灵魂の遗书

nanoblock的梦想

2011-12-26T22:18:00.009+08:00

Happy Boxing Day!!

2011年的圣诞节一如往常一样色彩缤纷。

虽然我的心情就像过去的那些年一样，

掉进回忆的漩涡。

可是还算幸福的我，

有几位知心朋友陪我渡过这难熬的节日，

还有今年的圣诞礼物，

有我最近热衷的nanoblock！

之前因为专题报道的关系，

知道nanoblock的存在。

令我特别喜爱它的原因，

莫过于凭着小小的砖，

砌成许多日本的名胜地。

其中我的第一个nanoblock，

就是日本东京浅草的雷门。

小小的它，

花了大概2个小时完成。

在我一颗一颗盖上去的同时，

就好像一步步接近那沉睡的梦。

爱上它，

或许就为了是让梦想更接近。

当完成一个又一个的成品，

心中想的,

就是希望有天可以踏上旅途,

用自己的眼睛,

见证这些建筑物.

恩，去了浅草的雷门,

就要看看经典的东京铁塔.

这是我今年圣诞节，

从那姐妹那里得来的最开心感动的圣诞礼物。

在SKYTREE完成以前，

它都是东京的重要指标。

屹立不倒的它，

在过去的53年见证日本的发展。

虽然如今被SKYTREE取代了，

但对它的爱慕并不会减退。

毕竟，

它在我的动漫和日剧世界里，

都是重要的背景之一。

东京固然是必去的日本胜地。

然而，

让我情有独钟的，

却是日本的关西。

- 大阪，京都，奈良，神户 -

听说京都的金阁寺，

一年四季黑夜白昼都有不同的美景。

暂且不说它的建造有多么地独特，

喜欢京都的却不到访这个地方，

必然会是个遗憾。

广岛这个名字对许多人来说，

是一个熟悉不过的名字。

要数广岛必去之地，

就只有严岛神社（嚴島神社）。

那大型的鸟居屹立于神社前方立於海中，

将大海与神明融合起来的美景，

我不禁地想，

倘若有机会游历此地

当时我的心情会是如何的呢？

完成了它们后，

我带着梦想入眠。

心里期待着在那不远的将来，

这些建筑物，

会真真实实的影入我眼中。

到了那个时候，

就是我梦想实现的开始。

碎碎念

2011-12-04T19:10:00.005+08:00

人老了

难免有点罗嗦

活了25年的人生

说老，却不是很老

如果我有100年的命

我已经过了1/4的人生

倘若我达到人类的平均年龄-75岁

噢！

1/3的人生原来就这样的过去！

当然，

人人说做人应该向前看，

而我却经常缅怀过去。

也有人说知足常乐，

我却在那里嫌现状不够好。

步入2011年最后一个月份，

真是令人极期待又担心

“花红啊花红！”

“哎呀，2012啦！会世界末日吗？”

“在这行一段时间了，有什么打算吗？”

“老了咯！还没有交男朋友么？”

“接下来有什么还没完成的快去做，不要留下遗憾！”

嗯，

的确是蛮多目标的！

可是再看看，

好像没有几个目标是可以在明年达成的

说我善变？

没有啦~~只是不过坚持

说我懒散？

哈哈哈，有少少啦！

说我胆小?

怕输咯！不想打没有把握的仗

哎，

是要浑浑噩噩的过日子吗？

或许，新的一年，

我真的需要新的刺激

有谁可以告诉我，

怎样的刺激才会让人生

觉得自己死后

没有太多的遗憾呢？

悲哀~~~

酒鬼

2011-04-23T02:21:00.001+08:00

不曾说过我是酒鬼，
只是世人都觉得我爱喝酒。
为何爱喝酒=酒鬼?
可能那只是你主观的想法吧！

喜欢酒，是因为味道
不管是啤酒，烈酒，鸡尾酒，
甚至是补酒，
不同品牌，不同的原料，不同的分量，不同的点缀，
都会给你不同的味道，不同的感觉。

告诉自己，
酒是用来品尝享受，放松自己，
不一样的酒，
或许会让你抒发心情
或许是你沟通的伙伴
可能是生活上的安慰
也许是健康上的灵药

酒，活在我骨子里，
并非因为我是嗜酒的人。
酒，也像人类一样，
生活的体验是因人而异的，
酒的味道因不同元素而异。

你说，
像吗？

放心，
我没醉。
只是喝了酒，
睡不着而已。

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这个星期

2011-01-30T01:07:00.001+08:00

好久好久，
没有好好在这里发泄自己了。

说真的，
这个星期其实有点难熬。
一下子失去了自己最心爱的东西、
自己在日常生活中最常用的东西，
不伤心是骗人的。

事发当时也在场的我，
毫无损伤自然是不幸中的大幸。
爸妈自然会为这个宝贝女儿担心，
还有姐妹和同事的关心。
说真的，失去的只是，
可以以金钱买的东西。
而最值得我珍惜的，
却永远没有失去过。

现在的我，还欠缺什么呢?
不能强求的，
我该拥有的都有了。
欠的，
应该是自个儿的素质。
新的一年，老了一岁，
拥有的该珍惜和满足，
对于自己的不足，
就得加把劲儿了。

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沉思笔录

2010-09-18T15:59:00.004+08:00

2010年9月12日

真的好久，好久

工作的日子，真的会让人麻木

好不容易将自己从网络拉了出来

重新沉迷于文字的世界

难得

一天看完一本书

将自己抽离日剧的漩涡

融入了幻想与小说之中

想着想着

最近对自己，好吗？

偶尔有些暴躁，有点不屑

一点叛逆，还有少许自负

慢慢都是负面的情绪

是为了抒发情绪吗

突然好想好想和久违的朋友见个面

谈说着近况

着未来

或许还得强颜欢笑

掩饰自己的失落

一走了之，看似为了放松心情

说不定，其实是逃避问题

既然不是一个好作家

真不应该在此混淆读者

倘若让您混乱了

请原谅，忘了这篇文章吧!

Missing In Action?!?!

2010-06-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

Finally realize that I have been ignored this blog for a long time
Around 2 months if I'm not mistaken
XD
Still alive and keep myself update through blogs and FB
Got into Twitter because of my new toy ( not really new, only a few month old)

Everything is about social networking
that tied us together
get to know new friends
update from old friends
"kepo" about people you know
and still
I have a letter that yet to reply
I mean
A letter that written by my dearest cousin sister =P

I am busy, yet I am lazy
Busy with work
Busy with outings
Busy with my addiction of Japanese Drama
and
Lazy to shopping
Lazy to step out from my room
Lazy to change the status quo

But I have some changes these month =)
Cut my hair short
(but the stylist refuse to cut it shorter T_T)
Stay at home with accompany my family members during the weekend
(Having breakfast outside once a month)
Save money
(heheheh~~ many things to buy, and LOAN too)
Confirm a trip to Taipei
(Countdown with my beloved best gang~~!!)
and
more trip to go hehehehe

Just an update to show that I'm still alive
Oh Yes
I"M STILL ALIVE

灵魂的故事1

2010-04-09T11:25:00.001+08:00

工作不知不觉步入了第4个月，忘了即将开始的Event是今年内第几个Event了。

曾经答应自己，不要把工作带回家，还是犯了老毛病。

曾经答应自己，要为将来的学业而储蓄，结果却是拿来去旅行。

曾经告诉自己，生活作息要变得有规律，早出晚归令家人为我的健康而担心。

曾经告诉自己，工作以外的时间要好好充实自己，可惜的是有时间我宁愿拿来休息。

经常上网看见朋友在部落格分享心情，而我的心情却不知从何说起。

若问我这个是否我要的生活，我只有耸耸肩膀却无法告诉你。

想做好多好多的事，

想要重修日文，

想要静静听着歌，

想要休闲地逛逛街，

想要好好享受电影，

想要看完一本书，

想要品尝甜品，

想要懒散地休息，

想要无忧无虑地旅行

最想要的，还是找回我自己

Cocktails

2010-02-27T21:45:00.004+08:00

很小很小的时候，很喜欢Shandy

还记以前新年，很期待年初二或是外公外婆请吃饭，
因为可以喝到最爱的Shandy
或许就是从那个时候开始，
酒精就深深地落地生根

到了中学，开始喝Beer，
喝的多数是白啤酒，
虽然他们说黑啤酒比较香
刚开始，掺少许的苏打来喝，
不久后便是纯白啤酒了
到了高中，酒精待得越久，
与家人参加喜筵便喝Wine，
和朋友聚会开始喝Whisky或Brandy

到了大学，慢慢接触了Cocktails
不知不觉，Cocktails变成了我最爱的饮料
悲哀，
快乐，
享受，
寂寞，
冷静，
都希望Cocktails陪伴着

想要尝试所有Cocktail的味道
向往着有朝一日去到日本银座，
享受Bartender调制一杯，
属于当时心情的Cocktail
希望一天，
可以找到最适合自己的Cocktail。
期待着，
一起享受Cocktail的知音人

希望这个时候，有杯Cocktail出现

CosmopolitanBlue LagoonLong Island Teadaiquiri
Flaming LamborghiniTequila SunriseMojitoMargarita

#####

或许,
一杯还没有尝试过的
Cocktail

绑架

2010-01-30T14:27:00.003+08:00

仿佛被绑架了
在部落格上不留一丝痕迹
偶尔,会在面子书上留言
就纯粹
只是留言

新的一年步入了不一样的生活
开始要好好为自己理财
安排好工作与娱乐
重新学习一切一切新的事物
吸收与探索更广阔的知识
调整自己的生活习惯与态度

当初爱到处乱跑的我
渐渐的觉得最爱的还是自己的狗窝
杂乱的房间,变得离奇的整齐
乱的只有那堆满衣服的衣柜
想购物的欲望
却为了实现更大的梦想, 被征服了

想到这里
或许我应该说
我真的要长进了

我不再是属于只会有梦想的人了
而是
要实现梦想的人了

2010

2010-01-06T11:46:00.001+08:00

A new year, A new stage. A new post.

Am I new?

New Life

2009-12-29T21:08:00.002+08:00

"I started my new life once after I finished my last paper for my degree in my BELOVED university. "

-

Glad that I were given the opportunity to be a part of the family. Had great 2 weeks spent with all my buddies, gals and friends. Met my dear Idol Richie Jen and had a individual photo session with him (which makes me happy till the end of his performance for the concert) A wonderful break I have before I officially step into the industry (cruel world quote by Ms Kl Cheah)

It is hard to jump into another stage and adapt to it in a short period of time. However, my life changes by WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING EVERY WEEKDAY. Fixed time with fixed routine which is totally different with my Uni lifestyle. I believe that my mom hates my routine during uni and she is so happy when I'm able to wake up even before she awake. "Sleep early and wake up early" make you healthier - that's what she said just now that make me feel annoyed.

Maybe it's just my mood~~ When I want to do something, there must be someone will pop out and stop me. When I stop doing it, someone else will push me to continue it. I knew I am not always right, but can't I have the rights to decide?

My life is good, at least I have what I want now, it's just the moody things that I couldn't control. Another 2 days to go for year 2010. Hopefully, I really hope that there are some changes in my life, positive changes I mean.

明天

2009-12-14T15:04:00.003+08:00

在这个时候写部落格，未免是最不适当的时候。

在每个人都很努力准备最后一张考卷的时候，

而我一个人却在这里忐忑不安。

明天，是很重要的一个日子。

大学生涯里最后一张考卷，

最没有自信和把握的一张考卷，

和大学同学相聚的最后一天，

也即将是准备踏出社会的第一步，

面对残酷未来的一天。

现在的心情，

除了是担心明天的考试考得如何，

还要担心考试后的工作面试会如何。

要准备考试而死啃的笔记，

还要准备面试时的心理建设。

当紧张和无助在一起时，

那种化学作用

会为我的表现打上几分呢？

如今的我，

除了准备，

还有什么可以

才能安抚我这不安的心情呢?

给夏日的一封信

2009-11-18T02:22:00.002+08:00

致夏日,

其实当事情发生之时，心里一直在想你什么时候才会好好的发泄自己的情绪。

一个人，很寂寞。不管心情如何，都没有人知道没有人了解。

要找人谈谈，却担心会打扰别人的生活。

百般难奈，有苦自己吞进肚子里。

不知道你记不记得，当我一个人的时候，对我伸出援手的人是谁呢？

月亮发生事情的时候，是谁在她身边？

或许你一直觉得，你需要依靠。

有没有想过，其实你也是别人的依靠呢？

你说，我有家人在身边，所以不会感到一个人的寂寞。

这一点，我是幸运的。

如果我当初没有家人在身边，你将不会见到今天的我了。

有想过，为什么我不在乎单身吗？

为什么我常常把自己忙得透不过气吗？

为什么很多时候我会选择一个人去做一些事情呢？

我有家人朋友陪在身边,为何还要选择自己一个人呢?

世事难料。

原因是，我害怕。

我不敢想象没有家人在身边，不敢想象没有朋友在身边的日子。

当事情无声无息的发生，我没有把握可以像平常一样的生活下去，也许我会受不了那种打击。

现在我可以做的，就是为自己做一个心理准备。

想象没有避风港的时候，自己一个人该如何坚强走下去。

就算孤独，也可以从孤独中寻找出自己想过的日子。

选择一个你想要的生活~~

没有任何人可以阻止你开心，没有人应该限制你该怎么做~~

人生是你自己的，选择也是你的。

或许是时候让你去思考。

你要的是什么，而不是别人要你做什么。

学习如何自己去做决定，选择一个适合自己的生活方式。

我没有资格对你说教

因为我们要求的生活或许是不一样的

但是，对于你曾对我所做的一切

我十分的珍惜。

没有你，也没有现在的我

你们都是造就今天的我的重要元素

现在的日子或许很难过

就让这段日子好好的磨练你

为的，

就是创造出一个更好的你。

一个可以好好选择自己人生的你。

不管以后的我们会是如何

请你记得

世界上有一个人的生活

却没有一个人的回忆

你的回忆里

不会是一个人而已

祝：幸福快乐

灵魂笔

CNA - Currently Not Available

2009-10-19T01:28:00.003+08:00

This post is not to clarify my relationship status
It is more about my mood to blog - Currently Not Available to blog
Have been written a few posts during my holiday but didn't post them up here
Many things happened in this month
Many things to consider and think about
Many things I would like to share out

Life isn't easy
So does human being
We are all complex and hard to understand
How you say it sometimes does not reflect How you feel it
You may say:
1) I failed to transmit my message to the audience and they interpret it wrongly
2) I am in the group so I have to take the blame
3) I am not the understanding person
Last but not least - I am a failure

So
Does that mean I am ignorance?
Am I disqualify from the game?

New Layout

2009-09-14T16:23:00.006+08:00

I couldn't recall when my father started to blog and I did put my link on his blog with hope that some of his readers will "accidentally" click's on my blog link. This uncle who is my father's friend viewed my blog and told my father to advice me not to become so pessimistic. I think it shocked my daddy so he read through all my blog. Once I knew he did it, I delete the link XD (Now he keeps on asking when will i put back my link to his blog)

Well, I have nothing to hide~~ Just I do not want them to worry about me~~Black doesn't mean that I am devil, or I have any negative emotion.
Black is a simple color, and I want my life to be as simple as possible.

However, I decide to change the layout to be more colorful and kawaii
because

~~my beloved Peggy Zai is officially one month old~~

XD just a day to remember that he has become a part of the family for one month XD
Hahahahaha~~ Even though I didn't sleep yesterday but dunno why I am still so energetic. ~~Ish Ish~~

Oh Ya!
I lost some of my friends' URL due to the changes I made
My Dear Friends
Please send me your URL to link to your blog ya~~

HehehehHe

Post A Photo of My Dear Peggy Zai

Important Day - 24 September 2009

2009-09-12T21:53:00.004+08:00

Many of you must be curious, what makes 24 September 2009 so important

Well
It is my last day of examination for this semester.
I have an appointment with my lecturer to further discuss and report to her the preparation for my big project.
I have a celebration plan with my friends

But the reasons above do not make this day so important.

So??

HeHeHeHeHe

The ANSWER is

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-
-
-
-
-
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RICHIE REN'S MOVIE IS AROUND THE CORNER

~~~YIPPIE~~~CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME~~~

***I bet no one dare to accompany me for the movie***

opps!
***should back to study my comm tech***

一段平静的日子

2009-09-11T01:09:00.002+08:00

很久都没有上来了,大概有一个月了吧~或许是日子过得太美好了,有朋友的陪伴和关怀,是多么的难得!明天将会是最后第二个学期的第一份考卷,其实不是因为某人的电话(呵呵,某人就是在讲你咯!自己知道就好), 我现在已经在睡梦中了.并非是因为我把握十足,而是该看该了解的我都已经做了.只要准备了,接着就是应付罢了.

时间过得真快,还有几个月就得离开另一个充满回忆的地方了.短短的3年固然短暂,但我会十分珍惜这段日子里的点点滴滴, 因为我度过了很不平凡的大学生活.当然,平凡的定义因人而异!对我而言,这样的生活是独一无二的!

没有写部落格的这段日子,平静也充满着意义.除了忙碌于筹备活动,也和朋友们共享美好的聚会.剩下的几个月,我得好好珍惜了.因为,我很难会再拥有这样悠闲且快乐的日子了.

未来,就是要为自己冲刺.可我的未来,却还是个未知数.离开了这个地方,我开始不知道何去何从了.

姐妹的惊喜

2009-08-14T00:42:00.005+08:00

最近的日子都忙昏了头,连今天是几号都不知道了~~感谢身边朋友的提醒,让我还记得我的大日子快到了. 首先要分享的是第一个庆祝会.和以往一样,都是我最好最久的姐妹陪伴在我身旁.

前一天老婆勤拨电话约我到最喜欢的餐厅吃晚饭,开始还以为老婆有什么重要事要向我宣布(有男朋友啊？追求者啊？工作的烦恼啊等等）。载老婆下班时就吱吱咋咋说个有的没的。当我抵达了目的地，发现姐妹们都在里面等我。开心到，惊喜到，没想到他们会到这里庆祝^^真是要感谢老婆的用心，还有整班姐妹们愿意抽空陪伴在我身旁。

幸福-ING

***每年不變的慶祝不變的友誼不變的姊妹情***

谢谢姐妹

8月份的到来

2009-08-12T20:25:00.005+08:00

今天的我显得非常轻松，之前每天都是忙忙忙到连爸爸妈妈都觉得我很可怜。本来今天和一位厨师有预约要见面讨论有关活动的事项，然而一而再，再而三的被放飞机，竟然让我轻轻松松的看了7本漫画渡过下午的3个小时。哈哈~~不过明天开始有得忙最后一份功课咯！

每年的这一个月，对我都有特别深刻的意义。因为如此，我经常觉得这个月里发生的事情特别多。去年的这个时候，我还在实习当中。8月份是我实习这段日子里最忙碌的一个月！学习了很多，经历也不少。而今年的8月份，依然为学业而忙碌，为活动而准备，为未来而奋斗。

8月1号和2号的那一天，托实习公司的照顾而有缘参与2天的活动。有机会看见著名女星，以及独自一人替同事分担访问的工作，实在是我的机会。还有还有~~可以不用钱在OneWorldHotel休息休息，真是赚到了！不止如此，还有机会认识新的实习生和新的同事, 好开心哦~~一路上嘻嘻哈哈的~~

当然，除了工作的忙碌，还有功课上的忙碌咯~~毕竟还是一位学生，还是得以学业为重嘛~辛苦我的另外3位南方剑客lo~~还有就是最有效率，最有能耐的强手帮我分担活动的事务。辛苦各位啦！开心的事还是少不了的~~最近很多时间都是和3剑客在一起咯！拍大头贴啦，吃寿司啦，看电影啦，唱K啦~~好多好多哦~~

最后要恭喜我的好老婆咯！恭喜她毕业了！！当天我们竟然有很多意想不到的活动~~还喝了2杯鸡尾酒~~放心，没有醉哦~~

希望今年都会像这样开开心的过下去~~说真的，苦中作乐是最难得的事~~

感谢身边的朋友们，因为你们，才会有这样开心的日子。

Take A Break

2009-07-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

This friday will be another due date for comm tech assignment. I believe my team members are working very very hard at this moment to finish up the assignment. I am too! But just wanna take a short break after looking at all the statistics and graphs, nevertheless, express my feeling.

Had an early class this morning with Ms Pauline and a bit frustrated with facilities in UTAR. Ya, we all knew about it. Suddenly I miss PC block a lot whereby i could change and talk to the staff about the malfunctions of the microphone. However, PD seems like worse than PC. I do not want to comment more about this. It's just pity to see lecturers have to repeat and repeat their lecture again, due to the microphone, sound systems and even the electricity in the hall.

After 1st lecture, I had a short meeting with my campaign members, to update them on the campaign matter. I tried to make it simple and fast, cause I do not want to waste anytime for them to listen to me talking something they might not interested in. Ya, maybe I've been repeat oevr and over again.

After that, asked Shane and Felicia to join me for lunch at Libre. Unfortunately, Felicia was not available, Freda and Phine were not attending the early lecture. So only Shane was invited for lunch with discount RM5 + discount for transportation to home. Ya, I just wanna promote how delicious the spicy seafood spaghetti I had with fair price that really full.

On the way back to campus, snap a few pictures on the sky that I felt so relax to look at. Such a clear view made me feel like want to go to seaside and relax awhile. Too tension I guess~~

Sky with No Cloud. Pure Blue

I Love This One. Cloud and Sun

My cousin is moving back to Alor Setar. Haih, I gonna miss him then~~ Tomorrow need to help him with his stuff. Ok, should back to assignment now, even though I don't plan to sleep tonight, it's better to finish it ASAP.

R.I.P Yasmin Ahmad

2009-07-26T23:47:00.004+08:00

This year is really a bad year.
Not only for myself, but Malaysia as well.
Another star has fallen

Yasmin Ahmad

I am not a broadcasting student.
But as a Mass Comm Student
Her advertisements are so well-known

The one that I remember the most is

Tan Hong Ming In Love

and I did blog on this adv last year

(click to see the blog and adv)

Every year I am looking forward to the advs by her
This year as well
I'm wondering how Petronas Advs will be
for this coming Merdeka month
THE YEAR
WITHOUT HER

R.I.P Yasmin Ahmad

Someone is BACK

2009-07-20T01:45:00.004+08:00

I've been waiting for this particular person for quite sometime. He have to leave his position, to equip himself to be a better person. No doubt that someone has been over taken his position in my heart, however, I still reserve some space for him.

Now HE IS BACK
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Please Welcome

DAVID TAO

Went for his concert few years, excited of course (However, Richie Ren is still the best) His concert emphasized on music performance, his music works. Some felt that it was not worth because it would be better to buy his CD than listen in Live. Well, it is different! Think if someone sing to you, face to face than you listen to the recording. The feelings are different~~~

His album will be out soon~~ It means that I need to reserve my money for his album already~~~

想转换心情

2009-07-17T16:59:00.006+08:00

经过3次不满的发泄后,才发觉我的身体状况真的会随着心情而改变。在人生当中必会有起有落, 心情也一样.虽然我不是善变的双子座,但或许大部分的姐妹都是双子,近朱者赤,心情也变得很善变。

已经交了一份不是很用心做的报告,想着改此报告的教授或助教必定会吐血,抽筋,缺氧而死.因为那是一份很没有营养,兼没有标准的烹饪方法而调配的"报告"。当然,本小姐也没有之前那种松一口气的感觉,只有恨不得把它给烧了,再丢进巴生河里的欲望。

这个月中很疯狂的花钱在吃,电影,还债.不管是最爱的寿司,还是Spicy Seafood Spagetti,或是鸡尾酒，都满足不了我悲观的心情。还债只会让人更为消沉，更不用说调剂心情咯！唯一有少少作用的就只有电影了！就如我所说的，只有少少作用罢了。

看了很多部电影，最令人期待的莫过于：

Transformer

Public Enemies

Harry Potter

3部电影都充满着期待，但也少许让我失望。

Transformer的主角并没有十分特出，反而是反派的演出比较多。但还是满欣赏这部电影，虽然到了后面眼睛开始眼花缭乱。论精彩度还蛮充足的，加上MeganFox火辣的甫士让坐在我们后面的年轻小弟弟有性冲动，那还用说的更清楚吗？

Public Enemies是因为纯粹有我最爱的Johnny Depp。不管什么角色都可以演得这么有型的他，就算是坏人也会疯狂的爱上他的。报章说这部戏有美化劫匪的因素，不可否认，任谁看这部电影都站在主角Johnny的那一方。然而谁可以判断坏人都是坏的，好人都是好的呢？看这部电影的感觉是，不管你做了什么，都要付出一定的代价。尽管Christian Bale饰演的警官应该是一个好人，但为什么最后的他要选择自尽呢？那位身为警官的“肥佬 ”，为了查出Johnny的下落而殴打Johnny的女人,是对的吗？

最最最最令我失望的莫过于Harry Potter了！看过原著的人，只会厌恶这部电影。因为精髓完完全全不见了！我不是不了解电影不可能像原著一样放映着所有的情节，但是这部电影知识很纯粹的带过这个故事。混血王子是谁？查都没有查！Hermione和Ron的感情发展？好像是Hermione的一厢情愿！Ginny和Harry接吻不是在两个人的情况下发生的，而是在赢了Quidditch的庆祝会上! 过分到~~~与其草草了事不如分上下两集更好！不过我蛮喜欢这集的Draco。

今天已经是这个星期第3次逃课了，心里却没有任何的内疚。真为这样的自己感到悲哀~~明天是金鱼的毕业典礼了~~终于到了这一刻！我和婷到茨场街购买礼物，为了公平起见，连其他好朋友包括自己的毕业礼物一起买了。好久好久没有逛那里了。想当时中学的时候需要每天都必经的繁忙街道，很多都不一样了。就好像以前的我，渐渐不见了。回首之前几篇的部落格，我真的消沉很多了。真的，需要振作了。希望心情也会转换一下了。

Shout Out 3

2009-07-07T02:46:00.002+08:00

不晓得最近为什么到了这一天心情就糟糕到透！星期一果然不是我的幸运日。懒散在我骨子里不停地钻，然而时间的流逝并不允许我轻松地过日子。

*****

每天要看别人的脸色，
要面对一堆又一堆的学业，
还有做不完的功课和参考资料。

一锣锣的东西没有完成，
一朵一朵梦想随着现实的残酷而幻灭，
一张一张的钞票渐渐消失。

唉，想要买东西发泄的欲望没了-没钱了！
想要花一天到海边吹吹风的希望没了-没时间了！
为什么这段时间比之前的还要难过呢？

发泄了，心情还是没有变好！
吃了想吃的食物，一点满足感也没有！
品尝最爱的鸡尾酒，一点醉意都没有！

*****

我真的很

失败

Shout Out 2

2009-06-30T01:51:00.002+08:00

Hate to online these days, but it has become a part and parcel of my life. Simply just cant get rid of it- addicted in another word to say. Check on email, facebook and blog becomes my habit. And I still hate to face this virtual world without any reason.

I am exhausted but don't feel like want to sleep when everyone is in their dreamland. Many things bother me and I really have the feeling that this is not a good year for me. So many things that I wanted to shout out but I failed.

So many books that I have to read but I don't have the motivation and strength to push me forward. So many things that I have to solve but I could not manage it well.

Yeh
I knew I'm lost
Again

Shout Out 1

2009-06-23T02:00:00.004+08:00

My mood isn't that bad compare to the last few weeks. Still relaxing and hanging around with friends all the time for travel and drinks. Well, something happened among one of my gal friend, and I was a bit annoyed with this particular person that she mentioned to me.

I decided not to describe what kind of person is that. That will spoil my mood on shouting out as that person is not worth for me to talk about. I'm just waiting to see how my friend grows up and throw a Sh~~ on such person as revenge. Well, I had a few conversations with my beloved members and gossiped together. Gossip always the best way to wake yourself up. After gossiping, something comes to my mind

We are learning media ethics and comm law this semester. Not only in working environment, i believe that we have to practice ethics, in order to make ourselves a better person. Hard to define what is right and wrong but some action that we took definitely make people have different perceptions on you.

I've been going through a few event that made me upset during the life as an undergraduate student in UTAR. I'm glad that I learned and found the group of people that care about me and also being sincere to me. Again, I appreciate you, always.

Do unto others what you would others do unto you - learn it during media ethics under Thomas Aquinas' Natural Law. In other word, treat other people as how you want them to treat you.
Still, some people take it for granted. Well, there is a limit for the being patient. When people started to ignore you and no longer listen to you, please, do not blame others! Think of what have you done.

We treat you as friend, and you take us as the mean? Life is so unpredictable and we won't know what are the obstacles that waiting for us. At least, I am proud to say I can overcome it, because I have supports from my friends. And you? lets wait and see

Politicians also need support from the voters. So with the normal and ethical human-being like us. But you? STOP TO BE IGNORANCE

迈向梦想之地-交通篇

2009-06-14T19:04:00.005+08:00

很抱歉让读者们久等了。由于旅行过后有一连串的活动,忙得快透不过气了。事不宜迟,让我来分享一下中国之旅-交通篇

第一次出国,心情当然十分兴奋。虽然被H1N1的病情给困扰着，然而我还是平安的出国，也平安的归来了。每次谈到交通，免不了就是要和自己的国家作比较。飞机，火车，公交（公共巴士），地铁，德士，游船等我们都做过了。和本国相比，中国的交通设施果真比本国好得多了。

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就先谈谈飞机吧！因H1N1的缘故，体检变得十分谨慎。在我们还没有下飞机之前，就有医疗人员上飞机替每位乘客检查体温，如没异样才让我们下机。机场还准备车子将我们从跑道送进飞机场。入关时也免不了要检查一番咯！保安措施做的相当不错，服务态度也相当亲切。

杭州飞机场的医务人员

杭州萧山飞机场

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而火车呢永远都是那么准时！第一次乘搭火车是在上海火车站。那里真是“人山人海 ”，那一次的经验也是非常的紧张刺激。和马来西亚不一样的是，火车非常非常的准时，误时的机率是少之又少（对我的经验来说是无）。回到第一次的经验吧！当天的火车站非常多人（人山人海）。我们俩好不容易才挤上了月台。然而耳边传来一阵阵的报告说火车即将开跑了，请乘客们将快上火车。我和勤一直都找不到我们的车厢，漂亮的火车小姐又不让我们从一个车厢到另一个车厢。就在紧张的心情下，我们拖着笨重的行李快马加鞭，不管人潮多么的汹涌，一直往我们的车厢“飞奔 ”一上火车，车门便关上了。好惊险啊！差一点，真得差一点便上不了车啊！

人山人海的上海火车站

候车处，真多人啊~~~

和谐号,快又准

火车上的服务也很不错！每位乘客都能获得一瓶矿泉水，火车小姐又长得十分漂亮。真是滋润了喉咙，也饱了眼福。（笑）

美丽的火车小姐们在派矿泉水

免费矿泉水(火车小姐派的)

要买任何食物或饮料吗?

除了第一次的经验，接下来的几趟火车旅程就没有这么狼狈了!(要不我的脚力和臂力一定变得非常壮，要拿着这么多的行李跑~~）准时，舒适和快速的火车旅程给我们前所未有的经验（笑），马来西亚的？差得多啦！(因为没有美丽养眼的火车小姐，只有凶巴巴的查票叔叔）

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公共巴士，在中国被称为公交，是我们最常使用的交通工具。乘搭公交变成了我们这次旅程最佳的代步工具（上海除外）在那里，没有人会追赶公交，因为前一辆公交离开不久后便有一辆紧接在后。就算你miss了一辆，不用紧张，你还是可以慢慢得一边欣赏周围的美景，一边走到车站去等待下一辆公交的到来。

苏州的公交

然而有些事是你要小心的，并非每一个车站都能乘搭你要的公交。倘若你在错误的车站等候，别怪司机不停下来哦！所以每到一个车站要留意车站的牌子，看看你要的公交有没有在那个车站停啊！

你在正确的车站等待你要的公交吗?

此公交所经过的车站

和马来西亚相比，他们的公交系统非常的完善，不管多偏僻都有公交可以乘搭。唯一要学会的就是知道如何转站。我们每每到一个地方都大概花上每人4元人民币，大概马币2零吉。虽然有点花费时间，但总比走得好啊！加上哦，呵呵呵~~在马来西亚要追巴士的，要不就是等上一两小时咯！还有还有，每到一个车站都会有报告提醒乘客地点的所在地，避免他们误了地点。就算没有广播报告，也有美丽的公交小姐代劳哦！（怎么去那里都有美女呢？）

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上海的地铁算是我们最叹为观止的交通工具。那里的地铁几乎把所有的重要名胜地给连接起来。特别是人民广场那一战更是通往南北。只要知道向往地点最靠近的地铁站，打听好路先后就可以前往要去的地点了。当然马来西亚的地铁不比中国的逊色，只是不够完善而已。在上海总共有8条路线，也成为了上海最重要的交通工具。班次除了蛮频密以外，也非常的快速。

上海人民广场的地铁站

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在路上最常看到的并不是私家车，而是德士和脚车。要知道中国司机的驾驶座是在左手边，所以过马路时都要特别的小心。很多时候我和勤都忘错误的方向看，幸亏机灵偶尔会在脑里一闪而过，提醒我们小心为上，左看看右看看才过马路。

大部分的德士司机都很友善。或许是看到我们拿着地图，知道我们是旅人，所以都会不断向我们介绍和推荐应该前往参观的名胜地。价钱因为是以距离计算，跳表也没有马来西亚得跳得快，价钱也十分公道。平均每一次都是10元人民币，马币5零吉而已。

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游船算是蛮奢侈的交通工具吧！它的价格可是比其他的交通工具柜上好几倍。然而他的经验确实十分美好的。到了苏州免不了的就是要夜游苏州河一带，而在杭州当然要乘船去欣赏西湖的美咯！不管怎样，我都会觉得这是一个物有所值的消费。在河和湖中心上陆地的美，将水与地扩成的美景映入眼中，那是多么难得的经验啊！

在苏州游河时有漂亮的小姐为我们高歌几曲

坐小船游西湖美景

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到了中国，请善用那里的交通工具。千万别想着单单看地图走便会走到目的地！中国是如此的大，一条路可以用3小时才可以从街头走到街尾。哈哈哈哈，这是我的劝告哦！请善用交通工具！

***待续***

迈向梦想之地-序章

2009-05-30T03:23:00.002+08:00

到国外去旅游，对现在的人来说已经不是一个梦。

朋友之中，很多都曾经到过国外开拓自己的视野。而我，应该是蛮迟的那一位才迈向这个脚步。
带着父母的祝福和关怀，踏出梦想的那一步，实在是难以形容。

一趟10天匆匆的旅程，一口气往4个不同地方却在同一片国土的美景-苏州，南京，上海和杭州。各有各的美丽和独特的吸引力。
这趟旅程，惊险的，快乐的，烦恼的，刺激的，无聊的，深刻的，
还有种种的滋味和感受都经历了。

回国后，又是忙碌的日子。
休息一天以后，又开始工作了。
再过两天便开课了。
忙碌的日子，快来临了。

这趟旅程带给我的感触很多。
因此，
作为序章，就不用多说了。
接下来的几篇部落格应该会以这趟旅行作为主题了。
请各位敬请期待

首先就让我带大家往天空飞翔吧!

Missing in Action

2009-05-17T17:07:00.002+08:00

This blogger will be missing in action
Approximately for 10 days
A trip to Shanghai - Suzou -Nanjing - Yangzou - Hangzou

The readers won't miss the blogger
But
They will looking forward the souvenir
So
The blogger couldn't promise any of those.
=p

However
She promises to capture the photos
The best souvenir
Is the MEMORY that she share together

百感交集

2009-05-03T15:06:00.004+08:00

昨天是第三张考卷Creative Strategy For Advertising，可以说是不用读书的一科，但却要准备很多资料和Brainstorm的一科。前一天晚上由于一直都在反复思考Idea，直到天亮6点才睡下去。幸亏考试在2点钟，不然我真的可能睡过头呢！最担心的还是时间的掌握，2小时要完成很多很多的草稿，真的不容易！教授说，如果没有完成分数直接减半，无形中都给我们很大的压力。还好，都完成了！虽然不怎么有创意，但对于没有把握吃广告这行饭的人来说，过关就好。

好啦！考完试，我要去看齐哥哥的电影-神枪手咯！本来打算考完试才去看的，不过压抑不住。最厉害的是，人家请我看王力宏演唱会我都拒绝呢!（想必有人一定会恨死我，误人子弟的歪理)知道
任贤齐
在我心目中的地位有多大了吧？？

总结，那部电影还真的不错哦！当然除了是因为我的齐哥有演出之外，当然还有帅帅的黄晓明咯！这部戏就只是看着两个人罢了~~另外那位就不必多说啦！虽然他好像蛮重要的，但觉得他连林保怡还不如耶~~算了吧！结局两位帅哥都死了~~悲哀到~~特别是我的齐哥酱伟大到牺牲自己让那家伙射死黄晓明。哭~~~~~为什么~~~~~为了拍这部戏齐哥折腾了酱多年，还忽略了我们，专辑也延迟了！哭~~~~~说到这里要感激堕落和冰姐的陪伴。可怜的堕落的衣服给我拉到不像样了~~~哈哈哈~~~不过你不是第一个受害者啦！没办法嘛~~就看到心爱的偶像是酱的嘛~~

看完戏就去逛逛街咯~~哈哈哈~~又购物咯~~这次算不错的啦！只买到一样东西罢了。

本来有打算买TOUGH的背包，不过想必会被冰姐和堕落阻止的，嘻嘻~~~算咯！

过后去TIMES SQUARE附近的Wings Cafe回音石民歌餐厅解决堕落的晚餐和我们的宵夜，刚巧是佳旺KEON驻唱哦！好久没有见到他了，有点发福了哦~~

送完他们回家，到家已经差不多1点了，电脑好像有点故障了~~悲哀，手机还没修理电脑又来有问题。看了几页书好象又有点悃了。恩，这样的一天就过去了，满足了自己的欲望，应该可以好好的复习了吧！加油哦！

Another 3 To Go

2009-04-29T17:14:00.003+08:00

Just came back from TRM examination
Hm...I was doubtful with my performance this time.
I guess I was not doing that well, but I did my best shot
After this paper, I will do better for the rest.

Can't wait till this Sat to watch Richie Jen's Movie
The Snipper
I told you I can't wait till I finish my exam
=p

And now i started to think my meals for Friday and Saturday
Dinner especially
Parents will be going to Alor Setar
I have to stay in KL, due to my CSA exam on Sat
Well, it gives me a good reason to watch movie
And have something special to eat

Libre or Deli'cious?
KFC or McDonalds?
Pizza Hut or Dominos?
Cakes or Cookies?

No worry, I wont have Margarita this week
I'll have it next week
No matter what
I'll have my lime Margarita next week after exam
Another Cheah already booked me for that
HoHoHoHo

A Good Start

2009-04-27T20:39:00.005+08:00

Today is my first paper - APRW

At first I was lack of confidence because my language is POWDERFUL
Reached campus around 11 and studied in library
However,seems like nothing is in my mind

When it was almost 1pm
Went to foyer and met all my coursemates there
We were having discussion and revision on the format that might come out.
Dr. Selva came towards us
She told us that not to worry,
as if we did study, we know how to answer.

When the time has come, I walked into the hall
Looked at the paper
and I believed some of my friends had the same feelings.

***Editorial Policy & Editorial Statement, News Release, Brochure***

2 of those already came out in Mid Term Exam
Manage to finish it on time
But lack of confidence to score high marks
However, it's a good start

Timetable and Student Bill already out
So I could manage my time and money later
I can plan on the tasks for campaign
I can arrange appointment with potential publics
I can clear all the debt that I should pay for next year
It's a good start

Last but not least
My BELOVED RICHIE JEN latest album will be in the market soon

~~~Yippie~~~

OMG, can't take my eyes out of HIM

Still thinking when should I go for his movie - The Snipper
Plan to watch it ASAP, even before my finals ends

Shouldn't I study instead of movie?

I just can't help it

Not only that

I want to have my Margarita
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It's TIME to DIE for this semester

2009-04-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

Shit!

Tomorrow My First Paper for This Semester Final

ADVANCED PUBLIC RELATIONS WRITING

Those formats already stick in my brain

But

"MY POWDERFUL ENGLAND"

Still make me worry

Moreover

The Other Papers - TRM, CSA,CRISIS COMM, CULTURE

TRM is going to kill me

CRISIS almost murdered me

CSA and CULTURE tortured me

Why?

Can't I recall any of the important points from these subject?

~~~Ish~~~

-more-

I believe

My result is going to ________________

I (will/will not) sit the supplementary paper.

-more-

However, I will do my very best

To Get Rid of These Horrible, Terrible, Unpredictable Feelings

Overcome these stress

-more-

I should stop practicing my APRW here

should back to my books

and dream of the questions that might come out tomorrow

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灵魂的小故事之一

2009-04-22T23:12:00.003+08:00

五颜六色的世界
灵魂却钟情于

黑与白

阳光的金黄色，忧郁的蓝色，
甜美的粉红色，热情的红色，
慷慨的绿色，包容的褐色，
都比不上最普通的

黑与白

最原本，最纯真的

黑与白

灵魂的身边不缺那鲜艳夺目的颜色，
但它追求的只有

黑与白

不容许被任何颜色沾上边的

黑与白

恶魔的黑
天使的白
黑夜的黑
白昼的白

融入在凡间

灵魂要找的只有

黑与白

Relaxing Week

2009-04-17T22:00:00.005+08:00

I started to have my "holiday" since last week, after my last proposal presentation for my campaign and submission of crisis management report on last Tues and Wed. However, I still lack of mood in study even though Finals are around the corner.

Today I went to do passport with my dear Cam nearby Subang Airport and luckily we only spent few hours. Even I brought some notes along, I have to admit that nothing goes into my mind. Next week we'll need to go to Embassy of The People's Republic of China for our visa. Yippie, my first oversea trip with my dear Cam!!! Sadly i miss the opportunity to Hong Kong & Macau with Gia last year and Bali with Ros & Gia again. But I am glad to be with Cam to Shanghai later on May. Shanghai, one of the place in China that I wish to visit. Hohohohoho~~

My First Passport

I had 2 great movies this week, The Confession of Shopaholic with Gerry, May, Freda and Phine & K-20: The Legend of Mask with Cam. I enjoyed both, as my dear coursemates said that I will be the next shopaholic cause I love to spend on all the stuff I love - perfume, skincare products, jacket and mobile phone. I admit that I am addicted to perfume these days but my dear friends don't you worry. I wouldn't spend if I do not have the money~~~hohohoho

For K-20, it is all about my beloved TAKESHI KANESHIRO. Don't ask me how it is, cause I only give you one simple word - GREAT. Wahahaha~~ some people might feel dislike it cause you might found some similarities in other movies - V for Vendata, Spiderman, Robinhood and more. My advice is, just sit down and enjoy k?

Now, I am waiting for another movie~~

The Sniper by my BELOVED DARLING RICHIE JEN~~~~~
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Ish~~I should start study, shouldn't I?

网络的深渊

2009-03-30T19:25:00.001+08:00

做功课做到有一点厌倦，决定停笔一下下，让自己喘喘气。大部分的同学们都开始为考试做准备了吧~~而我还得忙忙忙-还有3个presentation要做，还有1份报告还没完成。这个学期，真的有点痛苦哦~~不仅虐待我的精神，也虐待了我的健康，还有每天的心情。

最近我很少上网了。除非是有关功课上的讨论或是找资料，我真的不想上网了。或许，真的厌倦了网络的生活，那种虚拟又不真实的生活。很多人说，网络上找不到真正的朋友和爱情，但我曾经那么的幸运找到了。

网络的发达，渐渐让我们沉迷下去。网络变成了人们生活当中不可缺的工具。然而我，在此时此刻想从这深渊逃出来。一天最少要面对电脑5个小时，比我的睡眠时间还多。不管在把它带到哪里都要战战兢兢，担心一个不小心就被人绑架一去不回头。要不然就是要它帮忙时，没有足够的设施为它维持生命。比起最最最原始的纸与笔，电脑可是麻烦多了。

不知怎么了，很怀念动笔的感觉-很怀念动笔写写画画，动笔写信，动笔写功课。总觉得，动笔写信别有一番滋味，好像可以把自己的心情传达给对方。加上期待对方的回信时的心情，有点难耐，却在收到信时雀跃万分。

对于动笔写功课，就让我怀念以前中学时赶功课的日子，特别是国文写作。由于当时的国文老师是一位百分百超尽责的好老师，中三到中五的每一个星期都要交一份国文作文。我这个大忙人啊，在很多时候都能做功课哦！开会啊吃早餐啊下课啊就连排队进教室都能做功课耶！

而现在呢，都要电脑代劳了。看着相同的字迹，一板一眼的出现在荧幕上，有点纳闷。远方换来的出现在荧幕上的字迹，到底传达着什么样的心情呢？功课上的辛苦，只能用厚厚的报告来说明。然而里面的内容有多少是我们拥有的知识呢？网络让人们的距离接近了，可是是不是连那颗心的距离也被拉近呢？

虽然不能常常见面，一封信或卡片上的字迹让我知道一个人的关怀和思念。比起那快速却模糊的回应，我宁愿等待着那真诚的回信。

突然间，我很想念以前的一切一切，感觉最真实的那一段日子。

我很糟糕，这个星期

2009-03-23T15:07:00.006+08:00

这个星期的心情不是很好，并不是因为外来的因素，而是自己不能调整自己的步伐。精神状况很差，身体开始出毛病，思绪很难控制－突然静下来，一脸憔悴，无精打采，短暂性失忆，甚至突然晕倒都一一发生在这个星期里。

问我到底问题出在哪里？我不知道。每天都在忙着找资料，忙着看书，忙着写写抄抄，可是脑袋却什么都记不了。考试时间表出了，竟然对课业没有一点头绪。课业呈现作的不够好，英语程度被人批评到不像话，没办法好好兼顾所有的功课。最悲哀的事，还是别人的不好必须由我独自来承担，只因为我是系代。

工作上，还算不错。感激上司与同事的欣赏，愿意让我这个外人来参与。谢谢你们对我的看重以及相信我的能力。我虽然不是最好，但我会要求自己做到最好，以报答你们对我的信赖。

日久见人心，这句话我铭记在心。对于一些面对面告诉我的缺点的人，我真的很感激，因为你们让我知道我错在哪里，让我寻找进步的空间。忠言逆耳，我真的了解。最起码我知道，你们有站在我的立场想过，一旦我越出了轨道，你们会拉我回来。在此，衷心地谢谢你们。

对于一些人，只顾自己说，只顾用本身的眼睛看，没有在乎过人家的人，我想说的是，别人不喜欢你，不是他们的错－是自己的错。没有人是完美的。最悲哀的，是根本不知道自己的错在哪里，也不愿去正视别人不喜欢你的原因。当你觉得别人不对的时候，你有想过自己的所做所为一定对的吗？

昨天，和嘉嘉送近藤先生回日本过后，我们都掉泪了。因为近藤先生是我们第一位日本老师，也是我最后一位日本老师。三年了，如今他回国了。嘉嘉说，三年了，很多都变了，我们也变了。

对呀！我也变了。开始学习放下，开始学习接纳，开始了解别人的想法，开始宽容的对待人家，开始谦虚地学习，开始学习看开。我不能再像中学时那样的嚣张，那样的强势。因为在大学和职场上，那些只会变成失败的因素，别人的把柄，不喜欢你的原因。

为了平复自己不好的心情，我又冲动的买了一样东西。

之前情人节时买了其中一个梦寐以求的香水

我好像越来越迷香水了哦~~下次我要买SHISEIDO ZEN了~~

被点名了~~

2009-03-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

1.我的大名：Peggy
2.我的生日：08月14日
3.誰傳給你的: 有够多的咯！就那＂堆＂爱莞倩的家伙咯！
4.說出五個好朋友 :
　很多哦！四朵金花，Isolated岛民，中学姐妹，我的“独特家族”，和正在阅读的你
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6.生日想要得到什麼禮物：Shiseido Zen香水
7.近期開心的是 : ５月去上海旅行
8.近期壓力大的是：学业，Presentation, Campaign和钱！
9.未來想做什麼啊：在PR界发光发热
10.有沒有喜歡的人：最爱我家人！
11.同學會要回去找老師嗎：会咯！常常都请老师过来的
12.跟誰出去最幸福：姐妹和朋友
13.如果你的兩個好友吵架了：不关我事，酱大的人要自己解决啦！
14.跟情人出去最想去哪：海边，因为我超爱看海
15.聖誕節要做啥：以前搞自闭，现在和姐妹们喝酒倒数
16.最想跟誰過聖誕節：我的姐妹们～～～
17.有沒有起床气：很少会
18.有幾個兄弟姐妹：１个妹妹
19.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : 单身潜逃－戴佩妮
20.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：依靠－任贤齐
21.喜歡什麼顏色：黑，白，灰
22.上廁所會不會先沖水：有人不冲的吗？
23.愛不愛我：女生我只爱我的老婆们罢了～～我喜欢你们啦～～
24.喜歡男生還是女生：男生～～我只是我老婆的守护天使，直到他们找到他们的幸福
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42.最想大聲說什麼: 我要悠悠闲闲的过日子啦～～
43.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：白痴哦～～酱大的人还怕么？
44.上廁所會不會脫褲褲：好无聊啊！原著是不是没有脱裤裤上厕所啊？
46.誰很欠打：假惺惺，双面人，没有自知之明的人
47.現在很迷什麼：香水
48.睡相很差：还好吧～～
49.現在的時間：6.56pm
50.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：还好啦～
51.體重多少：５０，最近应该又轻了
52.今天天氣：还不错
53.你懷孕了嗎：当然没有咯～～想死么？我还有很多计划耶～～
54.你若中樂透最想做什么：去旅行
55.大學生一定要玩的活動：巴结学长和老师～～你不做你损失～～

【點名人物】
1 Siak Wei
2 Venus
3 Jun Hao
4 Josephine
5 Camilla
6 Freda
7 Ashley
8 Johnny
9 Hui Gia
10 Sim Yee

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：两个是很好很好的朋友咯！
02-【１０號是男還是女】：女啦
03-【８號的興趣是】：当宅男
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：有，多少就不知道
05-【７號姓氏】：忘了哦～～
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：哈哈哈，人家是老师来的，将来会误人子弟的～～
07-【４號有人追嗎】：人家名花有主了
08-【承上２號呢】：我表姐叻～～你敢哦？
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：不知道哦～～
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：完全没有关系
11-【８號的生日是】：嘻嘻嘻嘻４月３日
12-【５號讀哪呢】：UTAR
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: 中学姐妹
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：少过１个月
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：昨天才去送我们的日本老师的机
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：超爱的咯，不过人家没有时间理我了。
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：很少和他在一起哦～～应该会常常胡闹吧～～
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：越来越漂亮了咯
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：性感美女来的
20-【你愛５號嗎】：我老婆耶，你说呢？

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的：很多，哎～～
2.你們認識多久呢：半年吧～～
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎：哈哈哈哈，要看他们对我好不好咯！
4.你與他(她)的關係是：朋友咯！
5.請問他(她)的興趣是: 颜莞倩
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何：就是爱颜莞倩爱到疯咯
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分：我問了她先 ><
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＊睡覺前第一件事：关眼睛
＊起床前第一件事：懒床
＊你的偶像是：任贤齐，陶喆，曹格，金城武，戴佩妮，梁静如
＊你喜歡的季節：如果有季节，我喜欢秋冬
＊你打工過嗎：很多
＊打工次數：应该有超过４个吧～～
＊你想去的國家：日本，韩国，中国，台湾
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性: 自以为是
＊你常哭嗎: 看戏会哭，生活中很少哭（因为很幸福的关系）
＊你常笑嗎: 偶尔，最近没有什么令我笑的事
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎：是的，很享受一个人的时光
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點：因为会迟睡，所以会迟起
＊今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）：晴
＊朋友和情人你會選擇：朋友
＊機會和命運你會選擇：機會，因为机会在自己手中，命运你没得选择
＊你很自戀嗎：不自恋就没人会恋上你。（要别人爱你，先要爱你自己）
＊這問卷多不多：多到无聊
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點：看开些，不要计较自己和别人
＊喜欢吃什么：寿司
＊喜歡吃冰嗎：很少
＊現在幸福嗎：有爱我的家人和朋友，我是幸福的
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友：虽然不能做到面面俱到，但我很在乎每个朋友。
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼：抱枕和被
＊最常夢到什麼：就是无关重要的事，也忘了是什么
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他：不管是精神或肉体，狮子座的女生都不会原谅
＊你认为人生的意义是什么：拿得起，放得下，很多事要看开，不要执著
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）：我知道我很多缺点，你们不能接受的缺点
＊什么时候最讨厌我：不管是谁，我最讨厌人家在我忙的时候烦我
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？：儒家
*你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？巧克力慕丝
*请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？由读者决定
*喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？很少吃
*谁是你的知己？中学的姐妹们，包括我老婆Camilla
*IQ/EQ哪一个比较高?EQ
*電腦手機選一個? 缺一不可
*比较喜欢睡觉还是玩? 睡觉

有人陪伴多好~~

2009-03-09T00:53:00.004+08:00

原本这个星期应该是蛮愉快的，因为期待已久的刁曼之旅要来临了。可惜的是，因为一些意想不到的意外，被逼取消了。或许是个预兆，或许是不宜旅行的日子，取消可能对我们来说是一件好事。在这段忙忙忙的时期，还是应该忙完该忙的事。

不管怎样，心情还是有点不好。一直作为原动力的旅行泡汤了，任谁都不好受啊!不过爸妈还蛮开心的，因为可以省回一笔钱，作为上海之旅的费用。哎~~~

星期四那天因为旅行被取消的事，整个下午的心情变得很很很糟糕。加上看见某人的自责而流泪，更是不好受！就在等待上晚课的同时，到“第一站”享受午茶+晚餐，顺便上上网。在网上，“大人物” （堕落取的）不晓得是不是没吃药捎来一封MSN讯息问候我。哎哟，本灵魂当然少不了发泄兼撒娇咯 =P 还“屈”他请吃饭呢！哈哈哈哈！“大人物”很少会拒绝我的啦~~酱久朋友了~~可是哦！他很忙的，所以时间地点还是由他决定，就让本灵魂少伤脑筋咯！

到了星期六，本灵魂便开始忙忙忙~~~作功课咯！真难得耶~~ 然后“大人物”拨电话给灵魂问我要不要出去。OK咯！人家难得酱愿意浪费时间在我身上~~ 不过时间还没确定，因为“大人物”还有事要忙。算啦,不要要求酱多咯!等人家有空才说咯~~

等到7时多，本来不打算吃晚餐的我已填饱肚子了，“大人物”才打电话来道歉，因为不小心去见周公了，只好直接带我去他朋友的PUB开张仪式。“大人物”很豁达地叫我请朋友一起同行，当时在我脑海里出现的，就只有我老婆,和堕落（几有你心）因为“大人物”每次都没时间管我（不理我却要我去，过分~~），很幸运的堕落愿意与我同行，谢谢你咯~~

到了那里，就如我想象的一样。“大人物”很自然的抛下我！哈哈哈哈，并不是我自虐啦！而是习惯了~~哈哈哈，就因为堕落就因为陪在我身边，那还好呗！想不到的事，在那里竟然见到很多中学时的同学-盛粹和势翔，还有前辈DANIEL（应该没有拼错吧~~）和一些美女，有沟通沟通一下啦！当然不能忽略堕落咯~~唯独“大人物”真的没怎么和他说话耶~~怪~~

和堕落和谈了很多，很多我们的故事。我一直很幸运，在我需要人的时候总会出现一个人陪在我身边。不管是“空少”，还是“大人物”，或是“堕落”，可能是“JOJO”，还是“老婆”，还有“金花们”等等~~呵呵，好幸福哦~~

只是，最近我的酒瘾好像犯了~~嘻嘻，当晚喝了两杯啤酒，还没有醉。回到家再喝我的鸡尾酒。哇哈哈~~星期日本灵魂又有不同的节目哦~~哈哈哈，下回再说吧！

STRESS is a kind of motivation

2009-02-26T16:17:00.004+08:00

Last week I was totally stress and lost, just like how i mentioned in my previous post. But this week, it seems like everything goes smoothly. I am soooo LUCKY!!

Of course, I need to thank to a lot of them outside who give me support and help me to go through that tough week! The most important one, my campaign team leaders! Yes, campaign is the main reason why am I soooooooooooo stressful. Because of it, i have neglected a lot of things that I should, such as assignments and my studies. I put more effort in the campaign preperation than the rest of those. Thats why, I have to thank to my Infinity Team members,thanks for being understanding and so sorry for everything that I didn't do it well this semester. Thanks for being tolerate with me, and also help me to cope with these.

Now I would like to share why am I so excited this week
~~~ hohohohoho~~~~

1. We got the confirmation from our client
~~~yippie~~
2. Everything is on the right track and more effort need to be put in to make it more interesting.
3. We didn't get scolded during tutorial
~~~ wahahahaha~~~

That's all!

Opps, there is another things!

We'll be having TIOMAN trip
next Friday
~~~Hahahahaha~~~

Haih, but it almost the time for us to rush on so many things, need to hand in after we back from trip.

***
STRESS is a kind of motivation, in possitive way, if you manage it well.
***

I'm PITCHING
for
my campaign

*** Hahahahaha***

Nothing Else but STRESS

2009-02-20T22:36:00.001+08:00

I seldom take the opportunity to shout out my stress since i started my year 3 course. I would say, it is a tough year for me, not only because I am in Year 3, but also the responsibility that i need to carry along this year.

I promise to myself that i should push to the limit and reach the standard that i should within this short time before i work as someone i should. I knew that i am still far far away from the rest, that are capable in this industry.

I believe that stress is a kind of motivation, give me strength to move further, to the sucess.

Manage your stress before it manage you. Thanks for the slogan that proposed by my editorial team for my campaign. Even though it is not accepted by Dr. Selva, I love every slogans that you created which turn to be my motivation.Yes, I am going to have a Stress Management Campaign as my project for campaign planning end of this year. And I am the campaign director.
This is the main reason why I am so stressful.

Deal with 48 people is not an easy task, but I am glad that i have a team leaders that able to help me through these problem. I am not as good as the other 2 team director, as they have perfect languange and perfect skills in performing their super mighty English. Still, this is the main problem that we have, compare to the other 2 groups that have many good-english speakers and thinkers. Our main strengths now are based on my team capability, our hardwork, as well as our cooperation.

However, there are members who are still self-centered. They thought they have done the best, they take everything for granted, they do not even realise what the mistakes they have done, and they do not believe in others. It is hard to change people's behaviour and attitude, I KNOW. I wish that I could help, to improve our team. But useless if they do not care about it.

This week is really a tough week, which i almost give up myself for being tolerate and confident. All the hard work my members made are like rubbish in her eyes. I was so heart-broken to see all the efforts are wasted. Maybe it is my problem, that i am not a capable one to lead them, to help them to go through these hardship. 4 different identities i have make me weak and helpless-as a course rep, a campaign director, a team member and a student.

Till today, the last day of the week, thank to those who give me support and willing to be my shoulder and backbone. I always lucky to have you all, as teammates, as classmates, and as friends.

I am back to the person whom I should be, thank to your supportive advices. I cannot be weak because I am the leader of the team. I should back to that UNUSUAL me again, the one that seems confident and capable in handling the stuff that a leader always do.

I take the opportunity to release my stress today.

I went shopping - bought a cap and a jacket from my favourite brand, SUB
I danced para-para and play the drum at the amusement centre at Times Square.
I sprayed the new perfume that I bought for myself during Valentine
I took a short nap - fall asleep while watching the animation.
Last but not least - I start with my blogging moments again.

看不见的自己

2009-02-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

事件发生的两天前，忘了因何事而谈起这件事
我妈告诉我，他曾经说，几个之中最漂亮的是我
我有点错愕
因为自己知道自己有多少斤两
漂亮不可能和我有任何的挂钩
如果是现在的我，或许因为服装和妆扮
勉强粘上一点边
可是他说的是，小时候的我
在几个漂亮的小美女中，
他眼中觉得漂亮的
是一个黑黝黝，头发乱糟糟，不修边幅，
粗鲁顽皮，男性打扮的我
连自己都不欣赏的自己
自己都觉得本身一点美感没有的人
在他眼中却是漂亮的
想到这里
我，掉泪了
为什么他看见，别人看不见，自己也看不见的美呢？

与另一个她生活好几年了
曾经生气她的偏心，曾经生气她的脾气
然而，我仍然记得小学时她替我紮的辫子
记得替她当跑腿，也记得陪她逛夜市
也记得她教我在清明的时候折金纸
也记得替她清理那跌伤的伤口
好几年前，她的霸气不见了
取而代之的是那天真无邪的笑容
傻傻的看着我
她记得的，就只有我的一家人
那些她曾经宠爱的人
她似乎不记得了
我妈告诉我，她称赞我很乖，很听话
自认叛逆，外向的我，会是乖的吗？
就会顶嘴和骄傲的女孩
在她的眼中却是乖的
想到这里
我，又掉泪了
为什么她看见，别人看不见，自己也看不见的乖呢？

为什么他们在我身上看见，我看不见的自己呢？
前者的事刚刚过去，后者的事已经好几年了
想起时，心揪得好痛
泪不停的流

电脑键盘上，残留着灰尘和指纹
还有

我的泪痕

不一样的新年

2009-01-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

今年的新年和往年的相比,不一样了.不管假期多短,时间多仓促,兴奋的心情还是免不了的.
然而今年,只有两天假期的新年,
为学业冲刺的新年,
为功课而烦恼的新年,
没有期待的新年
我宁愿不要过新年.

最想不到的
就是接到那意想不到,晴天霹雳的消息
看着母亲以泪洗脸,看着她不能接受事实的样子
我的心,很痛
却不敢掉眼泪
因为我必须坚强
和父亲一同撑着我母亲

虽说是人生必经之路
但那种痛
很难接受
曾经半夜惊醒,脸庞充满着泪水
虚迷的梦里
看见将来会面对的事实
我怕
我真的很怕

如今发生了
就在于一个想不到的时刻
所有相关人的命运
都会因此而改变
我也不例外

请珍惜所有你爱的人和爱你的人
因为生命
是多么的不可预料

三舅舅

请安息吧!

开学前一天

2009-01-11T23:00:00.003+08:00

Yer~~~明天要开学了啦~~~

虽然很怀念大学的朋友以及忙碌的学习生活
但我也很喜欢这种悠悠闲闲的日子耶
最后一年了
有一种不想开学的感觉
因为一开学了
一眨眼
就到了毕业的日子了
前途还是如此迷蒙
心里还是拿不定主意
唉

明天除了是开学日
也是一位几厉害一下
几可爱一下
几好人一下
几38一下
几美一下
美女Joanne
的生日咯！

今天跑上公司兼学校-魔棋
和Ah Boi-EelnnaMay，Elaine还有一位小可爱
一起给美女Joanne一个惊喜
买了一个蛋糕给她

多怕她会骂人叻！
还好没有=p
***知道你怕羞啦！***
希望你有几感动一下咯！
我跑去买的哦！！！

哈哈哈~~
我亲爱的DeDeDeborah还要酸我叻~~
讲我去拍Pantene的广告
几衰一下咯~~~
开学当然要美美上学嘛~~
虽然我不美=P

Aiyo真的很怕开学啦！
科目好像几难一下咯~
难到~~
好担心不能维持我3.3的成绩
更别说迈进3.5的目标

~~~加油呗~~~

跨越2009年的点点滴滴

2009-01-01T15:48:00.014+08:00

屈指一算,今年是我第3年没有呆在家里倒数,而是选择去人挤人的地方去与大众一起。前两次是与中学的姐妹们，而这次换了对象-辩论组的姐妹一起到Bukit Bintang 一带倒数（可惜的是咏姐姐不能来~~~）今年的活动可是丰富了一些，从以前的单单只去One U看烟火，到在Bukit Bintang看烟火兼去Mamak档喝杯茶，这会可是太丰富了-从晚餐到逛街，再来到酒吧品酒，倒数后看电影，再来唱K和吃早点，彻夜未眠。

2008年的最后晚餐是在Times Square的Sushi King吃的。虽然味道并不是很好，但我们却在那里呆上好几个小时。聊天啊！拍照啊！就是那种轻轻松松，好像有钱（假的）又有闲（骗人）的年轻小姐（我很老，ok？）

以不好吃的寿司和很多杯的绿茶填饱肚子后，便打算去往Sg Wang Plaza捧颜帅的场，和Abby姐打打招呼，顺便去骚扰Joanne美女和Elaine他们几个莞言倩语后援会的傻婆。Abby姐是遇上了，但根本挤不进Fiesta Street。云妹妹还差点被挤到窒息哦~~还好推回去另一个金河的入口。我们可是放弃在那里倒数了，所以便前往到Pavilion Kuala Lumpur咯！（酱近有酱美，人也没有酱多，气氛还很不错呢）

既然我们的电影在Pavilion，在这里倒数是最方便也最好不过的。连气氛都搞到特别好耶~~搞到我们自己都觉得身价提高了呵呵呵。离倒数还有大约2个多小时，便带云妹妹和敏妹妹到Clinique去咯。云妹妹还花了一笔钱投资在那里叻！（别怪我啦~~呵呵呵）等待时间到来之余我们便到一家酒吧喝杯酒。呵呵呵呵，又是我犯酒瘾咯~~我最最最最爱的-Lime Margarita。

滴滴滴滴..很快，就剩下那几分钟，2008就快和我们擦身而过。快快埋位！！！!

10，9，8，7，6，5，4，3，2，1
...AAAAAAAAAAAA.....
HAPPY NEW YEAR

（就不知道为什么会酱HIGH咯~~~）呵呵呵呵...Sg Wang 的烟火在Pavillion看得特别清楚。远远望去特别漂亮！（想比去年仰头望，今年的颈项可没这么痛）

2009年开始了，免不了的当然是自恋的猛拍照咯！我们噢还看到一大群很很很很特出的一群人类哦！（其实在Sushi King已经看到3个了，还觉得他们恐怖呐！云妹妹和敏妹妹还纵容我加入他们耶~~~过分~~我是要走庞克的帅气路线，不是庞克的另类路线啦！）为了证明我和他们是不一样的，以相片为证，请各位评评理呗~~~

好啦！电影时间到了！2009年第一部电影就是郑秀文，陈奕讯主演，任贤齐友情演出的《大搜查之女》感谢云妹妹的体贴选择这部电影，还和敏妹妹一起酸我帅帅的齐哥在电影里当舞男哦！齐哥，不管你当什么角色，都是酱帅的啦~~~~（又在沉迷于齐哥的帅气当中~~~~）

你看你看，齐哥是不是很帅叻？？？好久没有看到他酱“有型”的头发了！好像刚出道的样子呵呵呵~~~

看完戏后，已经是差不多2.30早上了！是不是该回家呢？没有咯！我们去唱K啦！唱到5点早上耶！！！呵呵呵呵呵，说真的我们三个哦，第一次，真的只第一次哦！没有回家逗留在外面酱酱酱久叻~~~爹地妈咪，我还是很乖的哦~~~

唱完K后，天还没亮。敏妹妹没有交通工具回家，所以只好打算等天亮咯！（不是我不要载啦！巴生很远呐！不是我的地头啦！）既然回到家每个一定倒头睡觉，先填饱肚子咯！直接驾到康乐去吃早点才送两位妹妹回家咯！

到家时已经是8点早上了，梳洗完毕后，碰！见见周公去呗~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~~~

寻找No2莞倩歌唱比赛

2008-12-29T02:31:00.007+08:00

之前为魔棋忙着莞倩的签名会,而由于这项活动在同时间进行,所以之前的初赛等都没有参与.在此我要感谢缤与Heng Yee 的帮助，替我分担Joanne那几次的工作当工作人员。这次的总决赛，托美女Joanne的福，也来帮帮忙咯！这回要感谢嘉嘉愿意与我同行，让你无聊了！谢谢你哦！

这场比赛，最开心的莫过于见到超帅超可爱的一位参赛者-Kiddo咯！

有颜帅的出现，当然少不了莞言倩语后援会的一班帅气美女们咯！

美女们，我还是要po你们的合照上来啦！和我合照很失礼么？
***sop sop sop***泪落满脸-ing***

庆祝圣诞节

2008-12-27T17:17:00.018+08:00

圣诞节,对我而言就只是一个公共假期.从懂事以来,不管是圣诞前夕还是圣诞节当天,都是我家大扫除的日子.还记得几年前,圣诞节前夕是与一位久违朋友相见的日子.可惜,他失约了.另一个呢,是因为必须在家大扫除令我不能赴圣诞节之约,但当晚取而代之却是一个甜蜜的回忆,也是我难以取舍的感动回忆. 哎, 怎么这种日子就是特别容易令人感慨呢?

今年的圣诞节,与往常不一样.打破圣诞节不出街的前例,今年与我的姐妹们一起度过.嘉嘉还特别吩咐我们要打扮得漂漂亮亮拍照留念.圣诞节到处都布置得美轮美奂,充满了温暖唯美的感觉.我们到THE CURVE 度过这美好的一天。活动嘛！都是免不了的逛逛街，看看戏，享受午餐。

电影的时间未到，我们便到处逛逛拍照。边逛IKEA边讨论着我们我们梦想的家，梦想的家具。拍照时幻想着自己融入在那漂亮的国外，虽然没有那冷风的感觉，但却充满着温暖的心。

我们在气氛相当好的ITALIANESE吃午餐。一个FRIED CALAMARI开胃餐，CLASSIC CARBONARA 和 GARLIC CHICKEN PIZZA作为主餐，CREAME BRULEE 作为甜点。少不了的当然还有我最爱的LIME MARGARITA咯！我们４个呢，也在午餐之后来交换礼物。幸运的是，每个人都对自己拿到的礼物充满喜爱哦！

电影呢我们就选了叶文这部戏。我们可是看的目不转睛，好得没笔墨所能形容。若真的要形容，就一个字：赞！此时也不得不称赞甄子丹的演技和笑点，最近他的电影都有你意想不到的笑点哦！

电影之后，已经是７时多了。夜色还早，我们便到KUCHAI LAMA的回音石续摊。就在那里，喝杯饮料，听听歌，哼哼歌呢～～还被驻唱歌手酸耶！丢脸～～

第一次的圣诞节庆祝会就在友谊的陪伴下度过。

很开心，因为我拥有他们，陪我度过这个被视为幸福和温暖的一天。

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

超超超的话语

2008-12-23T23:58:00.003+08:00

日子真的是超无聊耶！！！！每天都不知道自己到底做了什么，浪费了多少时间。或许是太有闲了吧！与之前忙碌到没得睡的日子真的差好多哦！看，连写部落格都酱白痴，唉~~

既然都无聊了，就在这里想分享一下我不同的朋友团常用的话语。

我的岛民们啊~~很喜欢“到”这个字哦！所以每次讲话都会加“到”在后面的。例如：

无聊到~~
白痴到~~
衰到~~
可怜到~~
过分到~~
辛苦到~~

“到”的音还要拉长哦！

除了岛民以外，还有两个美女呵喜欢用-“几”...........“一下咯”。例如：
几衰一下咯
几美一下咯
几可爱一下咯
几烦一下咯
几厉害一下咯

还有还有啊！还有一个“Delde”，代表心情掉落谷底的意思。是我辩论组的战友们常用的哦！

其实还有蛮多的，不过没有心情到~~ =p

主题的两个空行，请各位自行填下去，哈哈哈哈~~

After Exam

2008-12-19T14:05:00.002+08:00

考试过了一段日子，我也懒散了一段日子。其实啊，我应该说会继续懒散接下来的几个星期吧！说实在，最后一份考卷有点令我措手不及，也来不及做完。唉，都怪自己啦，一言难尽了！

假期里，朋友们要不就工作，要不就去旅行，日子过得蛮充实的。而我啊，却在家里上上网，看日剧韩剧偶像剧，偶尔看看书弹弹琴，要不就看看基本课程的参考书，要不就懒床躺在那里动也不动。是悠闲还是无聊，我已分不清楚了。

今天，是我的日记和金花姐妹的生日~~生日快乐~~昨天晚上12点就寄简讯给他们了。我想啊，姐妹明天要上班应该睡了，而日记嘛或许会因为工作没开电话吧！打算喝杯小酒，看看小说，就上床睡觉。没想到日记回了我简讯，难免还是会有点开心的，而早上也收到姐妹的回信了。看到两封简讯的内容，觉得自己还算是个不错的朋友。起码我的祝福是带给他们快乐，而不是公式性的问候。

当然假期也不是真的这样虚度青春啦！还是会和朋友聚聚唱K看戏，还要感谢ABBY姐和JOANNE让我参与魔棋的一些活动。这个学期，过得有点辛苦。新的一年快到了，我得好好利用这段假期好好调整自己了，为将来，为学业，为自己打好底子了。

圣诞节要到了，到处都充满着幸福的味道。今年的圣诞一如往常，静静地呆在房间里，好好思考，好好享受那宁静的圣诞节。

During Exam

2008-12-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

wahahahaha...

1 paper finish
another 1 to go

~~~hate books already~~~

I miss all the outings with my friends
I miss my dramas
I miss my bed

Wait for Me ya!

~~~After tomorrow will be FREE le~~

My Girls Gang, My Debate Leng Lui, My Isolated Island Members,
My Handsome /Pretty Friends

Here

I

Am

But Please
After Tomorrow Ya

>0<

Before Exam

2008-12-09T00:01:00.002+08:00

Study week does not make me feel to study. Tomorrow is the exam day and still I spent my precious study week to hang out with my friends for birthday celebration, go for warehouse sales to see any cheap things to grab, go to Bobbi Brown party to get door gifts, watch drama that I downloaded, online to play facebook and read comics. Reading only took 2-3 hours in a day of mine.

Compare to previous semester, this is the most relaxing semester which only 2 subjects to study and yet nothing much to study except the LAN paper moral. Moreover, these 2 papers are on the early of the exam week which less time to revise, more time for holiday. I am still planning on what I should do during this 3-4 weeks time.

I plan to have a trip, maybe alone or with anyone of my friends. Overseas travelling sounds interesting especially after Gia shared her experiences during the trip to Hong Kong, Macau, GuangZhou, and ShenZhen. However, money is another issue which I have to consider since I have not much left in my bank accounts for this month. Travel within Malaysia is enough for me, but I have not made up any idea where to go. Sigh

Maybe I should look for part time job, as what other of my classmates do. But I was asked to help for a few events from Mainstream Music, even though those are FOC, because my main concern is to gain experiences. I could not fix any of my time for part time, maybe freelance? It still depends on my interest on that job.

I hate myself for being so undecided in so many issues in my life. Life goes on and time will not wait for me. Still have to figure out and plan for my last year in university.

Have an “enjoyable” moment during exam weeks and enjoy the relaxing moment during the only 1 month holiday. Cheers!

Being Not-Me

2008-12-04T21:54:00.001+08:00

Life won’t be prefect unless you think it is. I was in an extremely high mood after came back from Richie Ren’s Love and Beloved 2008 Concert in Genting Highlands. Almost everyone around me knew that as I was non-stop promoting him and show-off what I had had experienced on that day. For some reasons, some might felt it was a bit of annoying. However, compare to those people out there who show-off their experiences with their beloved boyfriend or girlfriend, I think my experiences with Richie Ren are more precious and memorable.

No time to waste after the concert. Again I back to those days without day and night. This time I was getting more serious which I did not sleep for 2 days. 2 subjects in 7 weeks – everyone thought it was a relaxing semester. Actually it is tougher than what we thought. Luckily my part time jobs were only once or twice during weekend, which took only 3 hours. If not, who will take the blame on not finishing the work on time?

Thanks to the advices from some of my closest friends and my parents. I am learning not to angry on those people who do not act as what they said. Even if you are angry, it is nothing to do with them as they won’t care. Guess what? You fall sick (as what I am NOW) and being unhappy. You got what you did!

I am lucky to have the things I want. I have my parentS who love and pamper me. I have friendS that support and share my joy. I have shoulderS to let me lie on and listen to me. I have dreamS to achieve in my future. Yes, I am showing-off to let those people out there who hate me, talk bad about me, envy me, dislike me or have any negative feelings towards me. I purposely to put the S in Caps – I believe you know what the S mean in grammar.

You think you know everything, but actually you are not! You think you are always right, but you do not even know the mistakes you have done. You hate people for some reason, but you do not know how you portrait yourself in front of others.

BEFORE YOU TALK SOMETHING BAD ABOUT OTHERS, ASK YOURSELF, ARE YOU A PERFECT PERSON? I tell you, no one is PERFECT.

Ish, again I have to remind myself not to angry. Sorry I am still learning and sorry for being so annoying. =p

任贤齐2008年云顶演唱会 ^^

2008-11-28T20:19:00.013+08:00

想了很久，这篇部落格呆在我心里好久了。短短的一个月-开心的，辛苦的，生气的，期待的…好多好多哦！真的多得让我觉得很不可思议，也让我不知从何说起。

当然，最幸运，最意想不到的莫过于见到我的挚爱偶像-任贤齐。为了他，我忘了砸了多少钱-演唱会，聚餐，周边产品，车费，住宿等。但我觉得，这次的相遇令我等了好久好久。这次见到，下次又要等多久呢？

首先是歌迷们的聚餐-让我近距离的见到他，就是那么的近，近的不可思议。齐哥替我购买的周边产品-帽子和衣服签上名。两个字-幸福。接着轮到与不同国家的家族成员合照时，齐哥原本就已经站好在台上了，可是到我们的时候他竟然走下台，叫我们先站好好“埋位”。本小姐不知怎么了竟然选择蹲着前面，刹那间觉得齐哥有点瞪着我的感觉，不晓得在他心里是不是在想：“这么这个小妞这么调皮选择蹲呢？”过后“埋位”后，齐哥竟然蹲在我隔壁耶！两个字-幸福。

聚餐过后，期待的莫过于演唱会了。身为歌迷会当然少不了献花，而马来西亚会员是超听齐哥的话-不要浪费钱！所以和其他的家族比较，我们只准备一束花，献花的代表就由抽签决定。当时的心情是：“唉，应该轮不到我的啦！”怎知，我抽中了！再来两个字-幸福。真的不晓得走什么运，好事都往我身上飘。到了演唱会场地，我的位置是舞台的正中间，前面起第六排。三个字-超幸福。其他歌迷都叫我把握机会，献花时抱他啊！吻他啊！我想抱就够啦！不想登上报纸啦！不然我的颜面何存啊！

我想我不需形容我多么的享受那场演唱会-之前那一篇已经足够形容了我一切一切的感受。齐哥是一位很好很好的艺人，只要有献花的他都会以拥抱作为答谢，我当然也不例外。记得我刚开始想一马当先第一个献花，怎知后来一堆人冲前去，让我有点胆怯。过后看到没有人了才慢条斯理走到台前，慢慢靠近舞台。台上的齐哥，离我好近好近 - 看着他，眼里就只有他，看到他的表情那么真实，好开心哦！我想，他是认得我的 – 因为我带着有他签名的帽子。他看着我的表情，似乎是说：“我不是不要你们花钱吗？怎么还有花啊？这么不听话哦？”哈哈哈，不管咯！齐哥还是走下台，接过那束花，给我一个拥抱。抱着他，很幸福，可以感觉到他的拥抱，感觉到他的嘴在唱歌，感觉到他真实的人-我无言了，是幸福的说不出话了。

当晚他唱了好多我好爱好爱的歌-最爱的那首“依靠”，那首令我爱上他的“依靠”，他唱了！那时，我哭了，因为我真的真的很爱那首歌！没想到他有唱这首歌！当天的我，真的好幸福哦！

就这样，幸福了一整天，整个晚上！幸福的令我觉得好不真实，幸福的令我忘了一切。好棒的感觉耶！

P/S : 谢谢Johnny的演唱会海报~~~ 谢谢替我拍照的人~~~谢谢大马小齐家族所有成员~~

快HIGH死了！

2008-11-09T16:23:00.003+08:00

昨天的我，真的快HIGH死了哦！

齐哥，果然是最棒的哦！

而且，我还超超超幸运的哦！！希望没有耗完我这辈子的运气吧！！

哎哟，真的不知如何形容我有多多多开心哦！

喊叫到声音快没了，热情到云顶变得一点都不冷，爽到所有烦恼都忘记了。

你说

这场演唱会有多么多么多么得棒？

下回，以图为证

让你见见齐哥久违的平民大家长样吧！

见面

2008-11-08T01:33:00.002+08:00

和往常一样，没有一点睡意。心里，充满着期待-终于要见到他了。等了好久好久，真的好久没有见面了。听说，他瘦了，憔悴了。有点心疼，有点难过。或许是我有一点陷得太深了，对他的仰慕从未间断过。

听见他的声音，我会笑。知道他的消息，我会很兴奋。知道他要来了，我会迫不及待。不管浪费多少时间，对他，我都义无反顾。爸妈说我太傻了，朋友说我白痴。真的，我不介意当傻瓜，不介意当白痴 – 因为是他。

他的笑容，安抚我不安的心。他的声音，陪伴我难过得日子。他的消息，带给我无限的期盼。

不晓得，明天会如何呢？

~齐哥,演唱会要加油哦!~

哭

2008-11-02T23:31:00.004+08:00

这个学期的我，好像没有一丝丝想上学的心情。每天都只想躲在家里，睡觉也好，看电视也罢。就这样上上网，看看杂志的过日子。或许像这样轻松的日子，就只有两个科目的学期（而且有一课不列入CGPA当中）应该不会再有吧！

这天，就像往常一样懒散的过日子。整理了该整理的报告后，悠闲的上网站看漫画。有些朋友或许不知道，本小姐是一个全职的干物女，兼职的御宅女。要是你不明白其意思，就去google一下吧！有一本漫画追了很久但没有继续出版，多谢网络的发展让我得以看看瓮底的秘密。

我说，我是一个蛮容易落泪的人，应该不多人会相信吧！不管是电影，连续剧，故事书，甚至漫画，感动和悲哀时都会掉眼泪哦！还有朋友分手，伤心，我也会心痛哦！今天呀我竟然看漫画看到哭耶！现在想起来，最后一次为自己哭，是几时的是呢？

应该是进不了政府大学的那一刻吧！有点心碎，有点幻灭 - 梦想进入理大的梦破碎了！碎的，不只是自己的梦想与憧憬，也是父母的期望，还有一直以来的坚持。更久的，应该是心疼自己放弃了曾经心爱的他，责备自己和后悔自己的所作所为伤害了他。

原来，我真的很少为自己哭耶！哈哈，是好事吗？掉眼泪，好像是女孩的特权耶！

或许是，我很幸福吧！

Untitled Story 2

2008-10-12T19:59:00.010+08:00

Less than 12 hours, I'll be back to campus again to continue study. Wow! It has been such a long time since my last day step into UTAR for exam. Time flies and again I'm back to the daily routine that I used to it. Ya, I miss that so much!

Yesterday I came back from Langkawi, again I overspent on the things that I love so much - Chocolate and Cocktails! Before I start my blog on Langkawi Trip (have to collect all the photos from others) Here are some photos of my favourites.

Cocktails By Jenn

Welcome to Langkawi

Waterfall - Serenity

Sky or Sea?

Unlimited Power You can Reach

No more money to spend for the following semester. Better save money now!

Untitled Story 1

2008-09-26T16:52:00.001+08:00

I thought I am always realistic, I live in reality. I guess I was wrong, I still keep myself in my own dream which so-called reality of my own. I keep on telling myself not to dream things that are impossible. But why am I still putting hope on that?

I am talking nonsense again.

HIMONO ONNA, a new Japanese term which describe exactly who I am. There might be a slightly different, but I have the major characteristics that apply to this group. Hopeless I should say because I am the kind of people who are very stubborn and refuse to change. I guess I will not get rid of myself for being himono onna.

Yes, I know I am hopeless

There are only another few days for me to be in Bridges as intern. 5 months, almost half of the year being here and get used to the environment I might have for my future. Again I ask myself, am I suitable to carry myself as a PR practitioner after 1 year? As what my friends in local university worrying, especially those who graduate next year, what are we going to do after graduate? Working or continue studying? Again we are in dilemma.

I will have my so-called 1 week holiday sooner and later. Can I just stay inside my room, lay down, think and do nothing?

Especially For You

2008-09-02T16:51:00.020+08:00

First and Foremost, I would like to thank many friends of mine who wish me during my birthday as well as having the birthday celebration marathon for me. Too much things I would like to tell you all and it is hard for me to express it with words. Still, I wish that my readers would know, how much I appreciate all your efforts on this special day of mine – Love, Care, and Happiness I have all this time.

Dear Wen Bin,

Thanks to be with me all the time when I faced that unexpected moment. I knew your effort, to choose the present which meant so much for me. Do not blame yourself on what had happen because you are the one who hurt the most in this incident. I love you as my sis, someone precious for me. You know me well, and we have seen each other changes from time to time. We experienced so many ups-and-downs, happiness and sadness and still we are together, and I really hope, we will be together forever.

Dear Yuen,

Thanks for your love and care all this time. We knew each other since primary but the time when we get closer to each other was when we were after Form 5. I feel sorry to you for the decision I made and I knew it hurts you. You are the one I rely on when I was bored and sad. I still remember how we tease each other, having so many jokes and shared all those sweet memories we have with Wen Bin. Honestly, I really appreciate someone like you, who willing to be with me. Sorry for being selfish that I wish to keep our relationship as what we have now and forgive me for choosing not to move forward as what you hope for.

Dear Sis Venus,

We knew each other since we were young, or I should say the time you came to this world, is almost the time when I have my first heartbeat. We are so closed together even until now. Uncountable memories that we had shared - the first makeup we had, the first duet we had, the time when the school holiday started, the time when we sing k together, the time we had our parapara dance, the time when we cried, the time we move forward to our own dreams. I am glad to see you have someone who truly loves you, who willing to walk down the aisle and share the rest of his life with you. I knew what you have experienced and I knew what you truly need. And now you found it and grab it tightly in your hands. All the bad things will go, and rainbow comes after the rain. No matter what happen, we are always bind to each other-not only the blood that we have, but the heart that love and care each other.

Dear gangs (Ros, Gia, Chris, Elaine, June, May, Fish,Esther, Sim Yee)

All this time, we still together even though we are far apart. Hardly for me to describe, how grateful am I to have you all as my companions, my true friends. It is not easy to have a lasting friendship. All the changes we have, all the happiness and sadness that we share, all of these binds us together and make the bond getting stronger. When I need you all, you’ll be there. You are a part of my life, the person that I could not live without after my family. No one could understand me more than you did because you have seen me grow up as what I am, help me through with most of the circumstances. I have you all every of my birthday celebration, not only the presents that I always bring along, but the hearts that be with me all the time.

Dear angels (Cam, Yee Mun, and Shuang)

Besides my gang, you are the person that I love and pamper. I am meant to be your guardian angel, who always prays for your happiness. I am happy to know that you are a leading a sweet moment in your life and do remember I will always be with you when you need me. When you need a shoulder to rely, I am here. When you need ears to listen to you, I am here. When you need someone to company you, I am here. I remember the time you cried, which really hurt me deeply. So promise me, be strong and happy. Your smile and happiness are always my best medicine to cheer up my days.

Dear I2 members (Heng Yee, Sharon, Felicia, Siak Wei, Johnny)

Even though we knew each other for only a year, fate brings us together. We are from different background and states, but we share a common thing that binds us together. It is not easy to find a friend, in a place which is competitive. I am lucky to have not only one, but five of you to share the rest of my university life together. No matter what will happen in the future, I truly hope that we will still be with each other, to build up a strong team, to create the dreams of our own, and to achieve the success that waiting for us.

Dear T2 members,

Thanks for being my classmate and a part of my sweet memories for my university life. Thanks to all of you who have such a warm heart that brighten up my life and make me proud of. Thanks to May, the class-rep that always helpful and responsible. Thanks to Freda, Phine and Herng who accept me as a team member when the time I was almost giving up myself. You lend me your hand, you give me your trust, and you bring back my hope to be with you all again.

Dear Debate Teammates,

Sorry for making you all disappointed and thank you for letting me to be with you even though it was only a short period. Thanks for teaching me the knowledge and the beauty for the art of debate. Thanks for telling me the importance of the teamwork. Thanks for showing me your forgiveness on my attitude and weakness. Thanks to Lemon, Iris, and Sze Won for being my sisters and accept me as a part of the family. Thanks for all the seniors that put so much efforts to make me grow. Thanks to make me feel belonging when I was helpless.

Dear Fai,

Thanks for being the person that make me learn and think. All the things that you have taught and helped me all this moment meant so much in my life. Thanks for the happiness and memories that you gave me which I will always appreciate and keep it in my heart. Thanks for the smiles that cheers me up when I was down. Thanks for the advices that make me grow and be tough. Thanks for being the person who were so special for me. Thanks for still being my friend.

Dear Alan,

Thanks for the surprises and care that you gave me during my worst moments. Thanks for the calls and messages that brighten my days and bring back my smile. Thanks for promises and cheers that cure my wound. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to know someone like you who brings me dreams and cares. You make me smile every time I received your calls in the late night. You make me miss the time which I feel someone need my care. I truly wish that someday we will meet again; someday you will remember me again.

Dear Yumi, Mei Yi, Leonard Dai Lou, Poh Yee, Keat Lim, Hui Chien, Daddy Zi Lie, Janeto San, Kah Woi, Kin Mun Gor Gor, Wai Quan Jie Jie, Leng Zai Wye Kitt, Yew Ren, Yoke Ling, Khim Chew, Dorothy, Wai Leong, Qiao Ying, Sue Li, Alexander, Liang Chuen, Shu Lim, Lai Teng and all those who called, sms, sent message through Friendster and Facebook to wish me Happy Birthday.

Thanks for remembering my birthday and still remember me even though we have been lost contact for a long time. Thanks for giving me the feeling of belonging. I wouldn’t be what I am now without you all.

***I will not wish for more, I wish to keep what I already have now – my family and my friends. I am lucky enough to have the family who love and pamper me. I am lucky enough to have friends that support me. I am lucky enough to have colleagues that are helpful and role models for my future career. I am lucky enough to have all of these***

I LOVE YOU ALL. THANKS FOR BEING A PART IN MY LIFE.

幸福，别离开我

2008-08-12T02:28:00.005+08:00

我，似乎在这里消失了一段时间-工作上的忙碌，充斥了我的时间。夜深人静，我，没有睡意。明天要提早上班，还有一堆堆工作还没完成，报告也没时间写。此时的心情，难于形容。我，灵魂好像不见了。

8月8日，北京奥运开幕。当时的我，刚刚抵达芙蓉的酒店，来得及看看那张艺谋张导演的佳作，感谢我的大佬让我们放肆的悠闲看开幕，运动员进场后才开始我们的准备工作。芙蓉过后，便前往新山出发-进行那2天的活动。我并不累，因为途中可以小睡一段时间。回来了，才是要烦恼的时候。

这篇部落格的开头，是否很无聊呢？我不知道，因为我已不知道该怎么开头了。首先是因为辩论组，我在里面应该是最会逃避，最不长进的那一个。我知道他们的努力和付出，然而拉曼大学却常被人灌上差劲的称号-不是别人，而是本身拉曼的学生灌上的。有时，我真的很不明白，为什么有些人总是漠视别人的努力呢？辩论组输了，我的心很疼很痛，也知道付出未必有回报。看着姐妹的部落格，我掉下了眼泪，全辩离我们而去，或许也意味着我们即将分离。我，还有1年的大学日子，总觉得今年的日子过得好快哦！我，舍不得啊！好不容易有姐妹们陪着我，好不容易有岛民哄着我，好不容易遇到肯一起奋斗的组员，怎么这么快就结束呢？思咏思云丽敏姐妹，还记得去年我们4个人唯一2次的辩论吗？就是在我第一次和你们集训的时候，大伙儿都还聚在一起的时候吗？还有机会吗？不能一起辩论，一起疯狂的唱K，可以吗？

今年的这段时候，和去年不一样。第一份生日礼物，是我想要很久的戒指。已经快要放弃的时候，那枚戒指却来到了我手中。感谢缤，为我选的这份礼物。感谢源，对我的呵护和体谅。我曾和缤说过：我希望缤，源和豪来送给我这枚戒指。随着我们之间的破裂，只剩下我们3人的时候，想的到这枚戒指的心消失了。虽然渴望，但只有窥望，不敢欲望。人生，就是这么奥妙。当你越想要，你得不到。但你若顺其自然，或许冥冥中注定你就会得到。我得到的，不只是这枚戒指，还有缤和源对我的爱。听着他们说着如何为我挑选礼物，如何斟酌，就只是为了那小小的心意，我真的很感动。

除此以外，桦和伶今年也会回来陪我过生日耶！好久好久，没有一起庆祝了。每一次死党聚会总会少一两个美女陪在我身旁，今年怎么让我过得这么幸福呢？

幸福的感觉接踵而来，但我知道幸福的感觉很难持久下去的。总一天我们会分离-就好像再过不久我得和Irene大姐大，WQ姐姐，Leonard大佬，JOLENE姐姐，和MS ANG分开，真的有点舍不得。实习生来了又走，或许在他们心目中我只是一个过客，但他们教导我很多很多，特别是LEONARD大佬-要求高，挑剔多，但他真的是一个很好很好的学长。在他身上，学到很多，也知道他其实很疼我们，最起码他常因为我的小粗心而丢脸，却只是罗嗦几句，没有重重的责备我。对他，又敬又畏，真的很想在他身边继续学习。很想重新上课，却不想离开他们，可能吗？

被幸福包围的我，很想自私的幸福下去，可以吗？

我，很自私，也很幼稚

2008-07-28T09:55:00.002+08:00

这篇，应该是与大家分享我在KOTA BAHRU的点点滴滴。在那里，我学习的不少，过得也很开心。自个儿也慢慢的了解什么是该做的，什么是不应该的。然而，我必须把那一切耽搁到下一篇。原因有二：一是照片还没到手，难于利用言语来表达。二是从那里回来后发生一件令我意想不到的事，想在这儿说说我心里的话。

那一通电话，如往常一样-每当我无聊，他就是我最好的听众，听我唠叨。他爱欺负我，作弄我。他会安慰我，让我撒娇。他的存在，并不是很多人知道，因为我不曾和朋友分享过有关他的事。他的存在，或许是一种习惯，知道不管过了多久的岁月，我们的感情依然不变。当他离开时，很不舍，但没有心痛-他是为未来而离开，为家人而离开。对他到底是怎样的感觉？我真的不知道！因为他有别于那个曾经的人，有别于那个暧昧的人。

这一天的电话，很平凡，都是谈些我最近的事，谈些他即将回来的安排，谈些那段曾经发生在我们周围的事。不同的是，他问了我一道问题，一道我意想不到的问题。至今，我不知道要如何作答。对我而言，因为那是一道很深奥的问题。或许对别人来说，它是一道简单不过的问题。但我知道，我给的答案，必须经过深思熟虑，从各方面分析以及假设的思考后才能做答。我，没把握作答。我相信很多人会骂我，会讲我，更免不了说我自私。说真的，对他，我的确很自私。我奢望他继续如以前一样对我，也不希望改变现状。因为现在的我很幸福，我的幸福当中有许多人，也少不了他。

我是一个很笨的人，是一个很自私的人，也是一个很傻的人。我只会作伤害别人的事，也常作伤害自己的事。或许，我又会再一次伤害一个对我好的人了。我，真是无药可救了。

这个星期的心情

2008-07-18T09:39:00.003+08:00

一瞬间，又一个星期了。还记得上个星期的我，由于时间紧迫，利用一个小时的时间疯狂购物，耗费了RM500。在此我得做一点解释，我并非盲目或没有经过考虑。SUB外套-和Freda逛街时已打算买的。Element的靴子和包包，是看过杂志后再三考虑兼有折扣的情况下买的。而TOUGH钱包是因为要送礼给朋友，两个一起买才有折扣而下手的。哎，或许在很多人的眼中我的的确确是个大花筒！但我的衣服都穿很久的哦！鞋子也是坏了才买.因为超爱黑白的包包，漂亮适合我的很少，所以在花费多了些。既然下个学期和明年第一学期的学费都准备好了，到Langkawi的旅费也准备好了，为何不在大促销的时候好好放松一番呢？当然是有适合才买咯！不然别浪费哦！

啰里啰唆一番后，是时候分享我的心情了。昨天和上个星期五对我来说是个充满惊喜的日子。由于上个星期日是我的一位知己的生日，所以特地在星期五是约他吃晚饭，顺便送礼物给他。认识他这么久，我真的还是第一次单独为他庆祝生日！很抱歉的事我竟然迟到了。每次都是我等他，这次竟然要他等我！哈哈哈哈！工作忙嘛！不过也得让他体会体会等待的无奈吧！=P 我们在一起是无话不谈的朋友，说着往事，说着未来。

他告诉我，那曾经弄不见得特别礼物，他找回了。是失而复得吗？不晓得。我，也不在意了。

他说，还可以戴，但已经久了，戴起来很不好看。
我说，那就给回我啊！
他说，要把它当古董啊！因为是我送他的礼物啊！

其实，真的很开心，证明那一段过去是存在的。更开心的事，如今的我们还能坐在一起吃饭聊天，分享对方的点点滴滴。或许我曾后悔过，但如今我应该庆幸我没有失去这么好的一位知己。

晚饭后，他主动提出电影的邀约，当作感激我为他的生日破费。当时的心情如何？其实并没有别人想象中的兴奋。因为，我不再多想了。虽然没有想到会碰巧遇到这么多熟人（可能让他们产生误会），但我很开心看见他的诚意和细心。对于我送他的礼物，有赞没有贬，证明我有眼光，也证明了我真的很了解他。

至于昨天，只是一通短短的惊喜电话，发觉我真的是一个很幸福的人- 一位到远方工作的友人突然拨电话来问候我状况。不知不觉，我们认识也好一段时间，曾经天天互传简讯，对对方上班下班时间了如指掌，不时晚上到我家外面喝茶聊天，甚至远出也保持电话连线。上了大学后，联络少了，他也离开了。我曾经想过，在他的生命里，我只是一颗微不足道的沙子-风一吹就不见了。我的联络号码还在他的手机里，那失而复得的友情突然显得好珍贵，有一丝丝的自我安慰。最起码，这个沙子还没被吹走啊！

工作的日子依然繁忙，压力也因活动的来临明显的增加了。但，我不孤单，因为我有超人上司兼学长照顾和叮咛我，也有很多朋友在关心和疼爱我。谢谢！

I Did It Again!!! OMG

2008-07-10T14:00:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry for everything I have done yesterday. I shouldn't do so, and I should realise the responsibility behind this action. I knew there is no turning back but I just cant help it!!!!!

No one try to stop me that time, I was alone and I knew I need to make this decision by myself. How helpless and exhausted I was but still I did it.

I feel so sorry and regret. I know I did a terrible mistake AGAIN!

I SPENT RM 500 in ONE HOUR.

JacketS from SUB

Boots and Bags from ELEMENT

Wallet from TOUGH

Mom and Dad

I AM SO SORRY

Not to worry, I was just suddenly lost of control yesterday. Might be too tired with the tasks I have and things that need to cope. Suddenly I was relieved. =P

夜深人静时，你想起谁呢？

2008-07-01T14:10:00.002+08:00

夜深人静，忙了一整天却没有一点睡意。手头上有截至的报告还没整理完毕，还有工作上的资料还没做完，还有好多好多的事情要处理。但，不知为什么，我只想好好整理房间，整理自己的思绪。

真正在这一行工作，虽然只是一个实习生，扮演的只是一个小助理，然而忙碌的上司自然也会有忙碌的助理。当他有压力时，自然而然我的压力更大。时间固然过的很快，不知不觉已工作了两个月-剩余的两个月应该也会在不知不觉中瞬间而过，特别是接下来的日子将是活动的重头戏，更是分秒必争，还嫌时间不够呢！

想着想着，我真的适合在这样的环境吗？我并非后悔，只是想到未来的日子将会以这样的方式渡过，时间的约束不再容许你浪费时间，虚度青春，更别说是悠悠闲闲过日子了。我，有资格吗？我，有能力吗？我，可以承受吗？真的，在这里我学到很多。我知道我在语文上的不足，我知道我对于事实的不了解，我知道我的表达能力比我想象的差。我变得好渺小，这样简单的实习生的工作都做不好，何时才能独当一面呢？

每当满脑子杂念时，往往我都会选择收拾房间，就好像整理思绪一样。将杂乱的房间整理一番，犹如将自己重整好。当我正在整理抽屉时，两封变黄的信纸落入我眼中。原来我的人生里，曾出现这样的一个人。那是一位只有片面之缘，而我却鼓起勇气得到他的地址和电话的人。曾经对他充满期待，曾经因为他的来信的开心不已，曾经为他每个星期五不睡觉聊电话，曾经希望开信箱会看到他的回信，曾经约定在圣诞前夕见面，曾经因为他的失约的伤心。原来对他有过这么多的曾经。

到现在还没有机会重逢，不晓得以后还可能有这么的一天吗？想见他，并不是为了爱情什么的，只是我想找回当时的自己。如今的我，不敢有期待，不敢有勇气，不敢有约定。人，是会长大的，会改变。但是我希望曾经的那个我并不要消失，那么单纯的我，那么期待的我，以及那么勇敢的我。

不久后的我，将踏入22岁了。此时的我聆听着陶喆的“二十二”，形容的真是贴切。或许，真的，我应该鼓起勇气，寻找这位失散的朋友，寻找迷失的自己。

a visit to YouTube

2008-06-26T14:17:00.005+08:00

Surfing in YouTube is not one of my favourite past time like others. My internship life is like that - once an event is over, you are either too free like nothing to do or too busy to follow up / continue with the next phase. It doesn't apply to everyone and not at me once in while =P.

There are a few calling that i need to do today for my supervisor coming eventS. Call for the ballroom, confirm the judges schedule, arranging the quotation and etc. After finish those work, start to surf on the net and looking for something interesting.

Tan Hong Ming- I guess everyone is familiar with this name and what it is. Yup, it is a TVC by Yasmin Ahmad from LeoBurnett, for their client Petronas during the Malaysia 50th National day. I have gone through a few articles about it due to the CannesLion 2008. Not only that, it also won 2 gold award - Film Direction and Public Service in Andy Award at New York which no other Malaysia ad agency won. Bravo!! The TVC is touching yet sweet and i keep on watching it again and again. Hong Ming is so cute and innocent-not to say that they are "colour blind" which mean they are not racist. It just the sentence which he want to tell the little girl - sooooooooo naive. Hahaha, now I'm wondering when he grows up, look back at this TVC, what will be in his mind then. You see, everyone knows him, at least those who involve in adv agency will know him. The person whose his name is taken as the name for Petronas ad has won so many awards.

Have a look and feel it with your heart.

Tan Hong Ming In Love

See he so cute...especially his expression when the cute girl said Tan Hong Ming is her boyfriend. So innocent hahahahaha....even teenagers or young adult also won't have this kind of expression. Hahaha act mature act cool ma...

After that, i started to surf YouTube to kill some of my time while waiting for the managers to reach their office. Guess what I found????

Everyone want to have more money, that's the truth! You thought every PR can earn a lot ar???? If you have nothing in your brain, only grass and shit inside, you can earn that much meh????

Like PR student very brand-conscious....yor....Everyone also brand-conscious ok????? Learn your English before you use creativity and humour for your ad. "Guess how much is it" become "Guest how much is it" Oh My God....

Am I Disaster?

2008-06-24T11:42:00.003+08:00

I don't know why am I having such a bad feeling. It happened since Sunday after I went out with my gang of girls. After reach home, having my dinner and went into my room. Watched drama that I have downloaded and unconsciously fall asleep. When I woke up, it was time when my family are going to bed.

I couldn't sleep, so decided to tidy up my room, my piano, my racks and my table. Had a cup of milk so that I could sleep better and faster. However, it didn't work which make me suddenly think of my future. Elaine and I were having a discussion on that while I was on the way to fetch her home. We both felt that our future are undecide, even myself have this kind of feeling. I can say that I choose the course that I like and I really love it. The problem is, is that gonna be what you are after you learn it?Most of the time, is a NO. You may practise it, but not in the field that you study for. So, what's the point?

Once in a while, I am a lier. I lie to myself that how capable I am, how much of the responsible that I can take, how confident I am. Actually I am not, I know myself well. Some how i wish that there are person who support me, who understand my situation, who know that there are things that I do not know, especially those who think that I know everything and I have everything. Don't pretend that you know me well!

What happen to me this week? I made mistakes when I work, I was exhausted, I was moody, and I could not concentrate even I was reading. Gosh, what is going to happen?

Time fliesss.....Yes! 1 week over!!!

2008-06-13T11:44:00.011+08:00

I guess Friday is my blogging day!! Hahaha..Maybe it comes to the end of the week and I have so many to share for this..Starting from last Saturday I had a gathering with my librarian board as well as the wedding dinner i attended on Sunday. Not forgotten the Lancome Skincare Experts on Tuesday and also a hectic Thusday with Shu Uemura Design Art Competition Judges Roundtable Interviews. Yes, P. Ramlee The Musical at Istana Budaya. Yesh! Busy and Pack Schedule always make time flies.

It's a good thing you know because you don't even realise you are getting older day by day! Wahahaha...To my friends who are suffering (or enjoying maybe XD) in university, I still miss my study moment in university and I do enjoy my time here without mid term and examination and lectures that hypnotizes me to tension for assignments. Hehehe..Johnny X Depp i know Comm Theories is tough and CRM is boring (everyone knows as long as you are taught by the dearest JAGA) We, the isolated members will wish you all the best ya, we'll mentally supporting you de..hahahaha...

1st come 1st, My librarian board gathering! It has been such a long time since our last gathering, everyone looks different. I remember the time when we were Form 5, when we are the committe members of the librarian board, and we stayed more time in the library than our classroom. We have done all the crazy things, fighting, arguing, teaming, and so much of memories that we shared that time pops into my mind. Ya, that 1 1/2 year was one of the best part of my schooling time. The feeling of belonging, and the bond that links us together.

United Forever!!!!

Look forward to our next gathering ya, when the time the other 3- Mei Yi, See Mun and Soon Yew to be with us again. I love and miss you all.

Ok, what's next?a wedding dinner with my Mom at Tropicana Golf and Country Resort. Nothing much to say about that except it seems like quite GLAM because of the location. The food was nice and full but the poeple were not punctual and it started at almost 8.45pm. ("^~^) Luckily i bought pizza for my dad and sis and we had a few bites so that we would not starve......Normal Malaysian style, there are no punctual in their dictionary!(I'm ABNORMAL) We didn't know anyone which is same table with us so i was busy snapping photo for my mom and myself XD

My Mummy and I ! Look alike right???

OOOO...then back to working day...Lancome workshop on Tuesday! Met many beauty editors from most of the women magazines. Female, Cleo, Citta Bella, New Tide, Glam and etc. Hur!!! Lancome wor, got free gift le sure come de!! Every press kitt come with a towel and a moisturiser. Lancome moituriser not cheap one ok? Some editors even got 2! It was my 1st event i should say, stand by at the media registeration desk with my high heel for the whole day! Guess what, I got a free makeup from Lancome makeup artiste team! Wahaha, which my manager said i looked sweet with the makeup! Hehehehe... Not only that, I learned the way to remove makeup and massage when applying skincare product. Hohohoho...we still got some leftover products with us, wondering will i got the opportunity to have one? or maybe more XD

Jolene, My Collegue and Senior

Different Range of Moisturisers from Lancome

However, Lancome is not under my supervisor account so we are just backup the other team. For my team, IT'S A NIGHTMARE!!! Shu Uemura Judges Roundtable Interview!! Only 2 out of 6 media attended the interview. I was not going because I need to stand by at office to contact the media. "Sop Sop" I knew even i were there I did nothing also. The whole working day was tiring but when it came to almost 5, my mood changed because I was going to P Ramlee the Musical with Pei Wah.

The Musial was fantastic and impressive! I have nothing to critic on the performance but I felt the female actresses done much more better than the main character- P Ramlee, especially Norizan by Melissa Saila. The way she expressed her loneliness, her feelings towards P Ramlee when he scolded her. Wow, wordless to explain! I enjoyed the whole show, and I had a great night with that! It costs RM87 with the seat worth RM120, 30% off for students. As Tiara Jacqueline production, Malaysia really have the potential to create miracle with this piece of works. I admire her so much! Another suprise which i saw Chef Wan and Winnie Loo. Winnie Loo is so glam and orgeous even in a nude makeup and simple outfit. That's what a stylist is!

Musly Ramlee as P Ramlee

Pei Wah and I in front of the P Ramlee, The Musical poster at Istana Budaya

Ooooo....have to prepare my bi-weekly report. How to squeeze in my 1 month internship into 2 weeks???Ish ish ish....

I miss my Blogging Moments

2008-06-06T15:54:00.009+08:00

Oh yes, I got the opportunity to write on my blog again! Yes, i have been ignored it for quite long ago, due to the lack of inspiration or i should say i lost my interest on blogging last month. =p Another word-LAZY. Curious why am I back to blog again? Thanks to my royal readers, Uncle Johnny who keep on reminds me to update my blog XD and also a best friend of mine who ask me to blog his story here. Wahahaha...actually i am really free today, during my working hours.

As you know, Public Relations has to be multitask and here i am to practice it. I am making calls to the editors and in the same time-Blogging. Maybe it is the weekend mood as well as the holiday mood whereby almost all the editors are not on their own desks. Some are going for holidays and some others are missing in action. And me? Sleepy and exhausted due to lack of sleep yesterday night. I ought to be sleep quite early yesterday, even without dinner. But my mom want me to follow my dad for shopping and wake me up from my sweetdream =( That makes me couldn't fall asleep when they were all in the deep sleep.

Back to my current life, working life i mean, or a more appropriate way-my internship. 1 month is over and now waiting for another 3 months to go. Ya, I miss study life which is so relaxing and energetic. Working life is not as bad as what you think, but it is just not as free as a student's life. At least, you have less responsibility which you need to carry together. I love my colleagues, who are really nice to me. I love my working place, where i really exposed to the variety of beauty brands. I love my office phone, which i need to touch it and call my beloved editors from dailies and magazines. I miss the magazines rack which next to me, so that i could read the latest beauty products as well as the fashion for FREE. (Guys, it is a part of monitoring!)

So, how's my life after work? Saturday and Sunday are my off-days which i can choose either to stay at home with my dearest laptop that many dramas in it. Hm..Highstreet 5 or Super Dance Online to De-Stress. Once in a while, i will hang out with my gangs of gals from secondary school or my Uni friends. Sometimes even during weekdays, learning my piano and Japanese. I am quite balance with both of my studies, working as well as entertainment ya!

Super Dance Online

Highstreet 5

Now, I wanna tell the story about my best friend! Wahahaha, since he told me that he dislike to read people's blog and he knew that i will blog about it. I'm doing this because it is what he wish for! XD No la, he is a very good person who shows me the way to Tropicana Golf & Country Resort. He is someone who know me so well including my weakness. He is someone who likes to bully me and even hit me with my little devil when i was driving. He is calm and brave when he was robbed (not raped XD). He is a dumb person who gave the robber opportunity to rob him XD. This is the story that he want me to share with you all! Hahahaha. He told this story of him just want to calm me down when we were talk about the inccident happened few years ago. That time was my wallet and beloved handphone which were snatched by the thieves, and I was with him at that time, yamcha-ing nearby his house.

Wanna see his HANDSOME face?Heheheheh...

Dunwan la, later my readers ask me for his number...I don't want to be a match-maker anymore.Hahahahah..Go and figure out at my friendster account,and look through my friend list.XD

Yeh, there will be an event on this Tuesday!!! Lancome Lancome Lancome!!!Yippie......but first come first, it is WEEKEND! I'll have my Ex-Librarian Committe Members Gathering tomorrow, then attend a wedding dinner at Tropicana Golf & Country Resort on Sunday. Hurray!!!

I'm SLEEPY!

2008-05-26T15:18:00.003+08:00

Currently, I'm in office. Ya i am under my internship now at Bridegs PR and Events. Today is the first day for our new semester. Miss the time whereby we meet our friends and share what we have experienced during our holiday. However it does not happen to me and my coursemates.

I miss the time in campus, knowing our new lecturers and prepare for assignment and everything, rather than working. Some do enjoy they internship and i hope i will. I am having great time and learning a lot from here. But the problem is, I don't even have a break after my exam finished, and still my internship period will be about 4 months.(Hopefully it wouldn't be extended)

The last two weeks i'm getting used to the life in here. Learning and Practising. But i don't know why am i so tiring today. It is due to the cocktail i had yesterday at TGI? Shouldn't be cause it is not my first for having magarita. Maybe i am lack of sleep? (But according to my mom i slept quite early around 10-10.30)

I am sleepy but still have many things to be done. Help again..

此时此刻的心情

2008-05-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

7日5月2008年(星期三)

（周杰伦的青花瓷，听着的歌曲，一字一句，扣着心，顿时的心，不知所措了，我是怎么了呢？以前的我对他的歌曲，没有一点兴趣;如今的我对他的歌曲，竟然变得陶醉。一而再，再而三-爱的不只是周杰伦的旋律，我更爱的是方文山的词。原谅我的陶醉，原谅我的厚爱，原谅我的沉迷）

今天是实习的第一天，感觉上是蛮累的。上个星期五才刚刚考完最后一张考卷，星期六乖乖呆在家里，星期日和CHEESE逛街看戏吃寿司，星期一为了开工美美的而去弄直头发，星期二为傻婆sharon庆祝生日和我的岛民们去ONE UTAMA 的 SHOGUN吃自助日本餐。看起来我的生活还蛮多姿多彩的不是吗？

对于这次的考试，压力有些大。除了来自本身的因素，最重要的还是因为外来的因素的影响。似乎，我什么都会；也觉得，完全一窍不通。奇怪的是，我根本没有紧张的心情，反而还非常轻松的去面对每一课。或许，是因为在RHINO MAXX唯一学到的一句话-DO NOT TRY YOUR BEST, YOU NEED TO DO YOUR BEST．已经尽力了，我觉得我已发挥我应该发挥的，那其他的就是你的命，你的运了。

回想起来，时间还过得真快！我们已经踏入实习的时候了。之前为了实习的事，烦恼很多。一直想往艺术等演艺那方面跑去，但最终我还是放弃了跑EVENT，而跑去PR FIRM那方面了。此时的我，到底要的是什么呢？

第一天上班，就有意想不到的收获了。一早就与上司同事往LimKokWing University去，做一个SHU UEMURA与该大学合作的一个包装设计比赛，还有机会见见最大的美容等时尚化妆品-L’oreal 的PR MANAGER会面，还请我们吃午餐呢！该说我幸运吗？回到公司后，学长学姐交待我这几个月必须接触的工作，我想这几个月，除了忙碌还是忙碌吧！不是真合我意吗？

不止啊！我公司就在我中学附近而已哦！那里是我和姐妹们常喝茶的地方，回音石民歌餐厅就在街尾罢了哦！我，是不是很幸福呢？

糟糕！

2008-04-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

对不起，考试前夕还做这么无聊的事！我愧对于我自己，我愧对于我父母，我愧对于很多人。

但我真的疯了！怕了！

考试快快结束吧！我好想整理思绪，好好沉淀自己，好好休息。。。。。。

祝福我，考试顺利，一切顺利。

（我对天发誓，我对每个人都很好，没有做任何伤天害理的事！）

有感而发

2008-04-19T15:14:00.000+08:00

不知不觉，一个学期就完毕了。连Study Week也这样的过去了。自上一次的部落格，已经有好一段时间没有写了。每次到了期末，就是为了作业而烦恼。开心的，这次的作业做的还不错！真的是要特别感谢我那几位队友呀！感谢你们对我的包容，感谢你们给我的空间，没有你们我应该会是班上的孤魂野鬼吧！

来到期末了，还是得为自己做一个总结吧！这个学期，在课业上我学习了很多。人事方面，问题比上个学期减少了，那真是一个值得开心的事！最开心的莫过于成为了岛主-还有一群和我一起狼狈为奸的内阁和岛民们。和他们在一起，很快乐很自由。或许我们都经历过相同的事，或许是我们的性格相近，把我们紧紧地扣在一起。还有要感激我的旅游兼文化部长为我准备得茶点哦！百忙之中还要你替我弄面包，辛苦你了！
在这短短的大学生涯里，有我的岛民们，有我那知心的队友们，有我的辩论战友们，有我系最好的同班同学们，有热爱搞活动的朋友们-我知足了。接下来要弥补的就只是要靠自己的课业上奋斗，为我的前途铺路。人事方面，保持现状就够了。

刚刚看完了由我的超级偶像-任贤齐的夏日麽麽茶，想起了两年前的我。2006年4月2日晚上，我和中学的姐妹们踏上往热浪岛的路途。那一趟旅程，期待已久了。那三天三夜之旅，很难忘，也很怀念。我记得那美丽的星空，也记得那凉爽的海风。忘不了的，除了我们姐妹们的畅谈，与他们欢乐的点点滴滴，还有对电话那一位的心情。
此景何时再有呢？我们姐妹们之间的旅行，或许因为时间的配合上，我们7个人在一起应该是蛮难的，但愿香港之旅会如期进行吧！不然，长大后的我们应该会为自己的未来忙碌，加上当各位已有身边的一个伴，我们还会有这样的机会一起旅行吗？这时的我，突然有很多的感叹。2年了，每个人都经历过不少的事而长大了。分分合合，或许已经习以为常了。但我的心，还是会为这种分分合合而心痛。我的朋友还是很多啊！为什么我会有这种若有所失的感觉呢？

以为拥有的，换来的只是一场空。友谊永存会是个梦吗？曾经有人告诉我：“我知道你注重朋友，但你不可能可以顾全你所有的朋友，不管你多努力。”无可否认，对我说这句话的人，我已经放下了。因为，他不需要我了。还有热浪岛时想念的那一位，对他的感情已经化为乌有了。因为，他不需要我了。短短的几年友谊，因为时间的流逝而转淡了。不管多深厚的友谊，或许因为一个不小心，弄丢了。

不晓得有一天，当我在踏上热浪岛的时候，那时的我会是怎样的呢？到头来，或许我还是自己一个。

Penang Trip

2008-03-18T23:15:00.004+08:00

18 March 2008 Time: 0.30pm

It is not part of my plan for this trip. I still remember that when I received this call from Chew Loong, it was my first day of work at Rhino Maxx. It was kind of a rush, different from my previous trips which were full of preparation and arrangement. The most important, I am not the organizer. I was kind of unwilling to go, however I still went for it. I don’t why was I made such a decision in this moment. Currently it is a hectic moment where all the assignment dues are within this week. I shouldn’t leave to anywhere else except my campus and for my assignments. But I decided to join them; maybe I need a break.

Chew Loong, Fishy and Yong Hong came at fetch me at the early Saturday morning at 6. The day before I was rushing for my assignments and frankly speaking I was totally exhausted. I brought my laptop along so that I wouldn’t left out with my work (I should responsible on those I should) The whole journey to Penang I was sleep or just awake a while. That boosted up my energy.

We reached Penang at 10.30am and we had our breakfast before check in. I sent messages to 3 of my friends- Pei Wah who is studying in USM, my cousin at Alor Star and Cheesy too. Actually I should send a message to someone, the person who comes into my mind when talks about Penang. I have lack of courage and scare of disappointment to take actions.

We checked in at around 12pm and they decided to take a rest before we had our lunch. Yup, it was my time for me to rush on my assignments now. I really appreciate their understanding which let me spends so much time on my tasks rather than going many places. After finish it, I have no burden and can relax myself freely.

We went to many places in these 3 days. Pei Wah joined us for almost a day and thanks her to be with me all the time. (You know, not good for being a light bulb) The place that I love the most is still Batu Ferringi. I think I do mention in my trip to Malacca, almost being crazy when I noticed the sea. This is the reason why I choose to run away at this critical moment.

The sea, which really make me relax. I don’t care whether it is as clean as Redang Island or dirty as Port Dickson. What I need are the touch of the sea, the wind blow and the sound of the wave. These bring me peace and I had no worry at that moment. I sent the message, to the person whom I think of. No reply and I guess it is the end of the story. I do not feel sad but just regret. I understand that when Gia put on hard work on her relationship but end up with a sad ending. I did not do as much as she did, but I put my heart on it-just to maintain our friendship. Back to the topic, thanks to my trip companion let me to spend so much time on staring the sea =p

Besides we were having a great time at Gurney where we had a long walk there. Yong Hong kept on blowing the bubbles to create a very nice background for our girls’ photo. And of course Chew Loong who busy snapping photo of us, or I should say for his dear Fishy. Last but not least, Bukit Bendera for the sunrise. A day start with a bright yolk (sun) around with cotton (cloud),again another new day and new life for me.

Before this trip end, I was glad that I got the reply from him even though it was already late night. This night, make me feels better.

Unexpected Day

2008-03-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

28/02/2008 Time: 00.59am

There were too many things happen yesterday. First of all, I will start my part time job at Rhino Maxx-an advertising and branding company on this coming Saturday. It was kind of unexpected because I felt like I was nothing in advertising field and what I have learn didn’t create effectiveness , and still the manager hired me as a part timer for every Saturday and Monday (since I have no class on Monday, why don’t I make used of it?) I learned a lot during this interview and I realized that the most effectiveness and creative idea can be created when you think out of the box. It might be tiring and time consuming (lack time for study and entertainment, now already busy like hell but still do so many work =P), I really hope that I could gain experience from there.

The interview made me late for Ms. Cynthia’s class and almost everyone was surprised with my attire (wearing formal even though I did not have presentation). Then when Yee and Jie got to know that I was hired for a part time job, the 1st things came into Yee’s mind was, “Is there anything happen in your relationship? (Love thingy)” What made you think so? Actually I just want to fully utilized my time for my future-gain experiences (and get more money to buy the stuff I want) Nothing to do with relationship ok?

I’m still worry for my internship because I haven’t get any reply from the companies which I had sent my resume to. The dateline is almost around the corner and still, nothing back to me. While waiting for my class at 3.30pm, I was having my lunch with Jie at Old Town. My dear Gia called me and asked me for Japanese revision on Thursday. She already informed me that she would not come for the class today. Friday would be my Japanese examination and since I skipped so many classes, I really need her help then. Guess what? Besides the revision arrangement, she told me that she has broken up with her boyfriend. I was so surprised and stunned when I heard of that.

However, we met after my Japanese class over and my heart like broke in pieces when I saw she cries. I knew how she started it and now, ended it. I have been with her along the way and the stories between them. It was kind of sad and disappointing, but still I sincerely hope that the scar would be cured as soon as possible. A nice girl like her should deserve a better person. Be strong girl!

Last but not least, I have 2 midterm examination tomorrow and I still hang out till late night without doing any revision. Gosh, I haven’t study and empty brain cannot help me in scoring my midterm. I guess I need to stay overnight again with my dear Mass Media Research Book and also Mass Communication Theory then. Wish me luck for another few more hours!

Insomnia Night

2008-03-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

27/02/2008 Time: 3.05am

Again, I couldn’t fall asleep. I don’t know what is in my mind at this moment, I don’t know what am I worry at this moment, and I don’t even know why am I become like that now.

Insomnia, I knew this word 2 years ago. This would never happen to me for the past few years, because I didn’t have enough sleep, how much I wish for a deep sleep every day. Due to someone else, I knew this word. This friend of mine, busy till no time to sleep- the reason he gave me was he had insomnia. He had too much to think about, too much to worry about.

Again, I am in his shoes. My future is still unclear. I have too much think to do, but don’t know where to start from. Too many dreams make me undecided. Too much of worries which I need to take in consideration. Too many paths I could approach for my future.

Seems like my life is so easy and happy without any worries. Yes, I have to admit that the things I need to worry are my studies, money and time. Otherwise, I have almost everything. Currently, I do not have much problem in relationship. I have supports from everyone that loves me. My life is full with their loves, cares and pampers. What else do I ask for?

Maybe…..I need lights, to show me where I should go. I need luck, to help me go through my hardship. I need to find myself , to be what I really was.

Here comes the Oscar (and my blog)

2008-02-25T22:46:00.004+08:00

Ok, i still need a break after all those assignments (It is just part of THOSE)I should blog on my last day trip at Malacca but sorry! I have to postpone it cause I am not in the mood to recall back all those happy memories at THIS moment.

Today, a free day? Not really cause i still have to rush to campus for notes even though i do not have class on monday. Then met my dear psycho friends and they are going to organise a concert soon..Guess what? I got a post AGAIN, for? SPONSORSHIP!!
Oh gosh, i really hate this! You see, it is not easy to get sponsorship like you need to beg people to help you to do something might be not related to them. You have to think what benifits you want from them and what benefit that they could get! PR again who do the jobs! Well well well, I guess if i continue with this post for the following events. I am really a PR for only SPONSORSHIP.

After all I need to prepare for my resume and my FLYING COLOURS results, preparation for my interview in anytime within these weeks. ( Still cannot makeup my mind where to do, hopefully i am able to do my intern at Yvents! ) Duh, wanna get part time job but lack of time for that. Anyone intro me some good stuff?

Today is Oscar day!! Again, my dearest handsome, stunning, mysterious, cool, charming Johnny Depp was nominated as the best actor in the leading role for the movie Sweedney Todd. and Again, he did not get the award! He was always the popular nominee,almost every year (I still remember he was nominated for Finding Neverland, and Pirates of the Carribean, and like usual so attractive, but still he was not the one) No forgotten, i was so exciting to see George Clooney and Collin Farrel! The 3 top men in my list! Love Oscar so much!!

Seems like few of my friends are not really in mood these days! dear sharon is sick again and sis felicia is headache with works. Yee and Wei aer upset with relationship problem. Many more are frustrated and exhausted with assignments and handouts. Who said that university is so easy and relax?

Gonna dig dig and dig my brain to get idea for my adv copywriting! さよなら！

马六甲之旅2

2008-01-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

很抱歉没有时间上载这篇部落格。虽然还不至于忙得透不过气，然而还是必须要保留一些时间为自己的学业打算。相必下个月的我必然会更加忙碌吧！

马六甲之旅2- 2008年1月3日晴

一早起床已经是将近12点了。或许昨晚夜睡，而且又爱懒床，我欣赏不了马六甲的早晨，连早餐也省了。在等待所有人洗刷整理完毕的时候，我们便在楼下看“在政府部门的日子”DVD。做人嘛，还是要善用时间娱乐自己。

整装完毕后，我们便开始踏上我们的旅程，医饱那饥肠辘辘的肚子。我们这群无头苍蝇，便在鸡场街乱闯一番。其实啊！真的要感谢Johnny这位没有执照的“导游”到处问路，问路人，问店员，问朋友！幸亏，我们只要沿着那条路便能抵达目的地，品尝那闻名的鸡粒饭。

它的特别之处，就是那个饭是圆形粒状的，味道和普通的饭没有差别，而鸡肉嘛！本小姐还觉得不错，至于有多好嘛？我不是一位称职的美食家，所以就不多予解释咯！

肚子填饱后，就往红屋等博物馆出发！由于都是满靠近的，所以就以步代车，一路走下去。马六甲在马来西亚是以古城闻名，当然就少不了许多历史悠久的建筑物。我们感到幸运的是那些建筑物几乎都是建在附近。在马六甲，你会想到什么交通工具呢？想必是牛车和三轮车吧！三轮车嘛，在红屋附近到处都是，而牛车嘛，却完全不见踪影。还记得曾经年少无知的我，曾有过坐牛车的经验。旧地重游，但此景不再，还真是有些伤感。

*郑和爷爷和文文*

*Yee和Johnny*

*文和伟*

*无牌导游用三轮车载白痴乘客*

*古城？感觉上好小哦！*

*风车呀风车！还替StarBucks打广告*

乱闯马六甲超过10件的博物馆后，是时候了！我们是时候修身养性了，前往青云亭出发！青云亭其实就在鸡场街的隔壁街，而我们的车呢！正好就在那两条街道的交叉处。昨天伟一直说到了青云亭要求签，还要为不同的事求！今天就如他所愿咯！我嘛，可以说是第一次求签。或许就是担心求到不好的签，会一直耿耿于怀，对此我总是有所保留。既然已经有第一次驾远途的经验，就来多一次求签吧！4个之中，就算伟最有经验啦！自然而然的，他便是第一个，我们就只好有样学样的跟啦！事实上我们4个所求的签都不错，说真的我衷心希望那个签是灵的。

*青云亭正门*

*我的签！！！*

时间其实还过得蛮快的，又是黄昏的时候了。既然我们就步行到附近的“椰子屋”享用我们的晚餐咯。那一间位于babanyonya街的一间意大利餐厅，给我的感觉就是那种古色古香的地方，感觉其实是超棒的哦！（在一次感谢Johnny这位无执照的好导游，果然有做好准备功课哦！）而且我们还可以跑上阁楼吃晚餐呢！最无聊的，还是拍一堆又一堆的无聊照片，好像那种文艺片那种哦！食物还蛮美味的，环境更不用说啦！值得一提的是那些亲切的服务人员，他们还乐意为我们介绍美食，地方，还任我们指示替我们拍照咯！

*无聊男女*

*回眸一笑（作呕）*

*阁楼的晚餐*

过后的节目呢？我们打算去马六甲河坐船绕一圈，逛逛晚上的马六甲。原本我们看见的码头是在红屋附近的，然而抵达那里时已经没有船了，有点失望的说。一转眼，无牌导游又不见了！原来呀！他去向别人打听码头的所在地，原来晚上是要在另一个地方上船的。到了那里，“船家”说要有一定的人数才会开船，我们只好耐心的等待，顺便沉迷于那夜晚的空气。渐渐的人群多了，船开了。天空的星星并没有当年热浪岛的多和美，但是在这一刻我的心很自在，很平静。虽说马六甲是一个小城市，但对于我这个城市人来说，它还是有那自然的朴素味。一“河”上，不少的外国旅客在河岸边散步，其中还有几家餐厅建在那里。我们几个最初的目的只不过是想和那告诉我们这码头的店家招手以示感谢，过后我们“变本加厉”了！只要是路过的人，我们这几个在船上的无名小卒都会招手打招呼，在餐厅用餐的外国游客还向我们敬酒呢！我和Yee还看到一位外国的帅哥呢！！当时真的很高兴，就好像到那里都充满着热情，心里满满的温暖。绕河一圈后，我们便开始打算为下一个地点烦恼了，该去哪里好呢？

*自恋三人组*

*灯光在那树上，就像河里的星星，为马六甲河闪烁着*

*Eye on Malacca与它那河里的倒影*

突然间我们想起昨晚CC带我们绕过几间夜店，Yee又兴致勃勃的！=P 好吧！就往PureBar出发咯！一路上我们不断地坳Johnny请客，又坳Yee向人家拿电话号码，带着充满期待的心情出发。然而，人生地不熟，而且昨晚不是我驾车所以认路就交给了伟，没有一个会去！没办法，兜来兜去，只好打电话向CC求救询问地址咯！经过指点后，我们很幸运的在10时左右抵达PureBar了。看看里面，怎么空空的呢？还静静的？很诡异耶！左思右想，为了钱包还是省了吧！可怜的Yee没办法要到帅哥的电话咯！不过夜晚才刚开始，哪会这么快就归家去呢？

泡店泡不成，那我们便去泡民歌餐厅咯！我们到马六甲的回音石民歌餐厅去喝茶聊天玩占卜。对于那两位驻唱歌手我们真不敢恭维，我们所点的歌曲都没有唱！或许是太高难度，不想出糗吧！（点戴佩妮，张惠妹，王菲等的歌曲，是否有些刁难呢？）当晚还是Men’s Night，男士有折扣耶！（嫉妒）不过，在我心里记得的是我们一拿到饮料后一直干杯，为我们的小小愿望，为我们新的一年，为我们未知的旅途上不断干杯。试问，这样的时刻会长久到何时呢？

*文和Yee在暗淡中的回音石民歌餐厅*

*Men's Night的两位男士*

*我的饮料-SunShine Tequila*

好啦！倦意开始慢慢的侵入我们了，是时候为我们马六甲的最后一晚画下句点了。然而，这个夜晚并没有这么快就结束！因为，我们归家的其中一条路被封了!!只好左兜右转的找路回咯！怎知，我们要不就是在同一个地方转，就是走到不知名的地方去！可怕！！！我们还不知不觉都到去三宝山都不知道！还亏伟一直要说要在晚上到那里过夜！（三宝山乃华人的坟地，可想而知）最后只好到封路的那里去询问咯！（那里有自愿警卫队）或许是有点累了，脑袋转不来，Yee忘了向他们拿电话！！！还说有个蛮帅的，T_T。不只我们啦！人家警卫队老大也有说以后要来吉隆坡找我们，结果咧？电话没拿怎样找我们咧？（纯粹是我们这群人有点自恋，加上倦意侵略了我们，有怪莫怪。

两点多了，终于回到舅舅家了！我们还说要继续玩UNO，但是等着每个人冲洗完毕的同时，我也不知不觉地睡着了………

马六甲之旅1

2008-01-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

开学了，又是忙碌的时候了。最近一直提不起劲写部落格，或许发生的事情还蛮多的，经历的事情也不少，脑袋就是转不过来。静下心来，才能思考，才能创作，才能感叹。

事情总是有个先后，马六甲之旅还是个值得纪念的日子。不晓得这样的旅行，还会有多少次呢？不过各位可要有心理准备，这可是蛮长的部落格哦！

马六甲之旅1-2008年1月2日晴

筹备这个旅行已经有一段时间了。如果没记错，应该是上个学期考试之前的策划吧！原本应该是和两个傻婆和两个傻佬同行的，到了最后蛮开心的事两位傻佬还遵守诺言，伤心的事两个傻婆却不能同行。还好，另一有义气的傻婆加入了我们。4个傻人便浩浩荡荡地往马六甲出发。

早餐是每天之中最重要的一餐，这份早餐我们就让14区的麦先生旗下的餐厅替我们准备。最好笑的事，店员或许把石头加进面包里，导致伟的汉堡“软”得像大理石一样，真是值得研究呀！一路上，就好像小学的作文一样，我们有说有笑，谈得不亦乐乎，欣赏一路上的“美景”-有路，有树，有草，有车，有鸟，天空还是蓝色的呢！说真的自个儿驾车到远途，本小姐可是第一次。但却没有想象中辛苦，前一晚还被父亲唠唠叨叨夜睡，和老婆喝茶后回家已是12点了，今早7点就出门了！或许，是因为兴奋吧！

将近90分钟后，我们抵达了马六甲，便拿着地图寻找那里标志的名胜地。第一站，蝴蝶山庄。到了那里，看到最多的却不是蝴蝶而是其它动物，但不否认那里的的确确有一个蝴蝶园。最令我们影响深刻的应该是在伟裤脚上发生的事情吧！

原来现在是蝴蝶交尾的季节耶！因为有一对蝴蝶就在伟的裤脚干那回事！周围还有很多都在做耶！！

作为人类的，当然要拍摄这段难得的“艳遇”啦！虽然这段日子里有因拍摄这类艳遇的事件闹得风风雨雨，但那是人类，我们这儿是昆虫。最起码，它们是光明正大，没有所谓的隐私权。我们并没有侵略哦!只是纯粹好奇和作为对昆虫的考察罢了！

走完了一圈，拍完照片后，又是往下一站出发，临走前还得麻烦人家替我们照相。其中一位竟然说伟像一个香港明星，那位明星的父亲很有钱也很出名，是好莱坞巨星。本人也是蛮多绯闻女友的哦！自己猜猜看！！过后这件事还一直被我们挂在嘴边呢！蝴蝶山庄后，我们便往迷你马来西亚以及迷你东南亚出发。那里有的只是当抵达的建筑物罢了！从中我们得到的结论是，除了新加坡之外，其他国家包括马来西亚的房子-都是木制的！

XP 个人比较喜欢的还是沙巴与砂朥越的房子，因为它们是竹子制成的，感觉还蛮凉爽的呢！

接着便是到马六甲动物园了，我们渐渐有了疲累的现象，一致决定作旅游车绕动物园一圈，以车代步。慢慢的我们发现，原来这一天的日子，我们可是看动物看到腻了！

此地不宜久留，我们便往舅舅的家出发，在往下一站之前好好休息吧！

在我印象之中，舅舅的家就在汉都亚的井对面。因此我们便决定到那里一游，也方便我寻找到舅舅的家。汉都亚井，就是一口井这么简单。

而我们这班无聊的穷人竟然丢硬币许愿-希望学费可以减半！！很明显，它一点都不灵，或许是因为传说中的白鳄鱼不愿献身实现我们这无耻的愿望吧！

不出我所料，舅舅家的花园就正好在汉都亚井的另一边，很快的我们便抵达了。4人一到房间，便开始讨论晚上的晚餐以及接下来的行程，舅舅也尽地主之谊请我们到葡萄牙村吃一顿海鲜晚餐。虽然并没有想象中美味好吃，但对着黄昏的海吃完餐可是很浪漫很享受的哦！毕竟，我爱吹海风，我爱对着海思考，也爱听那海浪声。

过后，舅舅便载我们到英雄广场与那里的一位朋友碰面。虽然时间还早，不过因为yee的鞋子坏了，正好需要买一双。到最后，Yee和伟各买一双MCKY的鞋子！和我买的相似，不同的是那长度罢了！这样就变成了一系列咯！最可惜的是Johnny竟然不要和我们一起疯！可说是一个小小的遗憾。

将近10点半左右，那位马六甲的朋友载我们去吃Satay Celup，可说是必吃美食之一。或许是晚餐还未完全消化，吃的不多点到为止罢了，然而美食还是会令人回味无穷的。宵夜后，我们便乘着他的车兜兜风，为第二天的行程做好准备-认路！不去还不知道，吉隆坡有Eye On Malaysia。原来马六甲也有Eye On Malacca的！

回到家虽然还是有倦意，早睡毕竟不会是现代学生会做的事。我们便一起玩UNO咯，还真是无聊的说。当然还是会聊聊天，讲讲心事，真不晓得舅舅有没有被我们吵醒呢！就这样，第一天的马六甲之旅，便在疯疯癫癫，吵吵闹闹，满怀期待的心情下画下句点了。

Start study again!!! Yippie!!!

2008-01-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

I have been waiting for this moment since 3 months ago..erhm..not really actually XD However, still enjoy study life rather than working life more. Unless you meet a very good superior and also colleague. I did enjoy my working life, and i also miss study life where i could meet all my dear friends again.

Life wouldn't be complete without friends. Yes, i totally agree with that! I am so proud to say, I finished my holiday and now it's time to study again.

***Wondering when should i start my blog about my Malacca trip..hm...***

1st Blog for year 2008-between Year 2007 and 2008

2008-01-06T18:46:00.001+08:00

It was already one week after Year 2008 and I only have the opportunity to update my blog today! Ya, kinda busy these days but still not to forget about the enjoyable time on 31st of Dec and 1st of Jan, the moment when we moved forward to the new year.

I still have to work on 31st of Dec 2007, last day in Mainstream Music. In a blink of eyes, I had been working for 3 months. Learn a lot from Abby, Joanne as well as Mr Mah. Besides, having a lot of fun.

After work, went to my gang- Ros's house for BBQ. I was wondering was i going to the wrong way cause i always lost in the HOUSE AREA. Luckily I am not! Then went to Countdown Celebration at Sg Wang Plaza, Bkt Bintang. My parents did warn me not to drive there because Jln Imbi might be closed for the celebration. However, I DIDN"T LISTEN. XD

We took Smart Link to Times Square and guess what? It closed!!!!! and we need to turn into Jln Tun Razak. Terrible Jam there until we dunno where were we. Duh, round and round and round. Fortunately, we were able to reach Times Square and found out that. JLN IMBI DIDN'T CLOSE!!!!! The road is totally empty, only Jln Bkt Bintang need to be closed!!! DUH.......waste my time and TOL fees!

Forget abt those unhappy things. We were lucky cause we were able to listen to Gary and Justin!! Wahahaha..ok la, we only wait for that can'l blame us for not suppoting the others k??? As usual, fireworks, screaming and HIGHING when the countdown start. Four of us-Pei Wah, Gia, and Ros hugging each other (The first ppl to hug and hold hand for year 2008.....wahahaha) had our wishes for new year.

1st time countdown at Sg Wang, with my dearest friends. Really hope that Year 2008 would be a wonderful year for me, hopefully everything would be great!

***This is a part of my great memories on the beginning of year 2008! Wonderful time doesn't end here cause I was back from Malacca few days ago! More blog will be uploaded.***

Unexpected Night

2007-12-30T02:21:00.000+08:00

It was yesterday story because I was totally EXHAUSTED rushing from one to another place. It started with a sms from the birthday guy Weng Hong who is a part from the scouts brothers of mine.(If i'm not mistaken, his birthday already over)An invitation SMS to his birthday party tonight. I was totally blur and headache cause i had a late night sleep and didn't bother about it.

Life as usual, working till 7.30pm every Saturday at my office. Suddenly a call from Weng Hong reminded me about his party. Erhm..didn't feel like want to go because i was just off duty and again, the only gal that might get bully from them. However, since he rang me a call. BAGI MUKA la! Have to go lo.

Actually i really dunno where his party is! Cause he didn't mention it at all in the SMS and his call. Most of the time i really let them bring me where they want to go (My friends did ask me that what if they bring me to somewhere...erhm...think of yourself) I believe them la, we all have the kind of BROTHERHOOD ma! Must trust one.

Guess where is the party is?? THE SANCTUARY RESTO CLUB at The Curve. I was totally shock!!! Suddenly feel like I am in the pirates' ship. Damm nice sound system ( luckily i am not deaf yet XD)and Damm Crowded (Sexy Babe everywhere). Well, it was nothing special actually just i don't really get used to it. I am such a good gal, don't I?

Hardly to enjoy myself without my close friends together. However, I was happy to meet back quite a lot of my secondary schoolmates and seniors as well. I thought i was no one there but the unexpected things is those i only meet once or twice (Those scouts which are not same badge with my scouts brothers-seniors i should say) recognised me! Wahahaha, such a popular person =P. I met pretty San San n Gwen, and also my dear Sis Yee Shan.

Force to have some alcholic drink hahahaha..Force to lo! I am glad that they are really nice to me, only a small cup of it and dilute with Coke + Green Tea Wahahahaha!I knew de, I knew you all threat me nicely de... I didn't stay long there cause got call from Dad almost every half an hour after 12am. Good gal ma, have to obey lo.

End of the party!I really appreciate Weng Hong effort for the party and invite me there. At least i met some of them that long time we didn't meet since Form 5 graduation. Of course, thanks to Kah Fai and Weng Holl that fetched me out and especially Weng Holl who sent me home later. Thanks to Yong Sheng who broughts us round and round and lost our ways XD. Thanks to Kok Wai who like to argue with me all the time (Weird, why should I thanks to him?) Thanks to those who remember me even though we haven't met each other for so long.

Thanks , everyone! I do love you all always!

Chicago Rocks! Opps, it's Christmas

2007-12-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

Well, i just finished watching Chicago on TV2(The movie) and I do love Velma Kelly a lot! As some of you know that i has been to KLCC for the musical last month. Impressive and Fascinating live compare to the movie. However, plan to buy the VCD or DVD of this movie as well as its soundtrack. Just imagine all those music in your head while you're driving,you rocks! Besides,I just found out that Velma Kelly is Catherine Zeta-Jones. Wow, such amazing women! So sorry for loving Velma so much without knowing the person who acted it.

Christmas is just over and i was having a lot of fun for the 1st time. I went to dear fish's house for the celebration and we were having barbaeque that christmas eve. Not much to say about it because only few of us were there. I am glad to see May and KS came along and they got the chance to meet each other's bf XD.

And now the Christmas day! Went to One U with my sis Wen Bin and Shu Lim for the movie "National Treasure 2". I still remember the time that we watched "National Treasure" at Mid Valley few years back. Hm, as usual Nicholas Cage able to found the treasure but not to have it for his own XD. After the movie, went for our lunch then! As a japanese cuisine addicted patient, 日本料理を食べましょう-We went for SushiGroove and spent about RM100 for 3 persons (It really worth and full)

And the following statements you can skip...
***I was overspent again***
***I bought 2 of my favourite shoes at last***
***One is from MCKY which normal price were RM199 and after 60% discount-RM59.70***

***My feeling is just like I found my treasure at last***
***I was out of control then and i did something terrible***
***I bought another shoes-from TIMBERLAND***

***Don't want to mention its price-go and look for it***
***I am so desperate to have it and now I got it***
***It was the happiest Christmas that I ever had***

However, thanks to my mom who sponsors me RM200 for the Timberland boot. Well, I bought her Donuts from Big Apple =D, such a nice daughter you see...

I am glad that I was totally forget about my nightmare like usual. Maybe I was too happy with my boots or busy tidy up my room. Hahaha..Merry Christmas!!

Christmas + Renovation

2007-12-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

*we wish you a merry chistmas,we wish you a merry christmas..* Everyone is in this happy christmas mood except ME! Oh yes, my nightmare has finally come XD. Not enough money to spend, unable to buy myself a new boot, and no time for me to have a good break!

There are 2 invitations for Christmas Eve party from Fishy and Leon. Since fishy place has more friends that i knew, so have to say sorry to Leon then. Yesterday rushed to Mid Valley with Mun to buy christmas present but ended up having meal at Sushi King until 9 something. We managed to get the present of course and continued to have our drink at Free Zone, Kuchai Lama.

Christmas is always the day for me to tidy up my room and helping my mom to do the household chores. However, this does not work this year because i already have the movie invitation-National Treasure 2 (yeh, Nicholas Cage!)at One Utama. Later will upload the variety christmas decoration at different shopping mall.

That's my program during christmas. Erhm, quite a full program right?That makes me have less time for RENOVATION. I will have a new piano in my room which is FOC in coming these day. It means-I have to learn piano and also I have to tidy up my room ONCE AGAIN.

more money to spend next year.....more program to go.....more things to do.....

I was tagged AGAIN but in English Version

2007-12-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

Something unbelieveable happened,i was reading michelle's blog as usual and she was tagged. I tried once but in mandarin version and suprisingly when i read till last. I SAW MY NAME!!!! Oh gosh, I was tagged again!!!

Rules: Do this tag and answer all the questions into your own blog. Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20question. Tag 8 persons.

***In Sis Michelle's blog has 21 so i can delete 1 and edit another 1 XD***

Questions:
1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
Be a rich and successful woman-My mom always tell me to count on myself rather than others. So in reality, money comes first =D

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
I have my family and true friends to be with me ALWAYS

3. What do you wish to have now?
Money ( I bet everyone do) ok, A timberland boot!

4. What have you realized recently?
Overspent on Bobbi Brown, M.A.C, and Body Shop as well as a new Sony Ericsson K850i
(My friend stop me from buying that Timberland boot, if not, guess no money to pay fees)

5. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?
NO of course, i need more time to sleep, watching drama,hang out with friends, and ehm..study XD

6. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
Talk to my parents and friends, they are always my best listener and medicine.

7. Are you afraid of losing?
I'm born in the month of August and a true Tiger and Leo.I am EGO. I will not take the bet if i don't have the confident to win. Yes, i admit!

8. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?
Who does not? Especially when i have the confident but i can't make it.

9. Do you believe in god?
I believe in God when i need God

10. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
1.person who wears a mask of kindness to cover the devil side of them.
2.person who think that they have the authority to control other people freedom to think or to do what they want.
3.person who pretend to be your friend but a truely liar and betrayer behind your back,guess what? They take away all your precious things

11. What is loneliness?
No one could understand you, even yourself.

12. Are you satisfied with your life now?
My life would be better if i have more money in my bank as well as my wallet. I haven't buy my dream shoes yet and one of my jacket and jeans are still inside The Tough.However, I am glad that I am able to love and loved by friends and famiky.

13. When was the most recent time you felt touched?
Someone had said something that make me feel I am still important in that person's heart.

14. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?
Redang Island, the sky with full of stars with the sea which is crystal clear.

15. Use 5 words to describe who you are.
emotional,insane,ego,kiasu,rational

16. If you have one wish that’ll come true, what is it?
I want to go to Japan, Hong Kong, Macau, Taiwan, Beijing, Shanghai for shopping as much as I could before the age of 27. Can I?

17. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?
Wanna take a bet on something important in my life, but win-lose is 50-50.

18. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
Gather all my friends and family and tell them how much i love them.

19. Name one person you cannot live without.
There will always be 2 person-Mom and Dad. I am nothing without them.

20. If you could change the history of yourself, which one you would choose and why.
The stupid decision I had made 4 years ago! That's one of the things that make me regret.

Sorry guys, you are tagged!!
Camilla- Have fun ya dear, i know you were tagged by me once.
Nicholas Siak Wei-try it k? I think it would help you
Uncle Wilson- you owe me once, now graduated got time to do this already
Johnny-you always read my blog and i knew you have your own blog
Derek-will you post it on?
Jaycee-1st time tagged you =)
Venus-long time no blogging already!
eVilson-post it post it plz...

倒数的日子

2007-12-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

时间总是在不知不觉的流逝，又到了倒数圣诞节和迎接新年的日子了。想必每个人现在都充满着愉快的心情来迎接吧！当然，新的一年有新的期待。期待我的成绩会比今年好，期待我们辩论组的队员们会在未来交出一份闪亮的成绩，期待我的好友知己兄弟姐妹过的快快乐乐，期待家人健健康康，还有许多大大小小的心愿。

在倒数之前，还是要回顾一下这几天的点点滴滴。昨日与辩论组的兄弟姐妹们一同庆祝思云姐妹的生日！！我们一起去看“投名状”，还掉下了几滴女儿泪。（在此声明，掉泪并不是因为他们死，而是对于他们内心的挣扎，以及本身的执著感到难过。要知道，女生是感性的动物）庆祝生日当然少不了蛋糕咯！橘子味的蛋糕，还特地买草莓点缀，酸酸甜甜的。过后本来打算大展歌喉唱K的，去到那里竟然没开！扫兴哦！！！不过呢，我们几位姐妹也找个好地方，吃吃美食（还代言呢！XD），拍拍照（美丽的回忆当然要留下），聊聊天（交流很重要哦！）。

12月19日，不只是姐妹思云的生日，也是我一位好朋友的生日。还记得一年前的这一天我们到嘛嘛档为他庆祝。没有蛋糕，只有祝福和礼物。回忆犹新，此景不再。今年的我，只可以以一段短短的简讯祝福他，衷心的希望他会过的更好。今年的这一天，我会祝福的人不只是他了，还有我的姐妹花思云哦！

你还记得一年前的今天你做过什么吗？我还记得哦！记得的都是美好的回忆，悲伤的已抛到九霄云外了。最起码，我还记得5年的圣诞节有一段美好的回亿，只能回忆的时光。

Happily Ever After

2007-12-16T13:57:00.000+08:00

What's come to your mind when you see the title? Fairy Tales like Cinderella and Snow White? Last week after my japanese class, I went for the movie "Enchanted" with 2 of my gang, Gia and Pei Wah. As you all know, this story is about a "lady" from a combination stories of Cinderella, Snow White and Sleeping Beauty went to a place where there is no HAPPILY EVER AFTER- The Reality. Of course, no forget the so called Charming Prince and a cute little chipmunk. Sadly it didn't include the story of "Beauty and The Beast" which is my favourite story. I was having a lot of fun watching this movie, and its happy ending as well.

This movie reminds me of something. Is that true that our world is a place where there is no Happily Ever After? Honestly, I'm not the person who believe in Love at First Sight (cause no one loves me at first sight XD ) I am not the princess type in the fairy tales (Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, Jasmine and Mermaid-they have kind of good background,need not to worry about the money ). And this is why I love Bell in Beauty and The Beast because she loves that Beast even though He is ugly. Every relationship needs time to build up and to understand each other more. Who knows the behind the fairy tales that might be divorce?

Ok, I should not further spoil people's dreams =P Happily Ever After still exist in reality. It depends on how you see the happiness that you experienced before.At this moment at least, I am happy cause I have everyone I love by my side who still be with me when i need them. I am glad to know that you are with me, at present at least.

Already went for Golden Compass with Gia last saturday. Love Iorek, who is the king or the snowy Polar Bear (He won the fight and I was so shock when watched that scene. Wanna know y? suggest you to watch in the cinema then you'll know it) Nicole Kidman is damm pretty and cool. GORGEOUS is the word to suit her best in the movie. Since this movie is a trilogy, still long to wait then. It's a nice movie anyway, hope you enjoy it.

What's the next movie? Hehe, the Warlords by Jet Li, Andy Lau and my DEAREST Takeshi Kaneshiro!!!! Will watch it with my debate team members next week, and hopefully the plan would not be cancelled again. I watched the Making yesterday and it did not impress me a lot. Just wanna see how are my dear Takeshi and Jet lately and how's Peter Chan production this time.

Enjoy the movies and your life!! (indescribable happiness..hehehe)

你最近还好吗？

2007-12-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

喜欢SHE的人，应该会对这一首歌熟悉吧！它就是偶像剧-斗牛要不要的片尾曲。当然，既然有帅帅的小美，还有HEBE担当主角，我哪里会放过呢？这部剧才刚开始，内容还没真正的吸引我，反而令我爱上的是这一首歌。

很简单的“你最近还好吗？”这句话，我想对很多人说。其中当然有我许久不见的表兄弟姐妹，辩论组的战友们，大学的同学们，最要好的姐妹们，最挺我的兄弟们，还有数也数不清的知己朋友。从之前的部落格，将近一个月了。这个月里发生了很多事，就好像度过了许多岁月，但却只发生在一瞬间-起起落落，开心与悲哀。

最后一次小学聚会，重见我小学第一位认识的朋友。原来我们已经认识了14年这么长的一段时间，8年过后再重聚。灿烂的笑容依旧，只是增添了成熟。心里十分感慨，何时我们才能再相聚呢？我们不再完整了，因为有一位已经离我们而去了。但是又有多少人会把握呢？那一句“你最近还好吗？”何时再能对你们说呢？

如今的生活，已经渐渐地麻醉了我。工作生活，应该就是这样的吧！还好的是，我的知己朋友都在我身旁，父母也一直支持着我。几通好朋友的电话令我惊醒，发觉我是一个多么幸福的人！生日时，我拥有久违的朋友的祝福，知己朋友的庆祝。烦恼时，有父母的关怀，知己朋友的开导。开心时，可以和许多许多的人分享。相比起来，离开家乡的朋友们真的是很寂寞很空虚。他们有多久没有听到朋友捎来的一句“你最近还好吗？”

因为我幸福，也希望我认识的人都幸福。不管你身在何处，希望你能感受得到我想对你说的一句真诚的问候-“你最近还好吗？”

好久没有上来了

2007-12-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

一直在寻找一个适合自己的部落格，却一直找不着。这里是我第一个部落格的家，过后才搬过去friendster 和 MSN SPACES.然而，它们还是有点空洞，也不能让我充分的表达。或许，还需要一点时间吧！再过不久，准备好了，就应该会搬家的。

新家，等我将你准备的舒舒服服之前，委屈你了！2间旧家，应该有一个会被遗忘了。搬或不搬，还是在我的一念之差呀！