Unexpected Night

It was yesterday story because I was totally EXHAUSTED rushing from one to another place. It started with a sms from the birthday guy Weng Hong who is a part from the scouts brothers of mine.(If i'm not mistaken, his birthday already over)An invitation SMS to his birthday party tonight. I was totally blur and headache cause i had a late night sleep and didn't bother about it.

Life as usual, working till 7.30pm every Saturday at my office. Suddenly a call from Weng Hong reminded me about his party. Erhm..didn't feel like want to go because i was just off duty and again, the only gal that might get bully from them. However, since he rang me a call. BAGI MUKA la! Have to go lo.

Actually i really dunno where his party is! Cause he didn't mention it at all in the SMS and his call. Most of the time i really let them bring me where they want to go (My friends did ask me that what if they bring me to somewhere...erhm...think of yourself) I believe them la, we all have the kind of BROTHERHOOD ma! Must trust one.

Guess where is the party is?? THE SANCTUARY RESTO CLUB at The Curve. I was totally shock!!! Suddenly feel like I am in the pirates' ship. Damm nice sound system ( luckily i am not deaf yet XD)and Damm Crowded (Sexy Babe everywhere). Well, it was nothing special actually just i don't really get used to it. I am such a good gal, don't I?

Hardly to enjoy myself without my close friends together. However, I was happy to meet back quite a lot of my secondary schoolmates and seniors as well. I thought i was no one there but the unexpected things is those i only meet once or twice (Those scouts which are not same badge with my scouts brothers-seniors i should say) recognised me! Wahahaha, such a popular person =P. I met pretty San San n Gwen, and also my dear Sis Yee Shan.

Force to have some alcholic drink hahahaha..Force to lo! I am glad that they are really nice to me, only a small cup of it and dilute with Coke + Green Tea Wahahahaha!I knew de, I knew you all threat me nicely de... I didn't stay long there cause got call from Dad almost every half an hour after 12am. Good gal ma, have to obey lo.

End of the party!I really appreciate Weng Hong effort for the party and invite me there. At least i met some of them that long time we didn't meet since Form 5 graduation. Of course, thanks to Kah Fai and Weng Holl that fetched me out and especially Weng Holl who sent me home later. Thanks to Yong Sheng who broughts us round and round and lost our ways XD. Thanks to Kok Wai who like to argue with me all the time (Weird, why should I thanks to him?) Thanks to those who remember me even though we haven't met each other for so long.

Thanks , everyone! I do love you all always!

Chicago Rocks! Opps, it's Christmas

Well, i just finished watching Chicago on TV2(The movie) and I do love Velma Kelly a lot! As some of you know that i has been to KLCC for the musical last month. Impressive and Fascinating live compare to the movie. However, plan to buy the VCD or DVD of this movie as well as its soundtrack. Just imagine all those music in your head while you're driving,you rocks! Besides,I just found out that Velma Kelly is Catherine Zeta-Jones. Wow, such amazing women! So sorry for loving Velma so much without knowing the person who acted it.

Christmas is just over and i was having a lot of fun for the 1st time. I went to dear fish's house for the celebration and we were having barbaeque that christmas eve. Not much to say about it because only few of us were there. I am glad to see May and KS came along and they got the chance to meet each other's bf XD.

And now the Christmas day! Went to One U with my sis Wen Bin and Shu Lim for the movie "National Treasure 2". I still remember the time that we watched "National Treasure" at Mid Valley few years back. Hm, as usual Nicholas Cage able to found the treasure but not to have it for his own XD. After the movie, went for our lunch then! As a japanese cuisine addicted patient, 日本料理を食べましょう-We went for SushiGroove and spent about RM100 for 3 persons (It really worth and full)

And the following statements you can skip...
***I was overspent again***
***I bought 2 of my favourite shoes at last***
***One is from MCKY which normal price were RM199 and after 60% discount-RM59.70***

***My feeling is just like I found my treasure at last***
***I was out of control then and i did something terrible***
***I bought another shoes-from TIMBERLAND***

***Don't want to mention its price-go and look for it***
***I am so desperate to have it and now I got it***
***It was the happiest Christmas that I ever had***

However, thanks to my mom who sponsors me RM200 for the Timberland boot. Well, I bought her Donuts from Big Apple =D, such a nice daughter you see...

I am glad that I was totally forget about my nightmare like usual. Maybe I was too happy with my boots or busy tidy up my room. Hahaha..Merry Christmas!!

Christmas + Renovation

*we wish you a merry chistmas,we wish you a merry christmas..* Everyone is in this happy christmas mood except ME! Oh yes, my nightmare has finally come XD. Not enough money to spend, unable to buy myself a new boot, and no time for me to have a good break!

There are 2 invitations for Christmas Eve party from Fishy and Leon. Since fishy place has more friends that i knew, so have to say sorry to Leon then. Yesterday rushed to Mid Valley with Mun to buy christmas present but ended up having meal at Sushi King until 9 something. We managed to get the present of course and continued to have our drink at Free Zone, Kuchai Lama.

Christmas is always the day for me to tidy up my room and helping my mom to do the household chores. However, this does not work this year because i already have the movie invitation-National Treasure 2 (yeh, Nicholas Cage!)at One Utama. Later will upload the variety christmas decoration at different shopping mall.

That's my program during christmas. Erhm, quite a full program right?That makes me have less time for RENOVATION. I will have a new piano in my room which is FOC in coming these day. It means-I have to learn piano and also I have to tidy up my room ONCE AGAIN.

more money to spend next year.....more program to go.....more things to do.....

I was tagged AGAIN but in English Version

Something unbelieveable happened,i was reading michelle's blog as usual and she was tagged. I tried once but in mandarin version and suprisingly when i read till last. I SAW MY NAME!!!! Oh gosh, I was tagged again!!!

Rules: Do this tag and answer all the questions into your own blog. Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20question. Tag 8 persons.

***In Sis Michelle's blog has 21 so i can delete 1 and edit another 1 XD***

Questions:
1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
Be a rich and successful woman-My mom always tell me to count on myself rather than others. So in reality, money comes first =D

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
I have my family and true friends to be with me ALWAYS

3. What do you wish to have now?
Money ( I bet everyone do) ok, A timberland boot!

4. What have you realized recently?
Overspent on Bobbi Brown, M.A.C, and Body Shop as well as a new Sony Ericsson K850i
(My friend stop me from buying that Timberland boot, if not, guess no money to pay fees)

5. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?
NO of course, i need more time to sleep, watching drama,hang out with friends, and ehm..study XD

6. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
Talk to my parents and friends, they are always my best listener and medicine.

7. Are you afraid of losing?
I'm born in the month of August and a true Tiger and Leo.I am EGO. I will not take the bet if i don't have the confident to win. Yes, i admit!

8. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?
Who does not? Especially when i have the confident but i can't make it.

9. Do you believe in god?
I believe in God when i need God

10. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
1.person who wears a mask of kindness to cover the devil side of them.
2.person who think that they have the authority to control other people freedom to think or to do what they want.
3.person who pretend to be your friend but a truely liar and betrayer behind your back,guess what? They take away all your precious things

11. What is loneliness?
No one could understand you, even yourself.

12. Are you satisfied with your life now?
My life would be better if i have more money in my bank as well as my wallet. I haven't buy my dream shoes yet and one of my jacket and jeans are still inside The Tough.However, I am glad that I am able to love and loved by friends and famiky.

13. When was the most recent time you felt touched?
Someone had said something that make me feel I am still important in that person's heart.

14. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?
Redang Island, the sky with full of stars with the sea which is crystal clear.

15. Use 5 words to describe who you are.
emotional,insane,ego,kiasu,rational

16. If you have one wish that’ll come true, what is it?
I want to go to Japan, Hong Kong, Macau, Taiwan, Beijing, Shanghai for shopping as much as I could before the age of 27. Can I?

17. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?
Wanna take a bet on something important in my life, but win-lose is 50-50.

18. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
Gather all my friends and family and tell them how much i love them.

19. Name one person you cannot live without.
There will always be 2 person-Mom and Dad. I am nothing without them.

20. If you could change the history of yourself, which one you would choose and why.
The stupid decision I had made 4 years ago! That's one of the things that make me regret.


Sorry guys, you are tagged!!
Camilla- Have fun ya dear, i know you were tagged by me once.
Nicholas Siak Wei-try it k? I think it would help you
Uncle Wilson- you owe me once, now graduated got time to do this already
Johnny-you always read my blog and i knew you have your own blog
Derek-will you post it on?
Jaycee-1st time tagged you =)
Venus-long time no blogging already!
eVilson-post it post it plz...

倒数的日子

时间总是在不知不觉的流逝，又到了倒数圣诞节和迎接新年的日子了。想必每个人现在都充满着愉快的心情来迎接吧！当然，新的一年有新的期待。期待我的成绩会比今年好，期待我们辩论组的队员们会在未来交出一份闪亮的成绩，期待我的好友知己兄弟姐妹过的快快乐乐，期待家人健健康康，还有许多大大小小的心愿。

在倒数之前，还是要回顾一下这几天的点点滴滴。昨日与辩论组的兄弟姐妹们一同庆祝思云姐妹的生日！！我们一起去看“投名状”，还掉下了几滴女儿泪。（在此声明，掉泪并不是因为他们死，而是对于他们内心的挣扎，以及本身的执著感到难过。要知道，女生是感性的动物）庆祝生日当然少不了蛋糕咯！橘子味的蛋糕，还特地买草莓点缀，酸酸甜甜的。过后本来打算大展歌喉唱K的，去到那里竟然没开！扫兴哦！！！不过呢，我们几位姐妹也找个好地方，吃吃美食（还代言呢！XD），拍拍照（美丽的回忆当然要留下），聊聊天（交流很重要哦！）。

12月19日，不只是姐妹思云的生日，也是我一位好朋友的生日。还记得一年前的这一天我们到嘛嘛档为他庆祝。没有蛋糕，只有祝福和礼物。回忆犹新，此景不再。今年的我，只可以以一段短短的简讯祝福他，衷心的希望他会过的更好。今年的这一天，我会祝福的人不只是他了，还有我的姐妹花思云哦！

你还记得一年前的今天你做过什么吗？我还记得哦！记得的都是美好的回忆，悲伤的已抛到九霄云外了。最起码，我还记得5年的圣诞节有一段美好的回亿，只能回忆的时光。

Happily Ever After

What's come to your mind when you see the title? Fairy Tales like Cinderella and Snow White? Last week after my japanese class, I went for the movie "Enchanted" with 2 of my gang, Gia and Pei Wah. As you all know, this story is about a "lady" from a combination stories of Cinderella, Snow White and Sleeping Beauty went to a place where there is no HAPPILY EVER AFTER- The Reality. Of course, no forget the so called Charming Prince and a cute little chipmunk. Sadly it didn't include the story of "Beauty and The Beast" which is my favourite story. I was having a lot of fun watching this movie, and its happy ending as well.

This movie reminds me of something. Is that true that our world is a place where there is no Happily Ever After? Honestly, I'm not the person who believe in Love at First Sight (cause no one loves me at first sight XD ) I am not the princess type in the fairy tales (Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, Jasmine and Mermaid-they have kind of good background,need not to worry about the money ). And this is why I love Bell in Beauty and The Beast because she loves that Beast even though He is ugly. Every relationship needs time to build up and to understand each other more. Who knows the behind the fairy tales that might be divorce?

Ok, I should not further spoil people's dreams =P Happily Ever After still exist in reality. It depends on how you see the happiness that you experienced before.At this moment at least, I am happy cause I have everyone I love by my side who still be with me when i need them. I am glad to know that you are with me, at present at least.

Already went for Golden Compass with Gia last saturday. Love Iorek, who is the king or the snowy Polar Bear (He won the fight and I was so shock when watched that scene. Wanna know y? suggest you to watch in the cinema then you'll know it) Nicole Kidman is damm pretty and cool. GORGEOUS is the word to suit her best in the movie. Since this movie is a trilogy, still long to wait then. It's a nice movie anyway, hope you enjoy it.

What's the next movie? Hehe, the Warlords by Jet Li, Andy Lau and my DEAREST Takeshi Kaneshiro!!!! Will watch it with my debate team members next week, and hopefully the plan would not be cancelled again. I watched the Making yesterday and it did not impress me a lot. Just wanna see how are my dear Takeshi and Jet lately and how's Peter Chan production this time.

Enjoy the movies and your life!! (indescribable happiness..hehehe)

你最近还好吗？

喜欢SHE的人，应该会对这一首歌熟悉吧！它就是偶像剧-斗牛要不要的片尾曲。当然，既然有帅帅的小美，还有HEBE担当主角，我哪里会放过呢？这部剧才刚开始，内容还没真正的吸引我，反而令我爱上的是这一首歌。

很简单的“你最近还好吗？”这句话，我想对很多人说。其中当然有我许久不见的表兄弟姐妹，辩论组的战友们，大学的同学们，最要好的姐妹们，最挺我的兄弟们，还有数也数不清的知己朋友。从之前的部落格，将近一个月了。这个月里发生了很多事，就好像度过了许多岁月，但却只发生在一瞬间-起起落落，开心与悲哀。

最后一次小学聚会，重见我小学第一位认识的朋友。原来我们已经认识了14年这么长的一段时间，8年过后再重聚。灿烂的笑容依旧，只是增添了成熟。心里十分感慨，何时我们才能再相聚呢？我们不再完整了，因为有一位已经离我们而去了。但是又有多少人会把握呢？那一句“你最近还好吗？”何时再能对你们说呢？

如今的生活，已经渐渐地麻醉了我。工作生活，应该就是这样的吧！还好的是，我的知己朋友都在我身旁，父母也一直支持着我。几通好朋友的电话令我惊醒，发觉我是一个多么幸福的人！生日时，我拥有久违的朋友的祝福，知己朋友的庆祝。烦恼时，有父母的关怀，知己朋友的开导。开心时，可以和许多许多的人分享。相比起来，离开家乡的朋友们真的是很寂寞很空虚。他们有多久没有听到朋友捎来的一句“你最近还好吗？”

因为我幸福，也希望我认识的人都幸福。不管你身在何处，希望你能感受得到我想对你说的一句真诚的问候-“你最近还好吗？”

好久没有上来了

一直在寻找一个适合自己的部落格，却一直找不着。这里是我第一个部落格的家，过后才搬过去friendster 和 MSN SPACES.然而，它们还是有点空洞，也不能让我充分的表达。或许，还需要一点时间吧！再过不久，准备好了，就应该会搬家的。

新家，等我将你准备的舒舒服服之前，委屈你了！2间旧家，应该有一个会被遗忘了。搬或不搬，还是在我的一念之差呀！

单身潜逃

不知不觉，第一学期就这样过去了。我变了吗？我开始不喜欢这样的自己了，一直觉得自己在浪费时间，没有目标地过每一天。以前总会有许许多多的欢笑声陪伴着我，喜怒哀乐都可以勇敢的表露出来。可是为什么，到了大学，任何的事情都必须隐藏起来，不允许被别人窥探呢？

已经到期末考了，我决定到我阿嫲家闭关。原因呢？我想要静静的度过考试前的日子，好好的准备大学的第一个考试。其实，那可能只是我的一个借口-我想感受一个人度过日子的感觉。很多时候，我都是一个人的。朋友虽多，但我却对寂寞的孤单情有独钟。可能是不想麻烦人家牺牲时间陪我，也可能害怕面对别人拒绝陪我的那种失落感。我，会选择一个人看电影，一个人吃午餐和晚餐，一个人逛街。我还想一个人旅行呢！

单身潜逃，是戴佩妮的一首歌，也是电视剧“情有可缘”的主题曲。我爱上了这首歌，它的旋律，它的歌词。
Penny的歌曲经常让我有所感触，也让我爱上她所有的歌曲。特别是这首歌曲的副歌

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就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧，烧痛了我们就逃。
带着现实的拷，折叠我剩余的微笑，通往没有你的轨道。
就让记忆中的你慢慢老，老去了谁也得不到。
带着我的祈祷，折叠我累积的问号，开始一次的单身潜逃。
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好想逃，好想放开

莫名的感觉

最近的睡眠并不好。不管是下午还是晚上，每一次睡觉都会发梦。是因为考试压力吗？还是其他的烦恼呢？每天都会有一种虚度人生，无所事事的感觉。可能是接近末考，教授们没有授课，没有新鲜的事物，令我觉得这样的生活很乏味吧！

参加伟康的生日会后，突然觉得和他们那班好像是兄弟一样。其实很感谢他们没把我当作女生般看待，让我很自在地混下去。我可以任意向他们撒娇，和他们顶嘴。而他们虽然经常作弄我，嘲笑我，但是这些都是他们对我的表达方式。兄弟们，我好高兴有你们为我撑着！就好像我那班姐妹们，冷嘲热讽是我们的表达方式，到最后留在心中的却是最真挚的关爱。姐妹们，我有你们爱我是我的荣欣！

相比起来，表面对你好的人未必心里也是一样的。这样的事情我遇到太多太多了。遇到虚伪的人，让我自己也变得虚伪了。在短暂的人生里，我了解这些是难免的。可是幸运的，我拥有了亲情以外，最难能可贵的-友情。兄弟姐妹们，谢谢！

虚伪的我

有时候，我觉得自己很虚伪。在别人面前，我愿意为别人付出。在心里，却是十万个不愿意和无奈。我想选择低调，但低调会埋没我的才华。我想突出自己，但没有那个本事，也担心遭来嫉妒。真不晓得该怎么做才对。人，经常都是这么的矛盾。我了解世界上是没有十全十美的事，但总会有两全其美的方式吧!

我不想变得虚伪，但是真实的我到底又是怎样的呢？我常对妈妈说，我是个不讨人喜欢的人，朋友群虽然多，但对我诚心诚意的又有几个呢？

妈妈还是对我说那句话，别管别人怎样看我。做人只要问心无愧就好，对得起自己，对得起别人，那就足够了！对！我觉得自己没做错就好啦！

久违的感觉

好久没有在这里写BLOG了。人，总是三心二意的。心情的表达有不同的方式，可能通过肢体的语言，或许是通过文字来表达。而我，选择华语和英语。

两者之间，我难于取舍。由于FRIENDSTER的读者较多，所以我选择了英文。毕竟英文是国际语言，我的朋友们有些是不了华语的。但是最近发生了一些事，让我发觉到有些秘密，被一位意想不到的人看见了。那些秘密是我对他的思念，对他的愧疚，对他的感觉。我不想让他知道，我也没有想过他会看。当我得知他看了我的BLOG后，有些震撼，有些生气，也有些无奈。

如今我决定了。心情的秘密就留在这儿吧！毕竟，这里是我寻找宁静和静静思考的一角啊！