Especially For You

First and Foremost, I would like to thank many friends of mine who wish me during my birthday as well as having the birthday celebration marathon for me. Too much things I would like to tell you all and it is hard for me to express it with words. Still, I wish that my readers would know, how much I appreciate all your efforts on this special day of mine – Love, Care, and Happiness I have all this time.

Dear Wen Bin,

Thanks to be with me all the time when I faced that unexpected moment. I knew your effort, to choose the present which meant so much for me. Do not blame yourself on what had happen because you are the one who hurt the most in this incident. I love you as my sis, someone precious for me. You know me well, and we have seen each other changes from time to time. We experienced so many ups-and-downs, happiness and sadness and still we are together, and I really hope, we will be together forever.

Dear Yuen,

Thanks for your love and care all this time. We knew each other since primary but the time when we get closer to each other was when we were after Form 5. I feel sorry to you for the decision I made and I knew it hurts you. You are the one I rely on when I was bored and sad. I still remember how we tease each other, having so many jokes and shared all those sweet memories we have with Wen Bin. Honestly, I really appreciate someone like you, who willing to be with me. Sorry for being selfish that I wish to keep our relationship as what we have now and forgive me for choosing not to move forward as what you hope for.

Dear Sis Venus,

We knew each other since we were young, or I should say the time you came to this world, is almost the time when I have my first heartbeat. We are so closed together even until now. Uncountable memories that we had shared - the first makeup we had, the first duet we had, the time when the school holiday started, the time when we sing k together, the time we had our parapara dance, the time when we cried, the time we move forward to our own dreams. I am glad to see you have someone who truly loves you, who willing to walk down the aisle and share the rest of his life with you. I knew what you have experienced and I knew what you truly need. And now you found it and grab it tightly in your hands. All the bad things will go, and rainbow comes after the rain. No matter what happen, we are always bind to each other-not only the blood that we have, but the heart that love and care each other.

Dear gangs (Ros, Gia, Chris, Elaine, June, May, Fish,Esther, Sim Yee)

All this time, we still together even though we are far apart. Hardly for me to describe, how grateful am I to have you all as my companions, my true friends. It is not easy to have a lasting friendship. All the changes we have, all the happiness and sadness that we share, all of these binds us together and make the bond getting stronger. When I need you all, you’ll be there. You are a part of my life, the person that I could not live without after my family. No one could understand me more than you did because you have seen me grow up as what I am, help me through with most of the circumstances. I have you all every of my birthday celebration, not only the presents that I always bring along, but the hearts that be with me all the time.

Dear angels (Cam, Yee Mun, and Shuang)

Besides my gang, you are the person that I love and pamper. I am meant to be your guardian angel, who always prays for your happiness. I am happy to know that you are a leading a sweet moment in your life and do remember I will always be with you when you need me. When you need a shoulder to rely, I am here. When you need ears to listen to you, I am here. When you need someone to company you, I am here. I remember the time you cried, which really hurt me deeply. So promise me, be strong and happy. Your smile and happiness are always my best medicine to cheer up my days.

Dear I2 members (Heng Yee, Sharon, Felicia, Siak Wei, Johnny)

Even though we knew each other for only a year, fate brings us together. We are from different background and states, but we share a common thing that binds us together. It is not easy to find a friend, in a place which is competitive. I am lucky to have not only one, but five of you to share the rest of my university life together. No matter what will happen in the future, I truly hope that we will still be with each other, to build up a strong team, to create the dreams of our own, and to achieve the success that waiting for us.

Dear T2 members,

Thanks for being my classmate and a part of my sweet memories for my university life. Thanks to all of you who have such a warm heart that brighten up my life and make me proud of. Thanks to May, the class-rep that always helpful and responsible. Thanks to Freda, Phine and Herng who accept me as a team member when the time I was almost giving up myself. You lend me your hand, you give me your trust, and you bring back my hope to be with you all again.

Dear Debate Teammates,

Sorry for making you all disappointed and thank you for letting me to be with you even though it was only a short period. Thanks for teaching me the knowledge and the beauty for the art of debate. Thanks for telling me the importance of the teamwork. Thanks for showing me your forgiveness on my attitude and weakness. Thanks to Lemon, Iris, and Sze Won for being my sisters and accept me as a part of the family. Thanks for all the seniors that put so much efforts to make me grow. Thanks to make me feel belonging when I was helpless.

Dear Fai,

Thanks for being the person that make me learn and think. All the things that you have taught and helped me all this moment meant so much in my life. Thanks for the happiness and memories that you gave me which I will always appreciate and keep it in my heart. Thanks for the smiles that cheers me up when I was down. Thanks for the advices that make me grow and be tough. Thanks for being the person who were so special for me. Thanks for still being my friend.

Dear Alan,

Thanks for the surprises and care that you gave me during my worst moments. Thanks for the calls and messages that brighten my days and bring back my smile. Thanks for promises and cheers that cure my wound. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to know someone like you who brings me dreams and cares. You make me smile every time I received your calls in the late night. You make me miss the time which I feel someone need my care. I truly wish that someday we will meet again; someday you will remember me again.

Dear Yumi, Mei Yi, Leonard Dai Lou, Poh Yee, Keat Lim, Hui Chien, Daddy Zi Lie, Janeto San, Kah Woi, Kin Mun Gor Gor, Wai Quan Jie Jie, Leng Zai Wye Kitt, Yew Ren, Yoke Ling, Khim Chew, Dorothy, Wai Leong, Qiao Ying, Sue Li, Alexander, Liang Chuen, Shu Lim, Lai Teng and all those who called, sms, sent message through Friendster and Facebook to wish me Happy Birthday.

Thanks for remembering my birthday and still remember me even though we have been lost contact for a long time. Thanks for giving me the feeling of belonging. I wouldn’t be what I am now without you all.

***I will not wish for more, I wish to keep what I already have now – my family and my friends. I am lucky enough to have the family who love and pamper me. I am lucky enough to have friends that support me. I am lucky enough to have colleagues that are helpful and role models for my future career. I am lucky enough to have all of these***

I LOVE YOU ALL. THANKS FOR BEING A PART IN MY LIFE.