18 March 2008 Time: 0.30pm
It is not part of my plan for this trip. I still remember that when I received this call from Chew Loong, it was my first day of work at Rhino Maxx. It was kind of a rush, different from my previous trips which were full of preparation and arrangement. The most important, I am not the organizer. I was kind of unwilling to go, however I still went for it. I don’t why was I made such a decision in this moment. Currently it is a hectic moment where all the assignment dues are within this week. I shouldn’t leave to anywhere else except my campus and for my assignments. But I decided to join them; maybe I need a break.
Chew Loong, Fishy and Yong Hong came at fetch me at the early Saturday morning at 6. The day before I was rushing for my assignments and frankly speaking I was totally exhausted. I brought my laptop along so that I wouldn’t left out with my work (I should responsible on those I should) The whole journey to Penang I was sleep or just awake a while. That boosted up my energy.
We reached Penang at 10.30am and we had our breakfast before check in. I sent messages to 3 of my friends- Pei Wah who is studying in USM, my cousin at Alor Star and Cheesy too. Actually I should send a message to someone, the person who comes into my mind when talks about Penang. I have lack of courage and scare of disappointment to take actions.
We checked in at around 12pm and they decided to take a rest before we had our lunch. Yup, it was my time for me to rush on my assignments now. I really appreciate their understanding which let me spends so much time on my tasks rather than going many places. After finish it, I have no burden and can relax myself freely.
We went to many places in these 3 days. Pei Wah joined us for almost a day and thanks her to be with me all the time. (You know, not good for being a light bulb) The place that I love the most is still Batu Ferringi. I think I do mention in my trip to Malacca, almost being crazy when I noticed the sea. This is the reason why I choose to run away at this critical moment.
The sea, which really make me relax. I don’t care whether it is as clean as Redang Island or dirty as Port Dickson. What I need are the touch of the sea, the wind blow and the sound of the wave. These bring me peace and I had no worry at that moment. I sent the message, to the person whom I think of. No reply and I guess it is the end of the story. I do not feel sad but just regret. I understand that when Gia put on hard work on her relationship but end up with a sad ending. I did not do as much as she did, but I put my heart on it-just to maintain our friendship. Back to the topic, thanks to my trip companion let me to spend so much time on staring the sea =p
Besides we were having a great time at Gurney where we had a long walk there. Yong Hong kept on blowing the bubbles to create a very nice background for our girls’ photo. And of course Chew Loong who busy snapping photo of us, or I should say for his dear Fishy. Last but not least, Bukit Bendera for the sunrise. A day start with a bright yolk (sun) around with cotton (cloud),again another new day and new life for me.
Before this trip end, I was glad that I got the reply from him even though it was already late night. This night, make me feels better.
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Unexpected Day
28/02/2008 Time: 00.59am
There were too many things happen yesterday. First of all, I will start my part time job at Rhino Maxx-an advertising and branding company on this coming Saturday. It was kind of unexpected because I felt like I was nothing in advertising field and what I have learn didn’t create effectiveness , and still the manager hired me as a part timer for every Saturday and Monday (since I have no class on Monday, why don’t I make used of it?) I learned a lot during this interview and I realized that the most effectiveness and creative idea can be created when you think out of the box. It might be tiring and time consuming (lack time for study and entertainment, now already busy like hell but still do so many work =P), I really hope that I could gain experience from there.
The interview made me late for Ms. Cynthia’s class and almost everyone was surprised with my attire (wearing formal even though I did not have presentation). Then when Yee and Jie got to know that I was hired for a part time job, the 1st things came into Yee’s mind was, “Is there anything happen in your relationship? (Love thingy)” What made you think so? Actually I just want to fully utilized my time for my future-gain experiences (and get more money to buy the stuff I want) Nothing to do with relationship ok?
I’m still worry for my internship because I haven’t get any reply from the companies which I had sent my resume to. The dateline is almost around the corner and still, nothing back to me. While waiting for my class at 3.30pm, I was having my lunch with Jie at Old Town. My dear Gia called me and asked me for Japanese revision on Thursday. She already informed me that she would not come for the class today. Friday would be my Japanese examination and since I skipped so many classes, I really need her help then. Guess what? Besides the revision arrangement, she told me that she has broken up with her boyfriend. I was so surprised and stunned when I heard of that.
However, we met after my Japanese class over and my heart like broke in pieces when I saw she cries. I knew how she started it and now, ended it. I have been with her along the way and the stories between them. It was kind of sad and disappointing, but still I sincerely hope that the scar would be cured as soon as possible. A nice girl like her should deserve a better person. Be strong girl!
Last but not least, I have 2 midterm examination tomorrow and I still hang out till late night without doing any revision. Gosh, I haven’t study and empty brain cannot help me in scoring my midterm. I guess I need to stay overnight again with my dear Mass Media Research Book and also Mass Communication Theory then. Wish me luck for another few more hours!
There were too many things happen yesterday. First of all, I will start my part time job at Rhino Maxx-an advertising and branding company on this coming Saturday. It was kind of unexpected because I felt like I was nothing in advertising field and what I have learn didn’t create effectiveness , and still the manager hired me as a part timer for every Saturday and Monday (since I have no class on Monday, why don’t I make used of it?) I learned a lot during this interview and I realized that the most effectiveness and creative idea can be created when you think out of the box. It might be tiring and time consuming (lack time for study and entertainment, now already busy like hell but still do so many work =P), I really hope that I could gain experience from there.
The interview made me late for Ms. Cynthia’s class and almost everyone was surprised with my attire (wearing formal even though I did not have presentation). Then when Yee and Jie got to know that I was hired for a part time job, the 1st things came into Yee’s mind was, “Is there anything happen in your relationship? (Love thingy)” What made you think so? Actually I just want to fully utilized my time for my future-gain experiences (and get more money to buy the stuff I want) Nothing to do with relationship ok?
I’m still worry for my internship because I haven’t get any reply from the companies which I had sent my resume to. The dateline is almost around the corner and still, nothing back to me. While waiting for my class at 3.30pm, I was having my lunch with Jie at Old Town. My dear Gia called me and asked me for Japanese revision on Thursday. She already informed me that she would not come for the class today. Friday would be my Japanese examination and since I skipped so many classes, I really need her help then. Guess what? Besides the revision arrangement, she told me that she has broken up with her boyfriend. I was so surprised and stunned when I heard of that.
However, we met after my Japanese class over and my heart like broke in pieces when I saw she cries. I knew how she started it and now, ended it. I have been with her along the way and the stories between them. It was kind of sad and disappointing, but still I sincerely hope that the scar would be cured as soon as possible. A nice girl like her should deserve a better person. Be strong girl!
Last but not least, I have 2 midterm examination tomorrow and I still hang out till late night without doing any revision. Gosh, I haven’t study and empty brain cannot help me in scoring my midterm. I guess I need to stay overnight again with my dear Mass Media Research Book and also Mass Communication Theory then. Wish me luck for another few more hours!
星期日, 三月 02, 2008
Insomnia Night
27/02/2008 Time: 3.05am
Again, I couldn’t fall asleep. I don’t know what is in my mind at this moment, I don’t know what am I worry at this moment, and I don’t even know why am I become like that now.
Insomnia, I knew this word 2 years ago. This would never happen to me for the past few years, because I didn’t have enough sleep, how much I wish for a deep sleep every day. Due to someone else, I knew this word. This friend of mine, busy till no time to sleep- the reason he gave me was he had insomnia. He had too much to think about, too much to worry about.
Again, I am in his shoes. My future is still unclear. I have too much think to do, but don’t know where to start from. Too many dreams make me undecided. Too much of worries which I need to take in consideration. Too many paths I could approach for my future.
Seems like my life is so easy and happy without any worries. Yes, I have to admit that the things I need to worry are my studies, money and time. Otherwise, I have almost everything. Currently, I do not have much problem in relationship. I have supports from everyone that loves me. My life is full with their loves, cares and pampers. What else do I ask for?
Maybe…..I need lights, to show me where I should go. I need luck, to help me go through my hardship. I need to find myself , to be what I really was.
Again, I couldn’t fall asleep. I don’t know what is in my mind at this moment, I don’t know what am I worry at this moment, and I don’t even know why am I become like that now.
Insomnia, I knew this word 2 years ago. This would never happen to me for the past few years, because I didn’t have enough sleep, how much I wish for a deep sleep every day. Due to someone else, I knew this word. This friend of mine, busy till no time to sleep- the reason he gave me was he had insomnia. He had too much to think about, too much to worry about.
Again, I am in his shoes. My future is still unclear. I have too much think to do, but don’t know where to start from. Too many dreams make me undecided. Too much of worries which I need to take in consideration. Too many paths I could approach for my future.
Seems like my life is so easy and happy without any worries. Yes, I have to admit that the things I need to worry are my studies, money and time. Otherwise, I have almost everything. Currently, I do not have much problem in relationship. I have supports from everyone that loves me. My life is full with their loves, cares and pampers. What else do I ask for?
Maybe…..I need lights, to show me where I should go. I need luck, to help me go through my hardship. I need to find myself , to be what I really was.
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