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星期五, 二月 20, 2009

Nothing Else but STRESS

I seldom take the opportunity to shout out my stress since i started my year 3 course. I would say, it is a tough year for me, not only because I am in Year 3, but also the responsibility that i need to carry along this year.

I promise to myself that i should push to the limit and reach the standard that i should within this short time before i work as someone i should. I knew that i am still far far away from the rest, that are capable in this industry.

I believe that stress is a kind of motivation, give me strength to move further, to the sucess.

Manage your stress before it manage you. Thanks for the slogan that proposed by my editorial team for my campaign. Even though it is not accepted by Dr. Selva, I love every slogans that you created which turn to be my motivation.Yes, I am going to have a Stress Management Campaign as my project for campaign planning end of this year. And I am the campaign director.
This is the main reason why I am so stressful.

Deal with 48 people is not an easy task, but I am glad that i have a team leaders that able to help me through these problem. I am not as good as the other 2 team director, as they have perfect languange and perfect skills in performing their super mighty English. Still, this is the main problem that we have, compare to the other 2 groups that have many good-english speakers and thinkers. Our main strengths now are based on my team capability, our hardwork, as well as our cooperation.

However, there are members who are still self-centered. They thought they have done the best, they take everything for granted, they do not even realise what the mistakes they have done, and they do not believe in others. It is hard to change people's behaviour and attitude, I KNOW. I wish that I could help, to improve our team. But useless if they do not care about it.

This week is really a tough week, which i almost give up myself for being tolerate and confident. All the hard work my members made are like rubbish in her eyes. I was so heart-broken to see all the efforts are wasted. Maybe it is my problem, that i am not a capable one to lead them, to help them to go through these hardship. 4 different identities i have make me weak and helpless-as a course rep, a campaign director, a team member and a student.

Till today, the last day of the week, thank to those who give me support and willing to be my shoulder and backbone. I always lucky to have you all, as teammates, as classmates, and as friends.

I am back to the person whom I should be, thank to your supportive advices. I cannot be weak because I am the leader of the team. I should back to that UNUSUAL me again, the one that seems confident and capable in handling the stuff that a leader always do.

I take the opportunity to release my stress today.

I went shopping - bought a cap and a jacket from my favourite brand, SUB
I danced para-para and play the drum at the amusement centre at Times Square.
I sprayed the new perfume that I bought for myself during Valentine
I took a short nap - fall asleep while watching the animation.
Last but not least - I start with my blogging moments again.

3 条评论:

匿名 说...

hey peggy..u have ur own strength okay..language may not be ur strongest point, but u have to thank god u have members who corporates wif you, some directors juss arent as lucky...well..we are all in the very stressed mode, and most of our efforts have gone to waste too, but honestly all we have is each other.
well u cn pull this thru and the hardwork will be shown at the end of the day.

have a great day.

Rum Tum Cat 说...

take it easy baby ~ im sure u can cope with it ^^

XOXO
miaocheng~

Freda Foong 说...

Peggy,dun campare with them...
Take it easy ...
think Positive Like sunshine~
Maybe Dr. want something creative and better than others... so what can we do? Nothings... But Acchive the 200% whn she want 100%... Acchive 300% when she wan 200% ...
Dun give up~ When u give up we will LOST ... I'm sorry ... Actually after someday, i try to understand you and other leaders ... We also putting effort on our own campaign ... dun worry... Work as team Work as Us ...