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星期二, 十二月 29, 2009

New Life

"I started my new life once after I finished my last paper for my degree in my BELOVED university. "

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Glad that I were given the opportunity to be a part of the family. Had great 2 weeks spent with all my buddies, gals and friends. Met my dear Idol Richie Jen and had a individual photo session with him (which makes me happy till the end of his performance for the concert) A wonderful break I have before I officially step into the industry (cruel world quote by Ms Kl Cheah)

It is hard to jump into another stage and adapt to it in a short period of time. However, my life changes by WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING EVERY WEEKDAY. Fixed time with fixed routine which is totally different with my Uni lifestyle. I believe that my mom hates my routine during uni and she is so happy when I'm able to wake up even before she awake. "Sleep early and wake up early" make you healthier - that's what she said just now that make me feel annoyed.

Maybe it's just my mood~~ When I want to do something, there must be someone will pop out and stop me. When I stop doing it, someone else will push me to continue it. I knew I am not always right, but can't I have the rights to decide?

My life is good, at least I have what I want now, it's just the moody things that I couldn't control. Another 2 days to go for year 2010. Hopefully, I really hope that there are some changes in my life, positive changes I mean.


星期一, 十二月 14, 2009

明天

在这个时候写部落格,未免是最不适当的时候。

在每个人都很努力准备最后一张考卷的时候,

而我一个人却在这里忐忑不安。


明天,是很重要的一个日子。

大学生涯里最后一张考卷,

最没有自信和把握的一张考卷,

和大学同学相聚的最后一天,

也即将是准备踏出社会的第一步,

面对残酷未来的一天。


现在的心情,

除了是担心明天的考试考得如何,

还要担心考试后的工作面试会如何。

要准备考试而死啃的笔记,

还要准备面试时的心理建设。

当紧张和无助在一起时,

那种化学作用

会为我的表现打上几分呢?


如今的我,

除了准备,

还有什么可以

才能安抚我这不安的心情呢?

星期三, 十一月 18, 2009

给夏日的一封信

致夏日,


其实当事情发生之时,心里一直在想你什么时候才会好好的发泄自己的情绪。

一个人,很寂寞。不管心情如何,都没有人知道没有人了解。

要找人谈谈,却担心会打扰别人的生活。

百般难奈,有苦自己吞进肚子里。


不知道你记不记得,当我一个人的时候,对我伸出援手的人是谁呢?

月亮发生事情的时候,是谁在她身边?

或许你一直觉得,你需要依靠。

有没有想过,其实你也是别人的依靠呢?


你说,我有家人在身边,所以不会感到一个人的寂寞。

这一点,我是幸运的。

如果我当初没有家人在身边,你将不会见到今天的我了。

有想过,为什么我不在乎单身吗?

为什么我常常把自己忙得透不过气吗?

为什么很多时候我会选择一个人去做一些事情呢?

我有家人朋友陪在身边,为何还要选择自己一个人呢?


世事难料。

原因是,我害怕。

我不敢想象没有家人在身边,不敢想象没有朋友在身边的日子。

当事情无声无息的发生,我没有把握可以像平常一样的生活下去,也许我会受不了那种打击。

现在我可以做的,就是为自己做一个心理准备。

想象没有避风港的时候,自己一个人该如何坚强走下去。

就算孤独,也可以从孤独中寻找出自己想过的日子。


选择一个你想要的生活~~

没有任何人可以阻止你开心,没有人应该限制你该怎么做~~

人生是你自己的,选择也是你的。

或许是时候让你去思考。

你要的是什么,而不是别人要你做什么。

学习如何自己去做决定,选择一个适合自己的生活方式。


我没有资格对你说教

因为我们要求的生活或许是不一样的

但是,对于你曾对我所做的一切

我十分的珍惜。

没有你,也没有现在的我

你们都是造就今天的我的重要元素

现在的日子或许很难过

就让这段日子好好的磨练你

为的,

就是创造出一个更好的你。

一个可以好好选择自己人生的你。


不管以后的我们会是如何

请你记得

世界上有一个人的生活

却没有一个人的回忆

你的回忆里

不会是一个人而已


祝:幸福快乐


灵魂笔

星期一, 十月 19, 2009

CNA - Currently Not Available

This post is not to clarify my relationship status
It is more about my mood to blog - Currently Not Available to blog
Have been written a few posts during my holiday but didn't post them up here
Many things happened in this month
Many things to consider and think about
Many things I would like to share out

Life isn't easy
So does human being
We are all complex and hard to understand
How you say it sometimes does not reflect How you feel it
You may say:
1) I failed to transmit my message to the audience and they interpret it wrongly
2) I am in the group so I have to take the blame
3) I am not the understanding person
Last but not least - I am a failure

So
Does that mean I am ignorance?
Am I disqualify from the game?

星期一, 九月 14, 2009

New Layout

I couldn't recall when my father started to blog and I did put my link on his blog with hope that some of his readers will "accidentally" click's on my blog link. This uncle who is my father's friend viewed my blog and told my father to advice me not to become so pessimistic. I think it shocked my daddy so he read through all my blog. Once I knew he did it, I delete the link XD (Now he keeps on asking when will i put back my link to his blog)

Well, I have nothing to hide~~ Just I do not want them to worry about me~~Black doesn't mean that I am devil, or I have any negative emotion.
Black is a simple color, and I want my life to be as simple as possible.


However, I decide to change the layout to be more colorful and kawaii
because

~~my beloved Peggy Zai is officially one month old~~


XD just a day to remember that he has become a part of the family for one month XD
Hahahahaha~~ Even though I didn't sleep yesterday but dunno why I am still so energetic. ~~Ish Ish~~

Oh Ya!
I lost some of my friends' URL due to the changes I made
My Dear Friends
Please send me your URL to link to your blog ya~~

HehehehHe


Post A Photo of My Dear Peggy Zai