Tomorrow Ya

>0<

Before Exam

Study week does not make me feel to study. Tomorrow is the exam day and still I spent my precious study week to hang out with my friends for birthday celebration, go for warehouse sales to see any cheap things to grab, go to Bobbi Brown party to get door gifts, watch drama that I downloaded, online to play facebook and read comics. Reading only took 2-3 hours in a day of mine.

Compare to previous semester, this is the most relaxing semester which only 2 subjects to study and yet nothing much to study except the LAN paper moral. Moreover, these 2 papers are on the early of the exam week which less time to revise, more time for holiday. I am still planning on what I should do during this 3-4 weeks time.

I plan to have a trip, maybe alone or with anyone of my friends. Overseas travelling sounds interesting especially after Gia shared her experiences during the trip to Hong Kong, Macau, GuangZhou, and ShenZhen. However, money is another issue which I have to consider since I have not much left in my bank accounts for this month. Travel within Malaysia is enough for me, but I have not made up any idea where to go. Sigh

Maybe I should look for part time job, as what other of my classmates do. But I was asked to help for a few events from Mainstream Music, even though those are FOC, because my main concern is to gain experiences. I could not fix any of my time for part time, maybe freelance? It still depends on my interest on that job.

I hate myself for being so undecided in so many issues in my life. Life goes on and time will not wait for me. Still have to figure out and plan for my last year in university.

Have an “enjoyable” moment during exam weeks and enjoy the relaxing moment during the only 1 month holiday. Cheers!

Being Not-Me

Life won’t be prefect unless you think it is. I was in an extremely high mood after came back from Richie Ren’s Love and Beloved 2008 Concert in Genting Highlands. Almost everyone around me knew that as I was non-stop promoting him and show-off what I had had experienced on that day. For some reasons, some might felt it was a bit of annoying. However, compare to those people out there who show-off their experiences with their beloved boyfriend or girlfriend, I think my experiences with Richie Ren are more precious and memorable.

No time to waste after the concert. Again I back to those days without day and night. This time I was getting more serious which I did not sleep for 2 days. 2 subjects in 7 weeks – everyone thought it was a relaxing semester. Actually it is tougher than what we thought. Luckily my part time jobs were only once or twice during weekend, which took only 3 hours. If not, who will take the blame on not finishing the work on time?

Thanks to the advices from some of my closest friends and my parents. I am learning not to angry on those people who do not act as what they said. Even if you are angry, it is nothing to do with them as they won’t care. Guess what? You fall sick (as what I am NOW) and being unhappy. You got what you did!

I am lucky to have the things I want. I have my parentS who love and pamper me. I have friendS that support and share my joy. I have shoulderS to let me lie on and listen to me. I have dreamS to achieve in my future. Yes, I am showing-off to let those people out there who hate me, talk bad about me, envy me, dislike me or have any negative feelings towards me. I purposely to put the S in Caps – I believe you know what the S mean in grammar.

You think you know everything, but actually you are not! You think you are always right, but you do not even know the mistakes you have done. You hate people for some reason, but you do not know how you portrait yourself in front of others.

BEFORE YOU TALK SOMETHING BAD ABOUT OTHERS, ASK YOURSELF, ARE YOU A PERFECT PERSON? I tell you, no one is PERFECT.

Ish, again I have to remind myself not to angry. Sorry I am still learning and sorry for being so annoying. =p

任贤齐2008年云顶演唱会 ^^

想了很久，这篇部落格呆在我心里好久了。短短的一个月-开心的，辛苦的，生气的，期待的…好多好多哦！真的多得让我觉得很不可思议，也让我不知从何说起。

当然，最幸运，最意想不到的莫过于见到我的挚爱偶像-任贤齐。为了他，我忘了砸了多少钱-演唱会，聚餐，周边产品，车费，住宿等。但我觉得，这次的相遇令我等了好久好久。这次见到，下次又要等多久呢？

首先是歌迷们的聚餐-让我近距离的见到他，就是那么的近，近的不可思议。齐哥替我购买的周边产品-帽子和衣服签上名。两个字-幸福。接着轮到与不同国家的家族成员合照时，齐哥原本就已经站好在台上了，可是到我们的时候他竟然走下台，叫我们先站好好“埋位”。本小姐不知怎么了竟然选择蹲着前面，刹那间觉得齐哥有点瞪着我的感觉，不晓得在他心里是不是在想：“这么这个小妞这么调皮选择蹲呢？”过后“埋位”后，齐哥竟然蹲在我隔壁耶！两个字-幸福。


聚餐过后，期待的莫过于演唱会了。身为歌迷会当然少不了献花，而马来西亚会员是超听齐哥的话-不要浪费钱！所以和其他的家族比较，我们只准备一束花，献花的代表就由抽签决定。当时的心情是：“唉，应该轮不到我的啦！”怎知，我抽中了！再来两个字-幸福。真的不晓得走什么运，好事都往我身上飘。到了演唱会场地，我的位置是舞台的正中间，前面起第六排。三个字-超幸福。其他歌迷都叫我把握机会，献花时抱他啊！吻他啊！我想抱就够啦！不想登上报纸啦！不然我的颜面何存啊！

我想我不需形容我多么的享受那场演唱会-之前那一篇已经足够形容了我一切一切的感受。齐哥是一位很好很好的艺人，只要有献花的他都会以拥抱作为答谢，我当然也不例外。记得我刚开始想一马当先第一个献花，怎知后来一堆人冲前去，让我有点胆怯。过后看到没有人了才慢条斯理走到台前，慢慢靠近舞台。台上的齐哥，离我好近好近 - 看着他，眼里就只有他，看到他的表情那么真实，好开心哦！我想，他是认得我的 – 因为我带着有他签名的帽子。他看着我的表情，似乎是说：“我不是不要你们花钱吗？怎么还有花啊？这么不听话哦？”哈哈哈，不管咯！齐哥还是走下台，接过那束花，给我一个拥抱。抱着他，很幸福，可以感觉到他的拥抱，感觉到他的嘴在唱歌，感觉到他真实的人-我无言了，是幸福的说不出话了。

当晚他唱了好多我好爱好爱的歌-最爱的那首“依靠”，那首令我爱上他的“依靠”，他唱了！那时，我哭了，因为我真的真的很爱那首歌！没想到他有唱这首歌！当天的我，真的好幸福哦！

就这样，幸福了一整天，整个晚上！幸福的令我觉得好不真实，幸福的令我忘了一切。好棒的感觉耶！

P/S : 谢谢Johnny的演唱会海报~~~ 谢谢替我拍照的人~~~谢谢大马小齐家族所有成员~~

快HIGH死了！

昨天的我，真的快HIGH死了哦！

齐哥，果然是最棒的哦！

而且，我还超超超幸运的哦！！希望没有耗完我这辈子的运气吧！！

哎哟，真的不知如何形容我有多多多开心哦！

喊叫到声音快没了，热情到云顶变得一点都不冷，爽到所有烦恼都忘记了。

你说

这场演唱会有多么多么多么得棒？

下回，以图为证

让你见见齐哥久违的平民大家长样吧！

见面

和往常一样，没有一点睡意。心里，充满着期待-终于要见到他了。等了好久好久，真的好久没有见面了。听说，他瘦了，憔悴了。有点心疼，有点难过。或许是我有一点陷得太深了，对他的仰慕从未间断过。

听见他的声音，我会笑。知道他的消息，我会很兴奋。知道他要来了，我会迫不及待。不管浪费多少时间，对他，我都义无反顾。爸妈说我太傻了，朋友说我白痴 。真的，我不介意当傻瓜，不介意当白痴 – 因为是他。

他的笑容，安抚我不安的心。他的声音，陪伴我难过得日子。他的消息，带给我无限的期盼。

不晓得，明天会如何呢？


~齐哥,演唱会要加油哦!~

哭

这个学期的我，好像没有一丝丝想上学的心情。每天都只想躲在家里，睡觉也好，看电视也罢。就这样上上网，看看杂志的过日子。或许像这样轻松的日子，就只有两个科目的学期（而且有一课不列入CGPA当中）应该不会再有吧！

这天，就像往常一样懒散的过日子。整理了该整理的报告后，悠闲的上网站看漫画。有些朋友或许不知道，本小姐是一个全职的干物女，兼职的御宅女。要是你不明白其意思，就去google一下吧！有一本漫画追了很久但没有继续出版，多谢网络的发展让我得以看看瓮底的秘密。

我说，我是一个蛮容易落泪的人，应该不多人会相信吧！不管是电影，连续剧，故事书，甚至漫画，感动和悲哀时都会掉眼泪哦！还有朋友分手，伤心，我也会心痛哦！今天呀我竟然看漫画看到哭耶！现在想起来，最后一次为自己哭，是几时的是呢？

应该是进不了政府大学的那一刻吧！有点心碎，有点幻灭 - 梦想进入理大的梦破碎了！碎的，不只是自己的梦想与憧憬，也是父母的期望，还有一直以来的坚持。更久的，应该是心疼自己放弃了曾经心爱的他，责备自己和后悔自己的所作所为伤害了他。

原来，我真的很少为自己哭耶！哈哈，是好事吗？掉眼泪，好像是女孩的特权耶！

或许是，我很幸福吧！

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Less than 12 hours, I'll be back to campus again to continue study. Wow! It has been such a long time since my last day step into UTAR for exam. Time flies and again I'm back to the daily routine that I used to it. Ya, I miss that so much!

Yesterday I came back from Langkawi, again I overspent on the things that I love so much - Chocolate and Cocktails! Before I start my blog on Langkawi Trip (have to collect all the photos from others) Here are some photos of my favourites.

Cocktails By Jenn

Welcome to Langkawi

Waterfall - Serenity

Sky or Sea?

Unlimited Power You can Reach

No more money to spend for the following semester. Better save money now!

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I thought I am always realistic, I live in reality. I guess I was wrong, I still keep myself in my own dream which so-called reality of my own. I keep on telling myself not to dream things that are impossible. But why am I still putting hope on that?

I am talking nonsense again.

HIMONO ONNA, a new Japanese term which describe exactly who I am. There might be a slightly different, but I have the major characteristics that apply to this group. Hopeless I should say because I am the kind of people who are very stubborn and refuse to change. I guess I will not get rid of myself for being himono onna.

Yes, I know I am hopeless

There are only another few days for me to be in Bridges as intern. 5 months, almost half of the year being here and get used to the environment I might have for my future. Again I ask myself, am I suitable to carry myself as a PR practitioner after 1 year? As what my friends in local university worrying, especially those who graduate next year, what are we going to do after graduate? Working or continue studying? Again we are in dilemma.

I will have my so-called 1 week holiday sooner and later. Can I just stay inside my room, lay down, think and do nothing?

Especially For You

First and Foremost, I would like to thank many friends of mine who wish me during my birthday as well as having the birthday celebration marathon for me. Too much things I would like to tell you all and it is hard for me to express it with words. Still, I wish that my readers would know, how much I appreciate all your efforts on this special day of mine – Love, Care, and Happiness I have all this time.

Dear Wen Bin,

Thanks to be with me all the time when I faced that unexpected moment. I knew your effort, to choose the present which meant so much for me. Do not blame yourself on what had happen because you are the one who hurt the most in this incident. I love you as my sis, someone precious for me. You know me well, and we have seen each other changes from time to time. We experienced so many ups-and-downs, happiness and sadness and still we are together, and I really hope, we will be together forever.

Dear Yuen,

Thanks for your love and care all this time. We knew each other since primary but the time when we get closer to each other was when we were after Form 5. I feel sorry to you for the decision I made and I knew it hurts you. You are the one I rely on when I was bored and sad. I still remember how we tease each other, having so many jokes and shared all those sweet memories we have with Wen Bin. Honestly, I really appreciate someone like you, who willing to be with me. Sorry for being selfish that I wish to keep our relationship as what we have now and forgive me for choosing not to move forward as what you hope for.

Dear Sis Venus,

We knew each other since we were young, or I should say the time you came to this world, is almost the time when I have my first heartbeat. We are so closed together even until now. Uncountable memories that we had shared - the first makeup we had, the first duet we had, the time when the school holiday started, the time when we sing k together, the time we had our parapara dance, the time when we cried, the time we move forward to our own dreams. I am glad to see you have someone who truly loves you, who willing to walk down the aisle and share the rest of his life with you. I knew what you have experienced and I knew what you truly need. And now you found it and grab it tightly in your hands. All the bad things will go, and rainbow comes after the rain. No matter what happen, we are always bind to each other-not only the blood that we have, but the heart that love and care each other.

Dear gangs (Ros, Gia, Chris, Elaine, June, May, Fish,Esther, Sim Yee)

All this time, we still together even though we are far apart. Hardly for me to describe, how grateful am I to have you all as my companions, my true friends. It is not easy to have a lasting friendship. All the changes we have, all the happiness and sadness that we share, all of these binds us together and make the bond getting stronger. When I need you all, you’ll be there. You are a part of my life, the person that I could not live without after my family. No one could understand me more than you did because you have seen me grow up as what I am, help me through with most of the circumstances. I have you all every of my birthday celebration, not only the presents that I always bring along, but the hearts that be with me all the time.

Dear angels (Cam, Yee Mun, and Shuang)

Besides my gang, you are the person that I love and pamper. I am meant to be your guardian angel, who always prays for your happiness. I am happy to know that you are a leading a sweet moment in your life and do remember I will always be with you when you need me. When you need a shoulder to rely, I am here. When you need ears to listen to you, I am here. When you need someone to company you, I am here. I remember the time you cried, which really hurt me deeply. So promise me, be strong and happy. Your smile and happiness are always my best medicine to cheer up my days.

Dear I2 members (Heng Yee, Sharon, Felicia, Siak Wei, Johnny)

Even though we knew each other for only a year, fate brings us together. We are from different background and states, but we share a common thing that binds us together. It is not easy to find a friend, in a place which is competitive. I am lucky to have not only one, but five of you to share the rest of my university life together. No matter what will happen in the future, I truly hope that we will still be with each other, to build up a strong team, to create the dreams of our own, and to achieve the success that waiting for us.

Dear T2 members,

Thanks for being my classmate and a part of my sweet memories for my university life. Thanks to all of you who have such a warm heart that brighten up my life and make me proud of. Thanks to May, the class-rep that always helpful and responsible. Thanks to Freda, Phine and Herng who accept me as a team member when the time I was almost giving up myself. You lend me your hand, you give me your trust, and you bring back my hope to be with you all again.

Dear Debate Teammates,

Sorry for making you all disappointed and thank you for letting me to be with you even though it was only a short period. Thanks for teaching me the knowledge and the beauty for the art of debate. Thanks for telling me the importance of the teamwork. Thanks for showing me your forgiveness on my attitude and weakness. Thanks to Lemon, Iris, and Sze Won for being my sisters and accept me as a part of the family. Thanks for all the seniors that put so much efforts to make me grow. Thanks to make me feel belonging when I was helpless.

Dear Fai,

Thanks for being the person that make me learn and think. All the things that you have taught and helped me all this moment meant so much in my life. Thanks for the happiness and memories that you gave me which I will always appreciate and keep it in my heart. Thanks for the smiles that cheers me up when I was down. Thanks for the advices that make me grow and be tough. Thanks for being the person who were so special for me. Thanks for still being my friend.

Dear Alan,

Thanks for the surprises and care that you gave me during my worst moments. Thanks for the calls and messages that brighten my days and bring back my smile. Thanks for promises and cheers that cure my wound. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to know someone like you who brings me dreams and cares. You make me smile every time I received your calls in the late night. You make me miss the time which I feel someone need my care. I truly wish that someday we will meet again; someday you will remember me again.

Dear Yumi, Mei Yi, Leonard Dai Lou, Poh Yee, Keat Lim, Hui Chien, Daddy Zi Lie, Janeto San, Kah Woi, Kin Mun Gor Gor, Wai Quan Jie Jie, Leng Zai Wye Kitt, Yew Ren, Yoke Ling, Khim Chew, Dorothy, Wai Leong, Qiao Ying, Sue Li, Alexander, Liang Chuen, Shu Lim, Lai Teng and all those who called, sms, sent message through Friendster and Facebook to wish me Happy Birthday.

Thanks for remembering my birthday and still remember me even though we have been lost contact for a long time. Thanks for giving me the feeling of belonging. I wouldn’t be what I am now without you all.

***I will not wish for more, I wish to keep what I already have now – my family and my friends. I am lucky enough to have the family who love and pamper me. I am lucky enough to have friends that support me. I am lucky enough to have colleagues that are helpful and role models for my future career. I am lucky enough to have all of these***

I LOVE YOU ALL. THANKS FOR BEING A PART IN MY LIFE.