New Life

"I started my new life once after I finished my last paper for my degree in my BELOVED university. "

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Glad that I were given the opportunity to be a part of the family. Had great 2 weeks spent with all my buddies, gals and friends. Met my dear Idol Richie Jen and had a individual photo session with him (which makes me happy till the end of his performance for the concert) A wonderful break I have before I officially step into the industry (cruel world quote by Ms Kl Cheah)

It is hard to jump into another stage and adapt to it in a short period of time. However, my life changes by WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING EVERY WEEKDAY. Fixed time with fixed routine which is totally different with my Uni lifestyle. I believe that my mom hates my routine during uni and she is so happy when I'm able to wake up even before she awake. "Sleep early and wake up early" make you healthier - that's what she said just now that make me feel annoyed.

Maybe it's just my mood~~ When I want to do something, there must be someone will pop out and stop me. When I stop doing it, someone else will push me to continue it. I knew I am not always right, but can't I have the rights to decide?

My life is good, at least I have what I want now, it's just the moody things that I couldn't control. Another 2 days to go for year 2010. Hopefully, I really hope that there are some changes in my life, positive changes I mean.

明天

在这个时候写部落格，未免是最不适当的时候。

在每个人都很努力准备最后一张考卷的时候，

而我一个人却在这里忐忑不安。


明天，是很重要的一个日子。

大学生涯里最后一张考卷，

最没有自信和把握的一张考卷，

和大学同学相聚的最后一天，

也即将是准备踏出社会的第一步，

面对残酷未来的一天。


现在的心情，

除了是担心明天的考试考得如何，

还要担心考试后的工作面试会如何。

要准备考试而死啃的笔记，

还要准备面试时的心理建设。

当紧张和无助在一起时，

那种化学作用

会为我的表现打上几分呢？


如今的我，

除了准备，

还有什么可以

才能安抚我这不安的心情呢?

给夏日的一封信

致夏日,

其实当事情发生之时，心里一直在想你什么时候才会好好的发泄自己的情绪。

一个人，很寂寞。不管心情如何，都没有人知道没有人了解。

要找人谈谈，却担心会打扰别人的生活。

百般难奈，有苦自己吞进肚子里。


不知道你记不记得，当我一个人的时候，对我伸出援手的人是谁呢？

月亮发生事情的时候，是谁在她身边？

或许你一直觉得，你需要依靠。

有没有想过，其实你也是别人的依靠呢？


你说，我有家人在身边，所以不会感到一个人的寂寞。

这一点，我是幸运的。

如果我当初没有家人在身边，你将不会见到今天的我了。

有想过，为什么我不在乎单身吗？

为什么我常常把自己忙得透不过气吗？

为什么很多时候我会选择一个人去做一些事情呢？

我有家人朋友陪在身边,为何还要选择自己一个人呢?


世事难料。

原因是，我害怕。

我不敢想象没有家人在身边，不敢想象没有朋友在身边的日子。

当事情无声无息的发生，我没有把握可以像平常一样的生活下去，也许我会受不了那种打击。

现在我可以做的，就是为自己做一个心理准备。

想象没有避风港的时候，自己一个人该如何坚强走下去。

就算孤独，也可以从孤独中寻找出自己想过的日子。


选择一个你想要的生活~~

没有任何人可以阻止你开心，没有人应该限制你该怎么做~~

人生是你自己的，选择也是你的。

或许是时候让你去思考。

你要的是什么，而不是别人要你做什么。

学习如何自己去做决定，选择一个适合自己的生活方式。


我没有资格对你说教

因为我们要求的生活或许是不一样的

但是，对于你曾对我所做的一切

我十分的珍惜。

没有你，也没有现在的我

你们都是造就今天的我的重要元素

现在的日子或许很难过

就让这段日子好好的磨练你

为的，

就是创造出一个更好的你。

一个可以好好选择自己人生的你。


不管以后的我们会是如何

请你记得

世界上有一个人的生活

却没有一个人的回忆

你的回忆里

不会是一个人而已


祝：幸福快乐

灵魂笔

CNA - Currently Not Available

This post is not to clarify my relationship status
It is more about my mood to blog - Currently Not Available to blog
Have been written a few posts during my holiday but didn't post them up here
Many things happened in this month
Many things to consider and think about
Many things I would like to share out

Life isn't easy
So does human being
We are all complex and hard to understand
How you say it sometimes does not reflect How you feel it
You may say:
1) I failed to transmit my message to the audience and they interpret it wrongly
2) I am in the group so I have to take the blame
3) I am not the understanding person
Last but not least - I am a failure

So
Does that mean I am ignorance?
Am I disqualify from the game?

New Layout

I couldn't recall when my father started to blog and I did put my link on his blog with hope that some of his readers will "accidentally" click's on my blog link. This uncle who is my father's friend viewed my blog and told my father to advice me not to become so pessimistic. I think it shocked my daddy so he read through all my blog. Once I knew he did it, I delete the link XD (Now he keeps on asking when will i put back my link to his blog)

Well, I have nothing to hide~~ Just I do not want them to worry about me~~Black doesn't mean that I am devil, or I have any negative emotion.
Black is a simple color, and I want my life to be as simple as possible.


However, I decide to change the layout to be more colorful and kawaii
because

~~my beloved Peggy Zai is officially one month old~~

XD just a day to remember that he has become a part of the family for one month XD
Hahahahaha~~ Even though I didn't sleep yesterday but dunno why I am still so energetic. ~~Ish Ish~~

Oh Ya!
I lost some of my friends' URL due to the changes I made
My Dear Friends
Please send me your URL to link to your blog ya~~

HehehehHe


Post A Photo of My Dear Peggy Zai

Important Day - 24 September 2009

Many of you must be curious, what makes 24 September 2009 so important

Well
It is my last day of examination for this semester.
I have an appointment with my lecturer to further discuss and report to her the preparation for my big project.
I have a celebration plan with my friends

But the reasons above do not make this day so important.

So??

HeHeHeHeHe

The ANSWER is

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RICHIE REN'S MOVIE IS AROUND THE CORNER

~~~YIPPIE~~~CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME~~~

***I bet no one dare to accompany me for the movie***


opps!
***should back to study my comm tech***

一段平静的日子

很久都没有上来了,大概有一个月了吧~或许是日子过得太美好了,有朋友的陪伴和关怀,是多么的难得!明天将会是最后第二个学期的第一份考卷,其实不是因为某人的电话(呵呵,某人就是在讲你咯!自己知道就好), 我现在已经在睡梦中了.并非是因为我把握十足,而是该看该了解的我都已经做了.只要准备了,接着就是应付罢了.

时间过得真快,还有几个月就得离开另一个充满回忆的地方了.短短的3年固然短暂,但我会十分珍惜这段日子里的点点滴滴, 因为我度过了很不平凡的大学生活.当然,平凡的定义因人而异!对我而言,这样的生活是独一无二的!

没有写部落格的这段日子,平静也充满着意义.除了忙碌于筹备活动,也和朋友们共享美好的聚会.剩下的几个月,我得好好珍惜了.因为,我很难会再拥有这样悠闲且快乐的日子了.

未来,就是要为自己冲刺.可我的未来,却还是个未知数.离开了这个地方,我开始不知道何去何从了.

姐妹的惊喜

最近的日子都忙昏了头,连今天是几号都不知道了~~感谢身边朋友的提醒,让我还记得我的大日子快到了. 首先要分享的是第一个庆祝会.和以往一样,都是我最好最久的姐妹陪伴在我身旁.

前一天老婆勤拨电话约我到最喜欢的餐厅吃晚饭,开始还以为老婆有什么重要事要向我宣布(有男朋友啊？追求者啊？工作的烦恼啊等等）。载老婆下班时就吱吱咋咋说个有的没的。当我抵达了目的地，发现姐妹们都在里面等我。开心到，惊喜到，没想到他们会到这里庆祝^^真是要感谢老婆的用心，还有整班姐妹们愿意抽空陪伴在我身旁。

幸福-ING

***每年不變的慶祝 不變的友誼 不變的姊妹情***


谢谢姐妹

8月份的到来

今天的我显得非常轻松，之前每天都是忙忙忙到连爸爸妈妈都觉得我很可怜。本来今天和一位厨师有预约要见面讨论有关活动的事项，然而一而再，再而三的被放飞机，竟然让我轻轻松松的看了7本漫画渡过下午的3个小时。哈哈~~不过明天开始有得忙最后一份功课咯！

每年的这一个月，对我都有特别深刻的意义。因为如此，我经常觉得这个月里发生的事情特别多。去年的这个时候，我还在实习当中。8月份是我实习这段日子里最忙碌的一个月！学习了很多，经历也不少。而今年的8月份，依然为学业而忙碌，为活动而准备，为未来而奋斗。

8月1号和2号的那一天，托实习公司的照顾而有缘参与2天的活动。有机会看见著名女星，以及独自一人替同事分担访问的工作，实在是我的机会。还有还有~~可以不用钱在OneWorldHotel休息休息，真是赚到了！不止如此，还有机会认识新的实习生和新的同事, 好开心哦~~一路上嘻嘻哈哈的~~

当然，除了工作的忙碌，还有功课上的忙碌咯~~毕竟还是一位学生，还是得以学业为重嘛~辛苦我的另外3位南方剑客lo~~还有就是最有效率，最有能耐的强手帮我分担活动的事务。辛苦各位啦！开心的事还是少不了的~~最近很多时间都是和3剑客在一起咯！拍大头贴啦，吃寿司啦，看电影啦，唱K啦~~好多好多哦~~

最后要恭喜我的好老婆咯！恭喜她毕业了！！当天我们竟然有很多意想不到的活动~~还喝了2杯鸡尾酒~~放心，没有醉哦~~

希望今年都会像这样开开心的过下去~~说真的，苦中作乐是最难得的事~~

感谢身边的朋友们，因为你们，才会有这样开心的日子。

Take A Break

This friday will be another due date for comm tech assignment. I believe my team members are working very very hard at this moment to finish up the assignment. I am too! But just wanna take a short break after looking at all the statistics and graphs, nevertheless, express my feeling.

Had an early class this morning with Ms Pauline and a bit frustrated with facilities in UTAR. Ya, we all knew about it. Suddenly I miss PC block a lot whereby i could change and talk to the staff about the malfunctions of the microphone. However, PD seems like worse than PC. I do not want to comment more about this. It's just pity to see lecturers have to repeat and repeat their lecture again, due to the microphone, sound systems and even the electricity in the hall.

After 1st lecture, I had a short meeting with my campaign members, to update them on the campaign matter. I tried to make it simple and fast, cause I do not want to waste anytime for them to listen to me talking something they might not interested in. Ya, maybe I've been repeat oevr and over again.

After that, asked Shane and Felicia to join me for lunch at Libre. Unfortunately, Felicia was not available, Freda and Phine were not attending the early lecture. So only Shane was invited for lunch with discount RM5 + discount for transportation to home. Ya, I just wanna promote how delicious the spicy seafood spaghetti I had with fair price that really full.

On the way back to campus, snap a few pictures on the sky that I felt so relax to look at. Such a clear view made me feel like want to go to seaside and relax awhile. Too tension I guess~~

Sky with No Cloud. Pure Blue

I Love This One. Cloud and Sun

My cousin is moving back to Alor Setar. Haih, I gonna miss him then~~ Tomorrow need to help him with his stuff. Ok, should back to assignment now, even though I don't plan to sleep tonight, it's better to finish it ASAP.

R.I.P Yasmin Ahmad

This year is really a bad year.
Not only for myself, but Malaysia as well.
Another star has fallen

Yasmin Ahmad


I am not a broadcasting student.
But as a Mass Comm Student
Her advertisements are so well-known

The one that I remember the most is

Tan Hong Ming In Love

and I did blog on this adv last year

(click to see the blog and adv)


Every year I am looking forward to the advs by her
This year as well
I'm wondering how Petronas Advs will be
for this coming Merdeka month
THE YEAR
WITHOUT HER


R.I.P Yasmin Ahmad

Someone is BACK

I've been waiting for this particular person for quite sometime. He have to leave his position, to equip himself to be a better person. No doubt that someone has been over taken his position in my heart, however, I still reserve some space for him.

Now HE IS BACK
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Please Welcome

DAVID TAO



Went for his concert few years, excited of course (However, Richie Ren is still the best) His concert emphasized on music performance, his music works. Some felt that it was not worth because it would be better to buy his CD than listen in Live. Well, it is different! Think if someone sing to you, face to face than you listen to the recording. The feelings are different~~~

His album will be out soon~~ It means that I need to reserve my money for his album already~~~

想转换心情

经过3次不满的发泄后,才发觉我的身体状况真的会随着心情而改变。在人生当中必会有起有落, 心情也一样.虽然我不是善变的双子座,但或许大部分的姐妹都是双子,近朱者赤,心情也变得很善变。

已经交了一份不是很用心做的报告,想着改此报告的教授或助教必定会吐血,抽筋,缺氧而死.因为那是一份很没有营养,兼没有标准的烹饪方法而调配的"报告"。当然,本小姐也没有之前那种松一口气的感觉,只有恨不得把它给烧了,再丢进巴生河里的欲望。

这个月中很疯狂的花钱在吃,电影,还债.不管是最爱的寿司,还是Spicy Seafood Spagetti,或是鸡尾酒，都满足不了我悲观的心情。还债只会让人更为消沉，更不用说调剂心情咯！唯一有少少作用的就只有电影了！就如我所说的，只有少少作用罢了。

看了很多部电影，最令人期待的莫过于：

Transformer

Public Enemies

Harry Potter

3部电影都充满着期待，但也少许让我失望。

Transformer的主角并没有十分特出，反而是反派的演出比较多。但还是满欣赏这部电影，虽然到了后面眼睛开始眼花缭乱。论精彩度还蛮充足的，加上MeganFox火辣的甫士让坐在我们后面的年轻小弟弟有性冲动，那还用说的更清楚吗？



Public Enemies是因为纯粹有我最爱的Johnny Depp。不管什么角色都可以演得这么有型的他，就算是坏人也会疯狂的爱上他的。报章说这部戏有美化劫匪的因素，不可否认，任谁看这部电影都站在主角Johnny的那一方。然而谁可以判断坏人都是坏的，好人都是好的呢？看这部电影的感觉是，不管你做了什么，都要付出一定的代价。尽管Christian Bale饰演的警官应该是一个好人，但为什么最后的他要选择自尽呢？那位身为警官的“肥佬 ”，为了查出Johnny的下落而殴打Johnny的女人,是对的吗？


最最最最令我失望的莫过于Harry Potter了！看过原著的人，只会厌恶这部电影。因为精髓完完全全不见了！我不是不了解电影不可能像原著一样放映着所有的情节，但是这部电影知识很纯粹的带过这个故事。混血王子是谁？查都没有查！Hermione和Ron的感情发展？好像是Hermione的一厢情愿！Ginny和Harry接吻不是在两个人的情况下发生的，而是在赢了Quidditch的庆祝会上! 过分到~~~与其草草了事不如分上下两集更好！不过我蛮喜欢这集的Draco。



今天已经是这个星期第3次逃课了，心里却没有任何的内疚。真为这样的自己感到悲哀~~明天是金鱼的毕业典礼了~~终于到了这一刻！我和婷到茨场街购买礼物，为了公平起见，连其他好朋友包括自己的毕业礼物一起买了。好久好久没有逛那里了。想当时中学的时候需要每天都必经的繁忙街道，很多都不一样了。 就好像以前的我，渐渐不见了。回首之前几篇的部落格，我真的消沉很多了。真的，需要振作了。希望心情也会转换一下了。

Shout Out 3

不晓得最近为什么到了这一天心情就糟糕到透！星期一果然不是我的幸运日。懒散在我骨子里不停地钻，然而时间的流逝并不允许我轻松地过日子。

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每天要看别人的脸色，
要面对一堆又一堆的学业，
还有做不完的功课和参考资料。

一锣锣的东西没有完成，
一朵一朵梦想随着现实的残酷而幻灭，
一张一张的钞票渐渐消失。

唉，想要买东西发泄的欲望没了-没钱了！
想要花一天到海边吹吹风的希望没了-没时间了！
为什么这段时间比之前的还要难过呢？

发泄了，心情还是没有变好！
吃了想吃的食物，一点满足感也没有！
品尝最爱的鸡尾酒，一点醉意都没有！

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我真的很

失败

Shout Out 2

Hate to online these days, but it has become a part and parcel of my life. Simply just cant get rid of it- addicted in another word to say. Check on email, facebook and blog becomes my habit. And I still hate to face this virtual world without any reason.

I am exhausted but don't feel like want to sleep when everyone is in their dreamland. Many things bother me and I really have the feeling that this is not a good year for me. So many things that I wanted to shout out but I failed.

So many books that I have to read but I don't have the motivation and strength to push me forward. So many things that I have to solve but I could not manage it well.

Yeh
I knew I'm lost
Again

Shout Out 1

My mood isn't that bad compare to the last few weeks. Still relaxing and hanging around with friends all the time for travel and drinks. Well, something happened among one of my gal friend, and I was a bit annoyed with this particular person that she mentioned to me.

I decided not to describe what kind of person is that. That will spoil my mood on shouting out as that person is not worth for me to talk about. I'm just waiting to see how my friend grows up and throw a Sh~~ on such person as revenge. Well, I had a few conversations with my beloved members and gossiped together. Gossip always the best way to wake yourself up. After gossiping, something comes to my mind

We are learning media ethics and comm law this semester. Not only in working environment, i believe that we have to practice ethics, in order to make ourselves a better person. Hard to define what is right and wrong but some action that we took definitely make people have different perceptions on you.

I've been going through a few event that made me upset during the life as an undergraduate student in UTAR. I'm glad that I learned and found the group of people that care about me and also being sincere to me. Again, I appreciate you, always.

Do unto others what you would others do unto you - learn it during media ethics under Thomas Aquinas' Natural Law. In other word, treat other people as how you want them to treat you.
Still, some people take it for granted. Well, there is a limit for the being patient. When people started to ignore you and no longer listen to you, please, do not blame others! Think of what have you done.

We treat you as friend, and you take us as the mean? Life is so unpredictable and we won't know what are the obstacles that waiting for us. At least, I am proud to say I can overcome it, because I have supports from my friends. And you? lets wait and see

Politicians also need support from the voters. So with the normal and ethical human-being like us. But you? STOP TO BE IGNORANCE

迈向梦想之地-交通篇

很抱歉让读者们久等了。由于旅行过后有一连串的活动,忙得快透不过气了。事不宜迟,让我来分享一下中国之旅-交通篇

第一次出国,心情当然十分兴奋。虽然被H1N1的病情给困扰着，然而我还是平安的出国，也平安的归来了。每次谈到交通，免不了就是要和自己的国家作比较。飞机，火车，公交（公共巴士），地铁，德士，游船等我们都做过了。和本国相比，中国的交通设施果真比本国好得多了。

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就先谈谈飞机吧！因H1N1的缘故，体检变得十分谨慎。在我们还没有下飞机之前，就有医疗人员上飞机替每位乘客检查体温，如没异样才让我们下机。机场还准备车子将我们从跑道送进飞机场。入关时也免不了要检查一番咯！保安措施做的相当不错，服务态度也相当亲切。

杭州飞机场的医务人员

杭州萧山飞机场

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而火车呢永远都是那么准时！第一次乘搭火车是在上海火车站。那里真是“人山人海 ”，那一次的经验也是非常的紧张刺激。和马来西亚不一样的是，火车非常非常的准时，误时的机率是少之又少（对我的经验来说是无）。回到第一次的经验吧！当天的火车站非常多人（人山人海）。我们俩好不容易才挤上了月台。然而耳边传来一阵阵的报告说火车即将开跑了，请乘客们将快上火车。我和勤一直都找不到我们的车厢，漂亮的火车小姐又不让我们从一个车厢到另一个车厢。就在紧张的心情下，我们拖着笨重的行李快马加鞭，不管人潮多么的汹涌，一直往我们的车厢“飞奔 ”一上火车，车门便关上了。好惊险啊！差一点，真得差一点便上不了车啊！

人山人海的上海火车站

候车处，真多人啊~~~

和谐号,快又准

火车上的服务也很不错！每位乘客都能获得一瓶矿泉水，火车小姐又长得十分漂亮。真是滋润了喉咙，也饱了眼福。（笑）

美丽的火车小姐们在派矿泉水

免费矿泉水(火车小姐派的)

要买任何食物或饮料吗?

除了第一次的经验，接下来的几趟火车旅程就没有这么狼狈了!(要不我的脚力和臂力一定变得非常壮，要拿着这么多的行李跑~~）准时，舒适和快速的火车旅程给我们前所未有的经验（笑），马来西亚的？差得多啦！(因为没有美丽养眼的火车小姐，只有凶巴巴的查票叔叔）

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公共巴士，在中国被称为公交，是我们最常使用的交通工具。乘搭公交变成了我们这次旅程最佳的代步工具（上海除外）在那里，没有人会追赶公交，因为前一辆公交离开不久后便有一辆紧接在后。就算你miss了一辆，不用紧张，你还是可以慢慢得一边欣赏周围的美景，一边走到车站去等待下一辆公交的到来。

苏州的公交

然而有些事是你要小心的，并非每一个车站都能乘搭你要的公交。倘若你在错误的车站等候，别怪司机不停下来哦！所以每到一个车站要留意车站的牌子，看看你要的公交有没有在那个车站停啊！

你在正确的车站等待你要的公交吗?

此公交所经过的车站

和马来西亚相比，他们的公交系统非常的完善，不管多偏僻都有公交可以乘搭。唯一要学会的就是知道如何转站。我们每每到一个地方都大概花上每人4元人民币，大概马币2零吉。虽然有点花费时间，但总比走得好啊！加上哦，呵呵呵~~在马来西亚要追巴士的，要不就是等上一两小时咯！还有还有，每到一个车站都会有报告提醒乘客地点的所在地，避免他们误了地点。就算没有广播报告，也有美丽的公交小姐代劳哦！（怎么去那里都有美女呢？）

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上海的地铁算是我们最叹为观止的交通工具。那里的地铁几乎把所有的重要名胜地给连接起来。特别是人民广场那一战更是通往南北。只要知道向往地点最靠近的地铁站，打听好路先后就可以前往要去的地点了。当然马来西亚的地铁不比中国的逊色，只是不够完善而已。在上海总共有8条路线，也成为了上海最重要的交通工具。班次除了蛮频密以外，也非常的快速。

上海人民广场的地铁站

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在路上最常看到的并不是私家车，而是德士和脚车。要知道中国司机的驾驶座是在左手边，所以过马路时都要特别的小心。很多时候我和勤都忘错误的方向看，幸亏机灵偶尔会在脑里一闪而过，提醒我们小心为上，左看看右看看才过马路。

大部分的德士司机都很友善。或许是看到我们拿着地图，知道我们是旅人，所以都会不断向我们介绍和推荐应该前往参观的名胜地。价钱因为是以距离计算，跳表也没有马来西亚得跳得快，价钱也十分公道。平均每一次都是10元人民币，马币5零吉而已。

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游船算是蛮奢侈的交通工具吧！它的价格可是比其他的交通工具柜上好几倍。然而他的经验确实十分美好的。到了苏州免不了的就是要夜游苏州河一带，而在杭州当然要乘船去欣赏西湖的美咯！不管怎样，我都会觉得这是一个物有所值的消费。在河和湖中心上陆地的美，将水与地扩成的美景映入眼中，那是多么难得的经验啊！

在苏州游河时有漂亮的小姐为我们高歌几曲

坐小船游西湖美景

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到了中国，请善用那里的交通工具。千万别想着单单看地图走便会走到目的地！中国是如此的大，一条路可以用3小时才可以从街头走到街尾。哈哈哈哈，这是我的劝告哦！请善用交通工具！

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