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星期二, 十二月 29, 2009

New Life

"I started my new life once after I finished my last paper for my degree in my BELOVED university. "

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Glad that I were given the opportunity to be a part of the family. Had great 2 weeks spent with all my buddies, gals and friends. Met my dear Idol Richie Jen and had a individual photo session with him (which makes me happy till the end of his performance for the concert) A wonderful break I have before I officially step into the industry (cruel world quote by Ms Kl Cheah)

It is hard to jump into another stage and adapt to it in a short period of time. However, my life changes by WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING EVERY WEEKDAY. Fixed time with fixed routine which is totally different with my Uni lifestyle. I believe that my mom hates my routine during uni and she is so happy when I'm able to wake up even before she awake. "Sleep early and wake up early" make you healthier - that's what she said just now that make me feel annoyed.

Maybe it's just my mood~~ When I want to do something, there must be someone will pop out and stop me. When I stop doing it, someone else will push me to continue it. I knew I am not always right, but can't I have the rights to decide?

My life is good, at least I have what I want now, it's just the moody things that I couldn't control. Another 2 days to go for year 2010. Hopefully, I really hope that there are some changes in my life, positive changes I mean.


星期一, 十二月 14, 2009

明天

在这个时候写部落格,未免是最不适当的时候。

在每个人都很努力准备最后一张考卷的时候,

而我一个人却在这里忐忑不安。


明天,是很重要的一个日子。

大学生涯里最后一张考卷,

最没有自信和把握的一张考卷,

和大学同学相聚的最后一天,

也即将是准备踏出社会的第一步,

面对残酷未来的一天。


现在的心情,

除了是担心明天的考试考得如何,

还要担心考试后的工作面试会如何。

要准备考试而死啃的笔记,

还要准备面试时的心理建设。

当紧张和无助在一起时,

那种化学作用

会为我的表现打上几分呢?


如今的我,

除了准备,

还有什么可以

才能安抚我这不安的心情呢?